I had been jittery and conflicted for the entire two weeks since I'd seen that big black topping a guy at a pool party in Bangkok. I had been bottoming for a Swede in a nearby patio lounge when I looked over and saw this monster cock jackhammering in out of the other guy—who clearly was in seventh heaven—and I almost melted on the spot. I was conflict, though. Obsessed with desire because the cock, even more distinctive because it was almost jet black and was attached to a bulky—but ripped bulky—milk-chocolate body, looked so desirable. But threatened because the sheer size of it filled me with fear and uncertainty. I'd only been doing this for a short time. Was it even possible to take something like that in?
I couldn't get it out of mind, and a couple of days later I had the opportunity to ask the host of the party, Ben, who the guy was.
"Ah, we call him 10/2," was the answer. "He's an army captain at JUSMAG. Luscious, isn't he?"
"10/2?" I asked, somewhat bewildered.
"Yeah," the host said, with a little snicker. "That's like in inches, both ways."
"Oh."
"Yes, oh. Biggest combined stats we have in service here, as far as I know. Interested?" the host asked, not showing the least amount of jealously, even though he had fucked me at the party himself—and must have enjoyed that, because he had just finished fucking me again on the rattan-carpeted teak floor of his Bangkok mansion when I asked him this question.
"Just curious," I said, nibbling at one of my host's nipples to give him reassurances.
"Well, if it's more than that, forget going after him," Ben replied. "He does the picking. If he wants you, you'll get an invitation."
I don't know if Ben had passed on my interest or if the big black had seen me at that pool party and liked what he saw, but not long after that I got the invitation.
Although I wasn't military, my SR71 supersonic jet unit was under military cover, and so I usually fell in with whatever the U.S. military establishment in Thailand had going. Thus, only about a week after that, I was invited to a change of command ceremony for the chief of JUSMAG, the Joint U.S. Military Assistance Group in Thailand. The speeches were still droning on, with all of us standing, if not exactly at attention, when I felt this big hand cup one of my butt cheeks. I didn't dare look around, and it could have been one of several guys I had been meeting at Ben's Bangkok mansion. In fact, I had assumed it was Ben, because he was a JUSMAG lieutenant himself, and I knew he was attending this ceremony. But, the voice that whispered in my ear in a deep melodious tone clearly was not Ben's.
"I've heard you've been asking about me." the voice whispered.
I turned and looked up, which was humbly in itself, because I wasn't short, and found myself staring into the glittering eyes of 10/2. I felt overwhelmed by his muscled bulk as he stood very close behind me. I was speechless. The hand on my butt cheek applied pressure, as he continued.
"I saw you at the party at Ben's a couple of weeks ago."
A weak and breathy "Oh" was all I cold manage to squeak out. There would be no fooling him, then.
"I'd like to have you for lunch today . . . at my place . . . unless you have other plans. My car's here. I could drop you back here if you've driven or take you home after . . . lunch . . . if you don't have wheels."
What could I say—assuming that I could catch my breath to say anything at all, that is. I just nodded dumbly, wearing, I'm sure, the sloppiest of grins.
By the time we'd reached his Thai-style elevated teak house, hidden in a lush tropical garden beside a klong, one of those waterways lacing through the city that made Bangkok the Venice of the East, I was trembling all over from fear and anticipation and could hardly make my way from the car and up the stairs into his nearly wall-less platform house under my own steam.
There was, of course, no lunch waiting for us, and, indeed, I had not had any illusions what was going to be fed into me on this excursion. The black army captain motioned with one hand, sending servants scurrying for the stairway and out to the corners of the compound, I'm sure, to afford us total privacy, while he guided me straight to his bedroom with the other hand.
Centered in this room was a gigantic, mosquito net-draped four-poster bed, set on a teak-board floor. The three exterior walls were actually wooden louvered folding doors running between circular tree-trunk columns. The doors could be shut at night for privacy, but they were all open now, and the foliage of the deep green jungle trees, laced with wild orchids, pressed in at us from all three exterior sides. A ceiling fan revolved lazily overhead. The air was heavily with humidity. I felt the jungle closing in on me, and I was immobilized by trepidation. I couldn't get that ten-inch long, two-inch thick ebony cock out of my mind.
And very soon thereafter, it no longer was in my mind, but was there before me. I stood dumbly beside the bed, as the big black stripped my clothes off me and placed them neatly on a side chair. He held me at arms length, and then drew me to him and kissed me deeply on the mouth. He let me virtual fall into a sitting position on the end of the bed, as my knees gave out and then stood and stripped before me, revealing that monster that soon would be splitting me asunder.
He came to me, pushing me down on my back on the bed, opening my legs with knees that knelt on the edge of the bed, taking my wrists in his big hands and spreading my arms wide across the bedspread, and then dipped his head, first down to mine for searching kisses on the lips, and then traveled his lips down to my nipples. After an eternity of attention here, he followed the thin trail of hair from my pecs down and around my navel and into my pubic region, his knees now down on the floor and his barrel chest between my spread legs.
I was sighing and moaning and giving little mewing sounds—and quite frankly was beginning to hyperventilate, my mind obsessed with what he was packing between his legs—both longer and thicker than anything I'd attempted thus far.
His lips, tongue, and teeth were at the rim of my asshole and then invading me, loosening me up—or at least trying to. I think that, rather, I was tightening up the longer I thought of his equipment and what it might do to me.
He obviously felt me tighten up, because he stood up then, between my legs, giving me quite a good view of his now-hardened cock, the sight of which, of course, wasn't helping dispel my gathering fear.
"What's wrong?" he asked. "You are tightening. Don't you want it?"
"Yes, of course, I want it, but I'm afraid of your size. Can't you feel me trembling?"