My name's Tamerlane, but most people in the know called me Tam. I was one of few functioning mages in the New England area. I didn't advertise it, because I didn't live on it. I worked as a typical office drone in a Fortune 500 company. Boring, but paid the bills. Everyone there knew I was gay. They also knew that outside of work, I was a huge and harmless flirt.
My real name is Tom, so the two nicknames aren't so dissimilar. It was a normal day at the office, and I was heading over to the entrance, when I saw a man standing there. I stopped and gaped, hoping he hadn't seen me. He stood an easy six and a half feet, with short-cropped auburn hair. His suit looked too tight on his broad shoulders, that if he moved his arms forward his jacket would split in the back. I looked downward to his legs, not quite so noticeable as the jacket, but I was sure was just as muscular. His butt was probably as hard as steel.
He turned around and saw me standing there. I saw him smile, and he said, "Hey, can you let me in?" Even his voice was like whiskey-drenched silk.
I got closer, trying not to stare at the chest that stretched his shirt. I looked up at his face, but that didn't help, as he had the most beautiful hazel eyes I had ever seen. I swallowed, and pulled on my badge, which was attached to a flexible nylon thread, like a reel. I showed it to the electric eye that read the bar code, and heard the lock snick open.
"Thanks, bro," he said, holding the now open door for me. I went in, kind of ducking my head. "I'm looking for Mr. Ceasar?"
This distracted me from oggling him. "Oh, third floor, take a right. Just ask the HR secretary."
"Great, thanks." He smiled. "Hope to see you around sometime."
"Uh huh," I could only say.
I watched him walk up the stairs. Yep, a nice hard ass.
I usually ate lunch alone in the cafeteria, wrapped up in the latest literary novel. I heard his voice, "Nice caff." I looked up and saw him with the Account Managers. I smiled to myself, figures he was hired for them. That department was always hiring because of its high-turnover. Being a liaison between crotchety old clients and the company itself easily took the toll out of anyone. I watched him from under my book.
They gossiped about people, and different departments. My department, IT, was notorious for being slow, as all IT departments usually are. My position wasn't actual coding, but more like support and testing. Oh, and I was often called in to assist when things got catastrophic. Why not, I had no life. I overheard what they were saying, and, to be honest, I didn't really care because a lot of it was true. Maggie, one of our techs, was a bitch; Ally was an airhead, and me..."Tom's a faggot," said Jim. "A real faggot."
"Ah," said the big guy as if that explained everything.
I tucked my head back into my book.
I saw him a couple of times, passing in the hallway, or at lunch. He'd say hi to me in the hallway but wouldn't acknowledge me in the lunch room. Thirsty Thursday came around and a few of us started making plans to hit Mulligan's, what passed for the usual Irish bar in this part of town. We reserved our table for eight, and at five o'clock, we all headed over there.
I grinned and winked at Peter, getting right into the gay guy persona. Peter chuckled, knowing that I wasn't serious. I never was with this crew. I was having a good time play-flirting with the straight guys and drinking beer. I got up to head to the bathroom, and I saw the big guy from the office sitting at the bar.
I hadn't noticed him because he wasn't in a suit. He was in a tight-fitting "Black Dog" t-shirt and black tight jeans. He was drinking what looked like a simple golden beer and he saw me staring. "Looks like you guys are having fun over there," he said. "Can I join you?"
I looked over at the crew. People from AM had shown up before, it wouldn't be weird. But, then, I'd have to tone down the flirtation to a bare minimum, because who knew what this guy was like? "Sure, gimme a sec." I went into the bathroom to return my deposit, and then back to the bar. He was standing there, waiting for me. He had thick, hairy arms, and even now the beginnings of a five-o'clock shadow. He was so...down, boy, down.
We headed back to the table. "Hey, guys, this is..."
"Roger Marlane," he said, and smiled a disarming smile. The three women at the table stared up at him, and watched as he easily hooked a chair from another table and sat down with us.
"Where have you been hiding, Roger?" asked George.
"I'm in Account Management. It's my first week."
Then along came the conversation about how did he like it so far, what was the gossip, etc. I quietly drank my drink, letting a few innuendos slide. A couple of people noticed. Peter finally said, "Hey, Tom, cat got your tongue?"
"Huh?"
Peter smiled and tilted his head to Roger. "You haven't tried to come onto him yet."
I blushed, I couldn't help it. Roger turned his full attention to me. "Is that so?" he said with a smile, and then he crossed his arms. "And why not?"
Because I'd be meaning everything I said, I wanted to say. I wanted to get in this big, buff, hairy man's pants so bad. The proximity already was making my dick press against my khakis. If I stood up, it would be an embarrassing moment. So, in answer to their question, I shook my head. "I dunno." I fought to get my cock down, thinking of anything but this man sitting next to me. I needed to leave, but fast.
"Tom, you're really funny when you do that," said Ally. "Go on."
"It's cuz he likes him," said Maggie with a hint of disgust.
All the blood in my body ran to my face. I could see Roger out of the corner of his eye, looking at me with a hint of amusement on his face. Since all my blood rushed to my face, that left none for my cock, so I got up, threw my money on the table and muttered a "See you tomorrow."
The next day, I had just walked in, not even getting my coat off, when there was a gentle knock on the doorframe of my cubicle. I looked up to see Roger there. I think I blushed, because I turned away from him instantly. "Hi," I said.
"Hey," he replied. "Look, about last night..."
I shook my head. "Doesn't matter."
"Yes, it does. Was she right? Your friend?"
I took a deep breath and turned around to face him. "I find you attractive, yes."
He smiled. God, what a smile. "I'm flattered, really I am."
"Yeah, well," I looked down and focused on the Transformers littering my desk. "Doesn't matter anyway. You're probably married or got a girlfriend."
"Nope, unattached," he said. He stepped further into the cubie. "Will you have dinner with me tonight, Tom?"
I know I whirled my head to face him. I think my jaw hit the floor. His eyes sparkled with amusement, and maybe something else.
"I'll take it as a yes. I'll see you after work."
As he walked away, I picked my jaw up off the floor. Was that a dream?
He didn't go to lunch in the caff - AM people usually went out to lunch on paydays. I went back to work, studying the clock every ten minutes until five. When that inaudible whistle blew, I was the first out the door. I waited near the employee entrance.
He wasn't long, and he came out alone. He smiled at me, and that smile was all for me. "Where to?"
"99's good." I had been practicing that line for hours.