I never saw his prick and I only held it in my hand for about 45 seconds, but I heard the sharp intake of breath and felt the upward rush of spunk as he spurted and I was never quite the same again!
It happened like this.
I was nineteen and had been taking a year out between school and University. So had my friend Ollie, who was slightly older than me and had a dull, temporary job in London. He wrote to me to say that he was feeling lonely and bored, so I wrote back and invited him to stay with me for a long weekend. I had five sisters, a Danish mother, and I was the only boy in the family. Ollie's parents were divorced and he had lived with his mother and sister before finding "digs" near London. As my two eldest sisters were away from home my mother agreed for Ollie to come and stay and gave him the bedroom which normally my eldest sister slept in. We had a large house and the room was some distance from where my parents slept.
At the time I, too, was going through a bad patch. I had all these sisters and so girls were never an exciting mystery to me. I knew them too well and noticed how they learned to make-up and put on the charm for their boy-friends. I thought how artificial it all was. What they had between their legs didn't impress me as exciting – there was so little to see and nothing to hold! Nevertheless I liked girls and as I grew older I didn't consider myself unusual or gay in any way except that I continued to masturbate past the age when – wrongly as it turned out – I thought boys stopped doing it. I don't know how I got this idea in my mind, but I do know that I felt badly about it and wondered if other boys actually did it at nineteen. I was also preoccupied with trying to ensure that each orgasm I had was the very best I could contrive and I experimented with different ways of producing them. I knew the first one was usually the best and that I had to work harder for the second; also that the first orgasm was better if I hadn't had a wank for a couple of days beforehand. I wondered, too, IF others boys continued to masturbate into their twenties, what different techniques they employed, how long they took to cum, how much and how far they shot, how many ejaculations and so on.
Now that Ollie was coming to stay I thought I would try to find out some of the answers from him.
He was not exactly a prepossessing subject for this experiment because he was one of those people who give no hint of sexuality at all. At school we had never discussed sex, though we were always good friends. He was overweight, wore thick lenses and was an excellent conversationalist. His father had laid down the law for him at school and chosen the subjects he had to take. These included all the sciences and maths, which was silly because his talents lay in words and writing. He used to write me long, soulful letters, immaculately written in his neat handwriting. I didn't think there would any trouble talking with him and baring my soul about my sexual difficulties but I was unsure whether he would let me compare our techniques and performances. In this I was to be both right and wrong.
He arrived at my home on the Friday evening and before we went to bed that night he said he would have a bath. I went into the bathroom with him to do my teeth but when I looked to see what kind of a dick he had I found it modestly covered by a flannel. I accompanied him to his bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed after he had got in. We talked about all kinds of things until eventually I turned the conversation onto sex and some of the problems I was having. I was quite shy about this. I remember that I was concerned that my dick, when stiff, stood out at 90 degrees from my body whereas the few other guys I had seen with stiff cocks had theirs pointing more or less parallel with their bellies. I thought that they would be more able than I to slide into a vagina. Was something wrong with me? Ollie considered this and then said that he thought everyone was "different" and that as long as it worked, I would be OK. He hadn't had sex with a girl, so he couldn't really help. When I asked him how his stood when erect he said it pointed along his belly, but he wasn't going to show me and if I wanted to fiddle around with him, then I'd made a mistake.