After I left Matthew's house that day, I went straight home and lied down on my bed. I began to feel guilt because he was basically cheating on his girlfriend. And I honestly didn't want to be part of something like that. Maybe this had to end for the greater good. I didn't want to be the reason why he and his girlfriend broke up. It was fun while it lasted but I felt this was the right choice. I sighed and then sat up to turn on my Xbox and played some Call of Duty.
Two days later, I received a text message from Matthew asking if I wanted to sleep over. I knew there was a big chance I would be having sex with him. But maybe this was the opportunity to tell him how I felt. That I didn't feel so good about this. So I told him, "Yes."
He had told me to show up any time after 8pm because his mom's flight was at 7 and she would be gone the entire weekend. Which gave us the entire house to ourselves.
I arrived around 9:15 and when he opened the door he was only wearing a pair of white shorts. "Hey, come in," he had a smile on his face.
When I entered the home he told me to make myself at home and offered food and drinks. Which I declined, I wasn't hungry at all. He then sat down on the couch and put his feet on the coffee table.
"So I was thinking you suck my dick and then we play some CoD for a bit, then later we do some fucking?" Matthew said.
"Hold on," I said moving to the couch to sit, "I think we should stop this."
He sat up and said, "What? Why?"
"I don't feel comfortable having sex with you while having a girlfriend. Getting cheated on isn't a great feeling," I knew from personal experience.
Matthew rubbed his forehead for a bit. It was clear he wasn't happy about it, but it wasn't fair to this girlfriend. I had to take a stance on it. He then turned to me and said, "Come out back, I need a cigarette."
He stood up and walked to the back door and I followed. We went into the back patio and he sat on the bean bag chair, then lit a cigarette. I sat down on the futon next to the bean bag and waited for his response.
After taking one long puff he said, "Look, my girlfriend and I broke up the night before you came over."
"So you lied?"
"Yeah, I am sorry. But it's just I wasn't in a good place. I was upset. I hated the reason why she did it."
"And that is?"
"She found pictures of guys on my phone," I was taken back by this information, I thought he was just a horny straight guy. But I let him continue, "See, one day out of sheer boredom I made a Grindr account and then I had a match. This guy and I started to exchange pics and for some reason I liked it. But I was confused, I had always been into girls. I fucked so many girls in high school, but I'm not going to lie, there have been times I've checked out a guy."
"So you're bisexual?"
"I guess?" he shrugged.
"And she dumped you because you were talking with guys?"
"Yeah, she called me a faggot and said that I was a closet gay. She also said that bisexuals aren't real, they're just mentally challenged."
"Ouch!"
"Yeah, she is very conservative. She actually rallied with her Church to keep gays out."
I placed my hand on his lap and said, "I'm sorry about that, I really am. She shouldn't have said that."
He placed his hand on my hand, "Thanks. And I'm sorry for lying to you. It's just I was scared. Like, I wasn't used to it. But the day you came over and sucked my dick. I knew this was my opportunity to be open. I can be what I want and not be judged by you."
"I am happy to know that you feel that way and I will help you in any way you can. I will support you."
He smiled, "Thanks, really."
I stood up from the futon and got on my knees between his legs, "Now, that I don't feel guilty, let's get to the point."
He smiled as I rubbed his bulge through his shorts. Then I pulled down his shorts to reveal the white Calvin Kleine briefs. I pulled the shorts down to his ankles and then rubbed my nose on his bulge. I could see his erection growing as I did this. Then when I was done sniffing his bulge, I pulled his briefs down and tucked them under his balls. My tongue made contact with his trimmed balls and gave them a good licking. Then with my tongue still out, I ran it up his shaft until I reached the head. I wrapped my right hand around his thick long shaft and pulled back his foreskin to reveal his almost head. I pressed my lips on the head and slowly took his cock into my mouth.
I continued my descent on his cock until I couldn't go any further, I held his cock in the tight tunnel that was my mouth. Which caused Matthew to let out a series of moans as my throat muscles massaged the tip of his cock. I held it in my throat for a few seconds before slowly moving up and stroked his shaft with my hand. I spit on his cock for more lubrication as I stroked his cock and licked any precum that came out. Then I wrapped my lips around the tip and sucked on it while looking up at him. Matthew's eyes rolled back as his head pressed against the bean bag, while making more moans and soft grunts. Then spat out a "Fuck" when I stopped.
Matthew then pressed his hand on the back of my head, shoving his cock into my mouth. He began to move my head up and down. Which gave me the opportunity to slip my hands underneath him to cup his soft butt cheeks. He moved my head up and down his cock at a steady speed which led to him moaning even more. My god I loved the way he moaned. I don't know why but I love a moaner. I wanted Matthew to use my mouth as much as he could, I wanted him to abuse it. I didn't care about the pain that was happening in my jaw, I wanted to pleasure him.
But that soon came to an end when he said, "Hey stand up,"
I gave him a few last sucks before I pulled out his cock and stood up. His hand went for the clearly present erection in my pants.
"Can I suck your dick?" he said.
"I mean sure, have you ever done it?" He shook his head, "Well, if you want to try it. Just don't try to take it all the way in first. Go in slowly."
Matthew nodded and undid my pants and pulled them down to my ankles. Where I was able to step out of my shoes and pants. He then continued to rub my erection through my baby blue Andrew Cristian briefs. Then he pulled down my briefs the same way I did and took out my 7 inch cut cock. I wasn't as thick as him but I was on the thick side.