On my own now for over a year I decided it was time to get away. The great outdoors always beckoned me. I didn't want to lie on a beach with a thousand other people so going north rather than south was the way to go.
One of my friends had recently lost their wife. I asked him if he wanted to go on a fishing trip up north. Nothing fancy just to a remote lake where the northern quiet could slow down life and give you a chance to reflect on life.
We stopped for gas at the last station on the highway before a long distance with no opportunity for gas or food before we would reach our destination. As I drove we talked about the usual things that guys talk about. Hockey, baseball and football were common topics as we both liked sports. Religion and politics were two subjects best avoided. As we ran out of things to talk about the subject of women came up.
I said that after a few years I missed the company of my wife but had no interest in developing a new relationship. Sex was mostly masturbation although strip clubs and hand jobs in private rooms did provide some release.
Bruce said that he missed the company and the great sex they enjoyed. He said his wife was always ready to spice up their sex life. She would dress, when they went out, to tease him and anyone lucky enough to get a glimpse of leg or tit when she would purposely expose more that she should.
He went on to say the bedroom was the last place they would chose for sex. When they were horny they were horny so choosing the first available spot was a priority. They fucked everywhere. Bruce said he would never find another woman like that.
I told him that I was lucky to experience similar situations. When we went out we liked to people watch. My wife and I would pick a couple or a single man or woman to talk about. She would tell me what they would be like in bed. Her imagination would run wild sometimes. As she talked she encouraged me to touch her discreetly.
Even though we had never involved others in our sex life we would talk about different fantasies. Playing strip poker I would describe how I would feel seeing another woman expose her boobs. She talked about how embarrassed I would be to be the first naked or how much she would love to feel another man's cock.
No subjects were off the table. Threesomes, mmf or mff, foursomes, mild bondage,dogging were all subjects we talked about. Once or twice my wife expressed an interest in watching a man suck my cock or watching me suck a cock.
Bruce said that as he got older he developed an interest in cocks. When he was younger sports was an important part of his life. Playing sports with the guys and going out for a beer afterwards once or twice a week was normal. Communal showers after a game never piqued his interest in the other cocks he would see in the showers. But in the last few years, when looking at porn on his computer he would spend some time admiring the different shapes and sizes of cocks.
I said that I since my wife died I had sexual thoughts about cocks. I didn't go on gay websites but certainly liked seeing men fucking or having their cocks sucked. I imagined myself in group nudity situations where men and women were sitting around naked or enjoying various sexual situations. See a man having his cock sucked made me wonder what it would be like to suck a cock
As I talked Bruce didn't say anything then as I looked over at him I saw his hand rubbing his crotch. It was obvious he had similar thoughts.
"You can take your cock out Bruce. I would like to see it."
