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"Comin' out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
Gotta, gotta be down because I want it all"
Mr. Brightside reverberated around the walls of our small dorm room. I looked up at my roommate and smiled through a mouthful of cock thinking the lyrics might have a double meaning. He ignored my smile and shoved me back down onto his stiff member.
"Watch your teeth, boy!"
"Yes Sir." I said and resumed bobbing my head up and down matching the rhythm of the music which had been turned up to drown out the slurping noises I was making and the pleasure moans of my roommate, Jason.
Jason was a member of the Michigan Wolverine football team. He and I had been friends since high school and were now roommates at the University of Michigan. Jason was the starting center for the Big Ten powerhouse. He was an absolute beast of a man standing 6'3, 320 pounds and had always been a stud in football. I spent many days/nights on my knees treating him like a stud.
I had been a football fan my whole life. Every Saturday morning I would be seated on the floor of my living room next to my dad watching Michigan football. I had so many great memories watching the classic battles against Notre Dame and those cocky Buckeyes. I dreamed one day of playing college football, but unfortunately I was never big of stature. I was 5'10 and weighed only 160 pounds in high school. My senior year I was the third string quarterback and mostly just charted plays on the sideline while the star players like Jason got to play under the lights. It was sort of embarrassing being one of the few seniors who never played, and often I was the subject of some of the teasing from the guys. Luckily, Jason was my best friend so I was spared some ridicule just by close association with him.
Jason wasn't completely innocent though. He was an alpha with a little bit of a bully side to him. He, too, liked to tease me and often the other guys followed his lead. It was all in good fun and never went too far. Jason made sure of that. He would be my protector when I needed him to be. And truthfully, I actually enjoyed the teasing. It made me feel more like "one of the guys" even with my lack of football ability.
Jason and I weren't in a relationship or any defined thing. We were friends who happened to fool around every once in a while. I would consider myself gay, but Jason still dated girls and was very popular amongst them. He may have been a big guy but he was still very good looking and charming. He had as much success at the sorority houses as the stereotypical ken-doll quarterback. He just really enjoyed blow jobs and hadn't found anyone who could quite match my technique or expertise, and I was more than happy to oblige.
I had come out to Jason back in high school, and he had kept my secret until this day. I told him because I had to tell someone otherwise I felt like I was going to explode. I felt so much better after finally letting that secret out. But I didn't have the courage or desire to live as an out of the closet gay man, especially while still on the football team. Jason was cool about it, and it didn't change our friendship at all. I don't like to admit it but one motivation for telling Jason was that I also had a crush on him. Part of me was hoping that maybe I'd have lottery luck and the crush would be mutual. I didn't dare confess that part of my attraction to him though.
Jason earned a full ride football scholarship to Michigan while I was lucky enough to be chosen as one of the managers/student assistants for the football team thanks to a recommendation letter from our high school coach who was a Michigan alum and former player himself. As I knelt between Jason's legs, my forearms resting on his mammoth thighs as I sucked his dick, I recalled how our whole "friends with benefits" relationship started.
It was the first weekend of college, and we had come back from a wild night of partying. Jason stripped down to his boxer briefs and collapsed onto his bed. He was shirtless. His chubby belly was covered in a light fuzz. His meaty thighs stretched his XXL black boxer briefs. I knew what size they were ever since I had rummaged through his underwear drawer when he was gone one day. And there at the center of his black boxer briefs was the shape of the absolute unit he was packing.
"What are you looking at gay boy?"
I looked up. My mouth fell open. My face flushed. Jason was smiling at me. It was an evil grin. It confused me. It made me nervous. I swallowed. I was unable to come up with any excuse as to why I had been staring at his groin.
Jason laughed. That put me at ease. I laughed too.
"Sorry, I didn't meant to..."
"Sure you did." Jason said, interrupting my attempt at an apology. My embarrassment returned. "Admit it. You've always had eyes for me. You're not sneaky. I'm not stupid." Still, I was silent. "Admit it." Jason said, this time more forcefully.
"Admit to what?" I asked.
"That you want this." Jason crudely grabbed at his crotch. It was way more than a handful. "You've wanted it for a long time." A few seconds passed. Jason gave me a stern look.
"Fine, I admit it."
Jason's smile turned even more crooked. It scared me. I looked away.
"It's okay. Go ahead and look."
I slowly turned my head back towards Jason. This was the first time I could look at the object of my heart's desire without having to hide my gaze. I took advantage of the opportunity even though I still felt uncomfortable.
"It's big isn't it?"
"Very big!" I agreed.
"Bigger than your little thing!" He taunted. I looked at the front of my own boxer briefs. I used my hands to cover up the truth of my much smaller package. Jason laughed, greatly amused with himself. My eyes returned to his big man crotch.
"Touch it." He said.
"What?"
"Go ahead. Touch it." Jason leaned back and scooted his hips further towards me.
I inched towards him. It all seemed so surreal, but the head fog caused by the amount of alcohol I had consumed drowned any protest from my conscience. I approached him and got down on my knees. My hand reached for the black polyester fabric. I looked up one more time to make sure Jason was actually serious. The glaze in his eyes told me he was as drunk as I was, if not more. He nodded at me. I had his permission.
I touched it ever so lightly, almost as if it might lash out and bite me. When it didn't, I pressed harder with my hand. Immediately, I felt its thickness. It was heavy, powerful, even. I cupped his balls. They, too, were heavy. I could hold each one individually in my palm. Together they touched all four fingers on my hand. I went back to his dick and explored every inch of it. His cock began to raise and grow stiffer and point towards his belly button. I rubbed it until it reached full mast. Jason's eyes were now closed. I would've thought he was asleep if it weren't for his subtle head movements. I continued to massage it.
"Smell it."
"Huh?"
"Smell it. Give it a kiss." Jason's eyes held a seductive gleam.
I lowered my head and stopped a centimeter from the clear outline of his hardened dick. I breathed in through my nose and the whiff of man filled my senses. But then, Jason grabbed the back of my head and shoved my face deep into his crotch. I fought his hands at first but when I realized what was happening I let him maneuver me in and out of ever crevice, letting every bit of package say hello to my face. I made mental notes of his natural musk.
Finally, Jason released my head. I came up for air. Jason's evil smile told me the wheels were turning in his head. Without saying a word he grabbed the front of his boxer briefs and pulled them down, tucking them underneath his balls. There it was. His cock was a good 7.5 inches long and thick as a tree trunk. He placed his hand on the back of my head and guided me towards his cock. My mouth was already opening as I approached.
It was my first taste of cock, and it was a perfect fit. I was eager to taste it all. Saliva filled my glands. I quickly had his entire cock dripping wet. I bobbed up and down a few times and looked up. He wore a conqueror's smile. That only increased the submissive demeanor and I sucked him even more sloppily.
That was how the first blow job happened. I do not know how long it lasted. I was too drunk to make note of the passing of time. All I remember is at some point a strong gush of semen hit the back of my throat. Jason gave me no warning. My first instinct was to pull away but Jason kept me from doing so. He made sure every bit of his seed ended up in my mouth. I coughed up half of it on his stomach when he let me go. He told me to swallow what was left. I did. I found I liked the taste. I licked the bit I had spit out on Jason's stomach. This pleased him. Jason laid there with closed eyes while I regathered myself. I wasn't sure if had passed out but I went ahead and tucked his drained nuts back into his boxer briefs, giving his crotch a loving kiss before going to my side of the room and collapsing in my own bed. I passed out shortly after.
I awoke the next day before Jason and decided to head out before he woke up. I wanted to avoid any awkwardness. I was unsure how he would feel about the night after sobering up. Jason and I didn't see each other again until later that night after he got back from a lifting session with the football team. We didn't make any mention of the preceding night's events at first but that elephant was way too large to fit in the room without acknowledging it.
"Hey man, sorry about last night," Jason began, "I was drunk and....well, I wasn't thinking."
"Don't worry about it. It was my fault too. I shouldn't have done that."
"No, it was my fault. I egged you on. I don't know what got into me. Football is tough, and everything is so new. My mind is just in a weird spot right now."