He soon was asleep, my hands in his hair and massaging his shoulders and upper back, he let out the odd moan as I massaged the right spots. He slept for almost an hour, when he woke he was a bit disoriented, he smiled at me and kissed me, he snuggled back on me and just lay there.
"I really like you Billy, I like you a lot."
"Really like you too Trevor, more than a lot."
"Billy I called my biker friends they are on their way to come get me, you will have to leave before they get here, no one knows I like guys like you, and it has to stay that way."
"Okay when will they be here?"
"Tonight around seven I would guess."
"Okay I will leave at five, make sure we do not get caught."
He took my face into his big hand and looked me in the eyes.
"I wish things were different Billy, I really do, I love being with you and will miss you."
"I will miss you too Trevor."
I of course started to cry, I could not hold back, but this is reality right, I pulled myself together and he held me. I apologized and told him I would get my stuff packed, I would get us dinner at four and hopefully I could suck one more load out of him. The time flew by, I went and got us dinner, we sat in our room not a word spoken, he asked where I lived, I gave him a business card of mine and told him my full address.
"Billy I hope you realize you and I can never be, but I would like to know where you are, if I am ever in your neck of the woods I would like to be able to drop in and see you if I could."
"I would really like that Trevor, but yeah I know you and I will probably never see each other ever again, but we did have these past few days together."
He stood up and pulled me to my feet, he hugged me so tight I felt my bones would break.
"Billy it's not fair I should be able to love who I want to love, not be told who I should love or fall in love with. I love you Billy."
"Love you too Trevor very much."
He held me so tight to his body, he and I kissed and his grip slowly loosened, it was time, I had to go, I pulled away, I did not want to look at him, I knew I would cry if I did, I was at the door ready to walk out he came up and kissed me, hugged me, told me he loves me, I told him the same and he told me I had to go.
I walked out in tears, got in my car and drove off, I was about ten miles from the Motel when I saw all of them. Had to be twenty or so bikers headed towards Trevor, I focused and drove on, I had the radio on to calm my mind, it really was not working. I drove till eleven and found another Motel to spend the night in. The bed so empty, I wished Trevor was here with me but that would not happen ever again, I had one more day then I would be home, that empty house, I called it home but it really never was.
I went to the office and filed the proper paperwork, got in my car and went home, a few people at the office asked if someone had died, I commented sort of and walked out. I got laundry in the machine, went thru bills and found something for dinner, mac and cheese it would be, I was not very hungry for some reason.
I watched some tv and never really got into the show, something about them being on a island, who cares. I went to bed and tried to sleep, I woke many times, I could feel his breath on me, his body holding me down, his huge cock deep inside of me, yeah it was all a dream. I woke early and got up, cleaned up and got ready for the day, so much better to shower with Trevor than by myself.
I did some shopping and decided on a BBQ tonight, steak and all the extras, I got it all in and marinated the steaks, prepped the potatoes and did up some veggies to go along with it. I even bought a dessert. I was busy cleaning the BBQ when the doorbell rang, must be my nosey neighbor who came by to make sure it was me at home, like my car in the drive was not a dead giveaway.
It was him alright, making sure it was me, we chatted for a bit he seemed to want to come in but I was not interested in company right now. He asked how my trip was the usual questions, I made an excuse to get away from him, he could see I was not into the conversation.
The two days went by quickly, I was back on the road headed in another direction, the trip uneventful like usual, I got all I needed to get done then headed to the office then back home. Months went by and Trevor was on my mind all the time, I dreamed of him every single night, I woke calling his name.