The Old Flame

(This story contains elements of being a sissy, feminizing, a dom/sub dynamic, and consensual rough play including slapping. If those don't jive with you, this might not be a story you would like!)

Is there anything better than thinking back to an ex flame that really turned you on? Re-living those moments over and over again. Pining for that feeling again. Your thoughts being consumed with connecting again and fucking each other's brains out. But knowing deep down it is in the past and not the future.

What if that past came back into the present though?

Bzzzz. My phone vibrated loudly on the counter.

"Not now!" I said joking to myself as I wrestled a pot of boiling water and pasta to the sink to drain.

I dumped out the pasta and water and wiped my hands clean before picking up my phone.

The screen popped up a notification of an instagram message and I blinked my eyes a couple times. It couldn't be...I thought to myself as I opened up my messages.

Yep. Sure enough I had a message from Dan. A semi-regular hookup I had almost a decade ago that still lingered on my mind. Mostly when my dick was in my hand or my dildo in my ass.

We had a steamy discreet affair after we had met through mutual friends. He was straight in public, but one night while we were out drinking, we wound up alone and he confessed he liked to fuck on the down low.

I mean I wasn't against it and I can keep a secret so we hooked up that night and continued to fool around a couple months until he moved 500 miles away for work. He met a girl, had a couple kids, and now lived just in my horny thoughts and when his once a year instagram post showed up in my feed.

My heart beat hard in my chest as I clicked open his message.

"Hey, been way too long! Too long to reach out? I'm traveling to your city for work soon."

My mind ran through several scenarios. All of which ended with me sucking his big dick or getting fucked through the floor.

I typed back, "I wouldn't say so. :) When are you here?"

His reply came fast.

"Next Monday. Still a good little secret keeper?"

"You're a naughty boy needing me to keep all these secrets, but yes I'm the best!"

"I'd say you are too. Still dressing sexy?"

I smiled to myself as my dinner got cold in the sink. At the moment, I was currently wearing a dark purple, cotton, thick banded thong and a long tee shirt that barely covered my ass.

"Would you believe me if I said just for you?" I snapped a picture of my shirt tugged up and the band high up on my hip and sent it to him.

"Haha no, but I wouldn't mind if you lied to me." And thrn when he saw the picture presumably, "God damn!"

"Ok then, just for you baby ;)"

"Can I consider us on for Monday night?"

"Yes :)" I said and immediately switched to my texts to cancel my plans with friends that night.

I turned off the burner that had my pasta water simmering and dashed off to my bedroom. Within seconds my dildo was in my mouth with my ass in the air as I thought about that stud being in front of me.

Then I flipped onto my back, tugged my panties to the side, and slid the dildo into myself while I rubbed my cock through my panties over and over again until I busted hard inside of them.

I laid on my bed panting. A big dildo hanging out of my ass and my panties soaked in cum. This was going to be a fun visit, I thought. Too bad it was three days away.

The weekend dragged. Even though I found myself spending a lot of time with friends and some family. The anticipation of Monday night was consuming my thoughts and making me want to strip naked every second.

I held off on touching myself after Friday night. I wanted to be fully ready to explode that night.

On Monday morning, I showered and shaved every inch of my body and slathered lotion until I was baby soft everywhere.

I worked from home as usual, but made frequent visits outside to get coffee and lunch. If I stayed home, I was too tempted to touch myself.

When I got back from lunch, I had a package waiting for me. The apartment manager handed it to me and I saw it was from Dan!

My cock stirred as I rushed up to my apartment and quickly ripped the box open.

Inside was a note that just said "For tonight."

Under the tissue was a black full bottom panty where the front was lace, but the back was mesh with a thin string across the hip between the two fabrics. My whole ass would be viewable! There was also a black mesh bra with the same band around the edge.

My eyes lit up as I continued to search the box of goodies.

Other attire was a black collar with the word "slut" imprinted on the front, a blonde wig, and black nipple pasties shaped like flowers.

There was some makeup. Blush, red lipstick, and red nail polish.

In the sex toy section was a butt plug, a leather crop, and lube.

I was in for it tonight by the looks of it!

I opened all of the new boxes and killed the afternoon by distracting myself as much as possible.

I opened my app and messaged Dan to confirm details. "When can I expect you?"

He responded pretty quickly. "Around 9. You get my package?"

"I got one of your packages, still waiting on the other ;) thank you."

";) see you soon."

It was 7pm and the anticipation was killing me!

I showered again and re-applied lotion. I poured myself a glass of red wine and I went about exploring the new gifts from Dan.

First, I inserted the butt plug. Then slid the panties over my smooth legs and nestled my cock in the front.

I spun around and checked myself out in the mirror. My glute focused workouts had certainly been working! My ass had a great round shape to it.

Next I applied the nail polish, blush, and lipstick.

Finally, I pulled the mesh bra on and clipped the "slut" collar on my neck.

I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. I was fucking hot! I thought as I sipped the wine.

At 8pm, I snapped a teasing pic of just my leg in the mirror and sent it to Dan. "I'm waiting..."

He replied, "Leaving early. On the way."

I smiled and poured another glass of wine.

Finally, after what felt like ages he messaged he was here!

I messaged him back, "Great, I'll buzz you up."

"No, come down. I want to see you in public looking like my little slut..."

My cheeks burned red, but I couldn't resist.

I slid on some sandals, a pair of black womens athletic shorts and a loose black tee shirt and hopped in the elevator with a couple I had seen a few times on my floor. I hope they liked my makeup I thought.

I got to the first floor and saw him waiting at the door. I opened the door, held it for the couple who walked out, and smiled at Dan.

"Hey you." I said. "You're still up to your little tricks I see."

"Hey." He said smiled and walked inside. "Not much changes after a few years I guess!"

But he had changed. At least physically. Ten years ago he was lean, clean shaven, and was an avid runner.

Now it seemed he had leaned into the dad bod lifestyle and had grown out a short beard. Still hot as fuck, just a different type of hot!

"Cute outfit." He teased as we walked to the elevator.

"Thanks. I see you went bold with the jeans and a long sleeve tee look?"

"I'm a wild guy, what can I say?" He said as I pressed the button for my floor.

As the door shut, he turned to face me. I smiled and watched him smirk a little and bit his lip. My cheeks blushed as I felt his eyes devour every inch of me.

Without a word, he put one hand on the side of my neck. I gripped his wrist with my hand. He shifted me sideways to him and his other hand tugged my shorts out and down a little. He admired my ass in the panties he had bought me. "Nice." Was all he said before letting go and the doors opening to my floor.

My cheeks blushed as I walked him to my place. I swayed my hips as I walked feeling his eyes watch my ass.

I pushed open the door and walked inside. I couldn't even turn around before I felt Dan's arms wrapped around me.

He kicked the door shut behind him and pressed into my backside. I let out a little whimper as his lips sucked on my neck and his arms gripped me tightly.

"Fuck...I missed you..." I moaned out.

"Me too." He said before shifting to my ear with his lips.

"Yeah? What does your wife think you're doing right now?"

"Drinks with co workers." He said as he tugged my shorts to the floor.

"You're such as asshole!" I replied.

"Want me to be nicer?" He said as he smacked my ass once before wrapping his arms around me again.

"The opposite actually..."

"Opposite?" He said quietly as I pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it to the floor too. His head moving and finding the opposite side of my neck after I did so. "Miss being my little sissy slut?"

He said the last word while tracing his hand over the word "SLUT" on my collar.

I nodded and reached back with my hands and found his familiar bulge. His cock was getting bigger and I rubbed him softly through his jeans.

I felt his stomach draw in a deep breath as I touched him. His hands shifted and he used his fingers to slowly circle my pastie covered nipples through the mesh top.

"Naughty girl..." he moaned into my ear as he shifted his kisses and sucks from my neck to my ear again.

I moved my hands to his hips and pushed my ass back into his cock as he felt me up. We spent a minute softly moaning together as he played with my sensitive nipples and I rubbed his cock while his lips danced back and forth along my upper back. My cock was diamond rock in my panties.

Dan put his hand on my back and pushed me slightly forward so we separated. "Hands and knees." He said and I dropped down to the floor. My ass pointing back at him.

"Well I can see the butt plug in that little ass, but where's my crop?"

I pointed to the coffee table in the living room.

"Take off my shoes and socks." He said. I turned around and did as he asked. Then I turned again and presented myself to him.

"Crawl to the table." He said with a slight push from the sole of his foot.

I did so. My ass swaying back and forth as he walked behind me. I found myself wishing he had a leash to go with my collar.

"Pick the crop up with your mouth and bring it to me."

I did so.

"Good girl." He said again. His hand motioning for me to turn around again.

"Now...crawl to the window." He said, but with this command came a sharp SMACK as his crop stung one of my cheeks.

I let out a yelp and moved.

"Slower. Show off for me." He said stinging the other cheek.

I helped again, but slowed down and focused on moving my hips side to side.

"Good girl." He complimented as we got to the window. "Now to the bedroom." He said with another sting.

I moved, continuing to shake my ass for him. When I got to the bedroom door, I felt another sting across my ass and he said, "Stop."

I paused and then felt a smack on each cheek with the palm of his hand which made me whimper as my ass was getting more tender.

"I changed my mind." He said.

SMACK SMACK. Two more quick stings across each cheek.

"To the kitchen." SMACK SMACK.

His spanks were feeling harder and he wasn't pausing between cheeks now.

I changed course and went to the kitchen. My kitchen island separated the living room and kitchen area.

SMACK SMACK. I yelped as I circled the island once.

SMACK SMACK. I circled again.

"Stop." He said followed by another SMACK SMACK. Now my yelps had turned to whimpers.

My ass was sore already and I was dreading sitting down tomorrow. I heard my freezer open and then a cooling sensation as Dan ran an ice cube over each of my sore, red cheeks which brought a lot of relief!

"Lean up. Butt on your heels." I lifted my torso and sat my butt down. Dan leaned over me and tore the mesh top in half leaving me just in my panties and pasties.

He crouched behind me and resumed kissing my neck and ears. "I still own that little sissy ass don't I?" He asked.

"Yes Daddy!" I moaned.

"You're my little plaything?"

"Yes Daddy!"

His hand turned my face and my lips met his. Our kiss was deep and wet. His tongue pushing into my mouth urgently.

"Stand up." He said and he stood himself.

Dan gripped me and turned me around forcefully. His lips planting on mine again as his body pressed into me and shoved me into the counter.

I gripped the counter top as my ass pressed into it hard. My sensitive cheeks were burning again now that the cooling had subsided. My cock was straining and leaking through my panties as his body pressed into me.

With ease, I felt him grip my hips and tug me into the air and set my ass gently down on the counter. My plug shifting in me and caused me to moan loudly through his continued kisses.

I wrapped my legs and arms around him as we embraced and savored each others lips even more.

For a minute, I felt like we were about to make love. Had he softened as we've gotten older? I thought. But that was quickly answered when he pulled back and slapped me across the face without warning.

"Dirty, dirty slut." He taunted. "I bet that almost made you cum?"

I nodded.

Another slap. "Still on the edge?" He asked as he looked down and ran a finger along my shaft to my head through my panties. My breath catching in my throat and my whole body convulsing to not cum so quickly.

I nodded again.

He raised his hand again and I closed my eyes in anticipation.

"Just kidding." He said smiling as I opened my eyes again.

"Still the tease." I said. Reaching my toes out to rub his bulge.

"Best part of sex is the buildup right?"

"Who said we were going to have sex?" I said.

His hands cupped my face and kissed me as my toes kept rubbing his big dick. "Well that would make this the most awkward bro hangout ever!"

"Maybe." I said. "Maybe I do this with all my bro's."

"Then I bet you're good at undressing a man then?" He said.

I hopped off the counter and tugged his shirt over his head. His proud, hair covered chest gleamed in the soft light from my living room.

He didn't have his six pack anymore, but like I said, still rocking a hot bod, just a dad bod now.

I folded his shirt and put it on the counter. Then I undid his belt and unzipped his jeans.

I pulled them down and he stepped out of them. I folded his jeans too and put them on the counter.

His bulge was prominent in his boxers. I smiled to myself and couldn't barely contain my excitement at seeing his dick again.

Dan cupped his hands around either side of my neck while I grasped his boxers. I pulled them over his long cock and let them fall to the floor.

His big dick was hard and powerful. His veins were just as prominent as I remembered! My knees felt weak seeing its awesome power as it hung between his thighs.

"Fuck I forgot how big you are." I moaned as I reached forward and tenderly wrapped both of my hands around his shaft.

He drew in a deep breath as I touched him. "Yeah, miss my dick sissy?"

I nodded as I stroked him. "Fuck, I missed that little mouth I know." He said which prompted me to drop to my knees in the kitchen.

"Good girl." He cooed as I placed my hands on his hips and met his dick head with my wet tongue.

"That feels so good, I missed my little cocksucker." He moaned as I slurped his head into my warm mouth.

I moaned up to him and he ran his hand through my hair.

"Still a throat goat?" He asked.

"Mhmm." I moaned up with my mouth full of his thick dick.

"Gonna prove it to me?"

"Mhmm."

I slid his dick further into my mouth until he bumped into the back of my throat. His hand tightened on my head and held me firmly as I pushed forward and he slipped into my throat first try!

I moaned deeply and vibrated my throat around his dick as my nose pressed into his pubes.

"Fuck yeah..." he groaned as he held me down on his cock.

My hands tightened on his hips as I struggled for air. My eyes watered as he held me down.

Then he gripped my head and slid his dick back to the tip on my lips.

I gasped for air but he slid back into my throat before I could catch my breath.

He repeated this several times.

"Fuck you are still the throat goat..." he mumbled as he continued to slowly fuck my face.

My cock was hard as a rock inside of my panties.

I reached around and gripped his ass cheeks and pulled him into me. Holding him in my mouth. Desperate to make him feel good.

He withdrew his cock and pulled back from me. "Fuck baby, you're going to make me nut quick with that mouth."

I smiled and caught my breath. A sense of pride filling me knowing I could satisfy his big dick.

Dan motioned for me stand up. I got up and found his hands pulling me into him. Our lips connected in another deep, wet kiss.

His hands gripped my ass cheeks while I held onto his strong arms. I moaned into his mouth.

"You want me to fuck you don't you sissy?" He asked between kisses.

"Yes!" I answered breathlessly.

"Miss me owning that tight, bubble butt?"

"Yes!"

His hands left my ass and came down on my cheeks with a slap that left my sore cheeks aching.

"Yes, what?"

"Yes Daddy!" I mumbled out barely able to think.

Dan took my hand and pulled me to the bedroom. His cock swayed from side to side.

My body heat rose as I fell for him again. My nostalgia for our lust was living out in real time!

At the bed, Dan turned and he pulled me into him. His dick bullying mine as I was trapped in my panties. The front of my panties were soaking wet.

He cupped his hands around my face and held my eyes on his.

"Panties off." He ordered.

While he held my face, I gripped the band of my panties and pushed them to the floor.

"Plug out."

I reached behind me and held his gaze as I slid the butt plug out of my asshole.

I gasped as I opened myself up. His hands left my face and nodded towards the lube bottle.

I went and retrieved and brought it back to him. His hands cupped my face again and I poured the lube over my hands and his cock.

I quickly stroked him and got his dick slick. He moaned, "That's it slut...you want my big dick bad don't you?"

I nodded and kissed his chest. Leaning my head into his. I watched my hands fly up and down his thick shaft. My own cock small and feminine between my legs next to his.

After a minute, Dan pulled my hands away and pulled me onto the bed.

He laid me on my back and got on his knees between my legs. I watched as he wet his fingers with his tongue and slid them easily into me.

"I love when that pussy is stretched out already for me." He growled as he fingered me.

I writhed beneath his touch. My body yearning for his dick to enter me.

"Please Dan fuck me..." I whined as he teased me.

At my wish, he shifted his hips so his dick was at my hole. He removed his fingers and immediately slid his cock into me.

I whimpered under his body as he penetrated me. My eyes rolling to the back of my head.

Soon he was deep inside of me. I was so ready for him and he was practiced at entering me smoothly. His balls rested on my ass and his thick shaft stretched me out.

He slowly pumped back and forth from his tip to his balls. Faster. Harder. Faster. Harder.

My hands gripped his arms as he pumped into me.

"I missed this wet pussy..." he moaned.

"Fuck me Daddy, this pussy is yours!" I cried out.

"Yeah I own this pussy still?" He asked speeding his thrusts up. His hands pulling mine above my head and pinning them down.

"Yes Daddy!" I whined.

Dan pressed his body down on me, pushed hard into me and held himself deep as my limbs stretched around him. His body hair was rough on my hairless body.

"Oh baby..." I moaned in his ear.

Then his hips pulled back and he slipped out of me causing me to whine for more.

Dan leaned back onto his knees and motioned for me to turn around.

I got on all fours and presented my stretched, red ass to him.