The weekend dawned bright and warm that Saturday morning in September. The large tree whose branches reached my third-floor window was swaying lightly in the autumn breeze, casting a flickering orange glow across my room.
I was vaguely aware of a dull throbbing sensation at the back of my head; a remnant of last night's incautious drinking. My head was still swimming, perched precariously at the edge, between a mellow feeling and the urge to vomit.
My eyes flickered open and I looked at the ceiling of my room, covered in fluorescent celestial stickers which were shy to shine in the morning glow. I could hear birds chirping right outside the east-facing window set in the wall against which my bed stood. There was a pleasant sort of smell about the morning, like a mixture of grass, dew, and that light musky scent which comes off of clothes in a moist closet.
There are worse Saturday mornings to wake up to, I thought. I made to run my hands through my hair but found my left arm pressed by the glistening body of my boyfriend of two months. Much worse...
I turned myself onto my left side and looked at the specimen of a person that he was lying down next to me, fast asleep on his belly with a thin line of drool running down his chin. My hand was pressed beneath his chest, and he had draped one arm over mine. My palm had lost all sensation, but I could still feel the warmth of his smooth skin against mine.
I pulled my hand out from under him slowly, trying my best not to disturb him. I needn't have bothered: the man could sleep through a parade and then some, without so much as a stir. I winced as the blood returned to my fingertips, and flexed them to ease some of the pain. I inched closer to him and drank in the sight.
Hidden behind the modest bed sheet that covered us, he was as naked as I was. He had a beautiful tinge to his skin, like beaten copper mixed with fresh rust, and it shone in the warm orange light. His head was covered with coarse black hair cropped short, and the early hints of a beard shadowed his face. His eyes, when open, were a molten hazel so deep it felt like you were drowning in a river of chocolate just looking at them.
He wasn't well built. In fact, you could go so far as to call him lean, but his shoulders were broad and his back arched steeply such that his chest bulged outward, giving him a part muscular, part toned look. A nascent beer gut was creeping out of him, but it only served to make him that much more beautiful and acted as a soft pillow if nothing else. I ran my fingers down his slightly muscular back (the most muscular part of his body, second only to his calves), and deftly removed the white cloth of the bed sheet to reveal the perfect, rounded bubble-butt that I'd come to love. The humps led to his longs legs, which contributed significantly to his towering frame.
I rested my hand on his right butt cheek, cupping it lightly. The feeling was nice and familiar, and I found myself getting drowsy due to the comfort. I pushed my head closer to his such that my nose was resting in the crook of his neck, and with each breath, I was drunker than I had been at any point last night. I brushed my hand over his butt and I could feel the spots where my cum had dried out. I took in a deep breath, and memories of last night came flooding back.
The smell of sweat and cum predominantly hung in the air, courtesy of the three used condoms scattered across the bed. His neck smelled of him, and last night's alcohol. The curious mix of his cologne, vodka, cigarettes, and his scent was making my head swim. A smile crept upon my lips as I thought of last night: the shaking of the bed, my screams muffled by his large, strong hands, his spit across my face and neck, the way he quivered when my tongue swept in and out of his ass...
Something stirred in my groin. I felt myself getting steadily harder, and the bed sheet shifted slightly. "Resistance is futile" echoed somewhere in my brain. I pulled my hand away from his butt and sucked on my middle finger until it was dripping wet. I slipped my hand back to his ass while grabbing onto his neck. I all but devoured his neck, even as I thrust my finger inside him, such that my chin was soon wet with my spit.
He moaned; a deep, sonorous sound which seemed to originate in his chest rather than his throat, and reverberated within me, causing me to shiver. I had fallen in love with his voice even before I'd even really known if he was interested in men, let alone me. The chase was worth it, more for having that voice moaning in my bed than anything else.
He stirred and turned around such that both our bodies were clung to each other face to face, chest to chest, and groin to groin. My erection pressed against his, even more so when he wrapped his arm around my back and pulled me close, a feat which was easily accomplish considering my slight frame. I was a twink-esque creature in the desperate attempt to put on some weight. On more occasions than one, I'd been chastised for being so much bone that hugging or holding me was painful at best. I had learnt to see the better parts of being a skinny, small boy, though; being wrapped up completely in the embrace of a big man was certainly amongst the top.
"Morning, baby doll," he croaked into my ear, shifting his head so that my head fit more snugly into his neck. I pulled my finger out of his ass and slid it across his thigh to lay it on his hardening cock. I cupped his balls and began playing with them. His hold on me tightened, his moan deepened, and he began to quiver. It was so easy to make him quiver.
I pushed him flat onto his back and began sucking on his nipples, stroking his chest with my thumb with one hand and slowly stroking his cock with the other. I worked on his nipples for some time, but then my lust overcame me and I went down and wrapped my lips around his now fully erect cock. His short gasps and deep moans only encouraged me to go further, and his grip on my hair tightened. I took the sheet from around his leg and tossed it to the ground: modesty was a thing of the past. I took him all in and felt his head graze the back of my throat. I pulled up for air, and he chuckled.
"What?" I asked, slightly put off by the reaction.
"You almost sucked Jack off yesterday." He laughed out loud.
"Bullshit. You're making this up. I wasn't that drunk." I lied.
"You were sloshed, babe. I'm not surprised that you don't remember."
But I did remember, and I could feel my face getting hotter with the memory. Thank heavens for the dark tinge that my skin bore: the blush would be harder for him to see.
Jack had been my roommate for as long as I had had roommates. We had been roommates in school since the eighth grade, which is when I'd met him for the first time. We'd gone on to share a room with two other boys in high school and then shared a dorm in college. After we'd graduated, we decided to get an apartment together since both our workplaces were so close. Jack was also my best friend and had been since a few weeks after the day we'd met. I couldn't imagine a single situation where either of us would get put off by or be uncomfortable with the other.
Perhaps that was because we had already ridden the uncomfortable train all the way to the end and back. We'd both jerked off for the first time in our lives together while watching porn for the first time huddled in the tiny bathroom stall of our boarding school. We'd been vaguely aware that the concept of two guys jerking off together wasn't "normal", and the prevalent homophobia had kept us from being open about our acts. However, the jerking off sessions had carried on and had eventually progressed to hand job and blowjob sessions.
We'd been each other's firsts in many ways. We'd shared our first kisses with each other, sometime in the middle of tenth grade, during a particularly cold winter when I'd gone over to share body heat with him. We'd had sex for the first time a year later when he'd slid a finger inside my ass and I'd squealed and bitten his neck. By the time we had reached senior year of high school, we'd started to acknowledge ourselves as a proper couple, despite there being no romance from either side.
That is another lie. I'd had a steadily developing crush on him since a bit after we'd met. Forever the champion of honesty, I'd voiced my feelings to him at the end of our senior year, and we'd decided that it would be best if we didn't go about our friendship as we had thus far, but dealt with it as regular straight boys do.
That resolve had lasted four days. On the last day of senior year, he'd fucked me in our closet with an intensity that spoke of raw, unadulterated passion. I had had to stuff his underwear in my mouth to stop me from screaming, but he had screamed so loudly when he came that the effort was for naught. We were sure that someone was going to find us in that closet, crumpled in a naked mess on top of each other, and too spent from our efforts to care about the world.
My ass had been sore for three days after that, but I wasn't done with him for the day. He was going to be travelling in the summer before he joined the college with me, and his sexual ferocity had come from his desire to have something to remember me by while he was away.
I had decided that I needed a keepsake too, so I threw him onto his bed and blew him, longer and harder than I had ever blown him before. For half an hour, I had sucked on his cock while he grabbed at fistfuls of my hair whenever he came close. We had been lying there, out in the open, with the threat that anyone could walk in at any time and see us both naked, with his cock in my mouth and my finger in his ass.
The risk only seemed to get us both more excited, and the load he shot in my mouth that day was rewarding on a whole other level. I'd straddled him then, stroked myself a few times, and sprayed his face as I came. The taste of his cum had lasted with me for months afterwards.