Tell Me You Hate Me

All characters are over the age of 18 and in college.

This work contains potentially triggering or off-putting topics, including: consensual nonconsent/rape fantasies, fantasies of sexual torture and slavery, degradation/violent language, intentional gagging, no lube for anal, anal bleeding (minor), std scare. I think I got everything.

This is my first go at writing this kind of story, so while feedback and constructive criticism is welcome, please be kind. Enjoy.

Alex Somner and Kason Murphey had held an unnatural animosity for each other since they were young boys. If you asked either of them why, they wouldn't be able to give you a straight answer, uncomfortably evading your eyes. They had attended the same high school and university, played football on the same teams, and all that hard body contact at practice had both been an outlet and fanned the flames even more.

It didn't make sense, then, that they'd share something like this with each other that they didn't share with anyone else.

Kason slammed Alex into the wall, pinning him there by the throat. Both men's eyes burned in anger, but Alex didn't fight him very hard.

"What the fuck do you think you were doing out there, you

fucking

asshole?" Kason snarled in Alex's face, barely an inch away. "Were you trying to piss me off? That was the worst play I've ever seen."

Stifling a smirk, Alex started, "Worse than that time when the Wolves passed to--?"

Kason pulled him forward and slammed him back against the wall again. "Shut up. Just shut the fuck up. I didn't even ask to see your face tonight. The sight of you makes me sick."

"Likewise. So what are you going to do about it? Throw me into traffic?" Alex challenged, smiling blandly. Kason narrowed his eyes.

"You'd like that, wouldn't you? You'd--" Kason cut off as a shift of his body brought him close enough for Alex's stiff erection to brush against his own bulge through their jeans. "You

did

do it on purpose." Alex's eyes flared with indignation.

"I don't actually like being fucked by you, Kason.

You're

the one who did this to me. You were so eager to pin me down and turn me into your favorite fuck toy that first time." Alex's voice lowered as he brought his lips to Kason's ear. "Right there on the football field when no one else was around, holding me to the grass and telling me how much you hated me and wished you could make me disappear with your bare hands."

"Fuck."

Kason groaned before seizing Alex more roughly by the jaw with one hand and the waist with the other. He roughly slammed his mouth onto Alex's, teeth tearing at lips, tongues wrestling as they tasted each other's blood. Alex's hands were under Kason's plain t-shirt, tearing at his skin with his fingernails. Their hips worked against each other, almost violently, rubbing their dicks raw against the inside of their jeans.

"Kason--don't--" Alex gasped against his lips as the other boy started working his hand down the back of his pants.

"I'll do what I want," Kason whispered, almost gently, against Alex's ear. "I'll touch you however I want, and you're going to take it because you want to be my bitch, deep down inside."

Alex's cock spasmed in his jeans, a shudder wracking his body, but he almost chewed a hole in his lip to keep from moaning.

"Yeah...I know you like it" Kason breathed, a smirk curling his lips.

Kason wrapped a fist around the back waistband of Alex's boxers, and started to pull upward, pulling the material in between his ass cheeks. It pressed against his anus, which twitched hard in response, and the seat pulled up against his balls. He tugged harder, crushing his balls a little, and Alex choked on a groan as he thought he was going to lose it in his pants for a second. Kason yanked the material up and down, rubbing against his sensitive rim and compressing his testicles, forcing pained moans from his mouth.

"Tell me. Tell me you want it."

Alex slit his eyes open, lips pulling back in a sneer.

"Go to fucking hell, bastard."

Snarling, Kason gripped Alex's balls through his jeans, squeezing hard.

"Ah! Oh goooodddd," Alex cried out, his entire body feeling like it was on fire. He panted harshly into Kason's ear as the man clenched and rolled them in his hand. Alex felt nausea in the pit of his stomach, but it almost felt like he was coming. It felt so good, even as agony ripped through his groin.

"Feel good?" Kason said in a low voice. Alex could feel his lips moving against the shell of his ear.

"H-hurts," he gasped. Kason laughed sharply.

"So that's a yes then." He moved his hands to Alex's belt loops, and Alex's eyes went wide a moment before Kason yanked Alex off of the ground by them.

"FUCK!" Alex shouted as his balls were crushed by the crotch seam. A long spurt of precum sprayed from his cockhead, wetting his boxers. "Ohhh my gah....." His voice trailed off into a garbled groan. His body swayed back and forth, suspended from that one point, as Kason carried him over to the kitchen table. He was roughly pushed down onto it by his throat. Alex's watery eyes met Kason's, filled with a mix of emotions. Pleasure, pain, humiliation, fury...submission.

Kason ripped Alex's jeans open and off his hips. "Take your fucking shirt off." Alex's mouth worked like he wanted to spit in his face, but after a moment beneath Kason's hard stare, he slowly pulled it off his lean body. Teasing. His taught stomach came into view, the material dragging slowly over his tight nipples. Kason's eyes flared, digging his fingers into the other man's hips and swallowing. Kason yanked Alex's pants the rest of the way off, leaving him completely naked, then pulled off his own shirt.

Kason shoved his fingers in Alex's face. "Suck them," he demanded. Alex took two into his mouth, starting to bite down with an infuriating smirk on his face.

"If you bite me, I swear to God I will break your jaw," Kason snapped, making Alex roll his eyes.

Kason eased his fingers in further, pushing further into the soft, slick wetness. Alex sucked slowly, working his tongue against his fingers as if he was sucking cock. Kason pressed towards the back of his throat, fucking his fingers in and out lightly. Suddenly, Alex gagged around them, his throat convulsing and squeezing his fingertips. Kason held them there, wiggling them and forcing him to choke more, stroking the entrance of his throat. There was so much saliva now, it was escaping the corners of Alex's mouth. Kason pulled them out before pushing three back in, stroking the insides of his cheeks and the back of his tongue with the pads of his fingers, keeping him right on the edge of gagging again. He moved his fingers in and out, increasing in speed and intensity, until he was fingerfucking his throat like it was a pussy.

Alex lay there, dick achingly hard, body convulsing with every thrust of Kason's fingers into that tight, hot space at the back of his mouth. His eyes streamed tears from the intensity and pleasure of it. He felt almost delirious at the feelings coursing through him. He reached out blindly for Kason's other hand, and guided it to his ballsack. Smirking down at Alex's red, tear stained face, Kason wrapped his hand around his balls and slowly started crushing them. Alex's eyelids fluttered, vision unable to focus. Kason's grip grew tighter and tighter, making Alex feel like he needed to cum

right now.

The pain in his balls became almost unbearable. Alex had almost never felt higher than he did right now, body shaking and breath heaving. The nausea rose in the pit of his stomach again, and Kason's fingers gagging him again and again was only making the sick feeling worse. Somehow, it only heightened his pleasure. His eyes rolled back in his head, his body arching hard as a savage moan escaped around Kason's fingers deep in his mouth.

"Uhhhhh! Uhhhnnnn!" Alex felt like he was coming, but also like he

couldn't

with the vise grip on his balls. Kason pulled his fingers out to hear his voice more. "Oh go-- Oh my God." Alex felt like he was out of his mind.

"How does it feel?" Kason demanded as he squeezed marginally harder.

"Fuck! Oh God. It feels...it feels...unnhhhh..."

"I hope you hate it."

All of a sudden, Kason let him go completely and took a step back. Alex's body fell limply against the table with a whimper.

"Turn over." When Alex just blinked up at him blearily, Kason grabbed him and, with some effort, turned him over onto his stomach. Pulling his hips into the air and folding his legs underneath him to prop his ass up. His fingers were soaked from the amount of saliva Alex had drooled all over them. He traced two of them over the rim of Alex's hole, watching as he twitched and moaned out at the feeling. Teasingly, he dipped two fingers into the tight muscle a few times, listening to Alex plead incoherently, before roughly showing them in to the knuckle.

"F-fuck!" Alex cried out at the sudden burning stretch. Kason immediately started up a brutal pace, fucking his ass hard and fast, making sure the burning never fully went away. Alex's body was pushed forward by the force of every thrust. He grasped at the edge of the table while he lay there and took it, gasping.

"God. You're so hot in here. Soft. No matter how many times I fuck you, you're still so tight, it's like you're trying to squeeze my cock off. I can't wait to get back in here. Feel you squeezing up and down my cock, like you can't get enough, like you're begging for my cum even though you hate it. Even though I hold you down and

make

you take it. I would keep you locked up in this apartment and pinned on my cock 24/7 if I could."

Alex trembled and moaned, the words coming from Kason's mouth feeling like they were stroking his dick. Fingers moving relentlessly in his ass, Kason's other hand moved up to his chest, finding his nipple and rubbing. Listening to him moan for a moment before he started teasing it. He pinched it, squeezed and rolled it. Alex barely felt the light pain. It wasn't enough.

"Please," he gasped out. "Hur--hurt me. More."

"Yeah? And why should I hurt you, my little toy?"

"Because you hate me. And I...I

need

you to hate me," Alex sobbed a little. "I need you to prove it to me. Tear me apart from the inside. Torture me."

Moaning at his words, Kason pulled his fingers out so he could slam back in with three, while at the same time he savagely twisted Alex's nipple as hard as he could.

"Aaahhhh!" Alex wailed, back arching hard. "Oh, my God..." He dissolved into choked cries of pained pleasure. His hole was being forced open too fast, his nipple was on fire, and his cock was dripping copiously onto the table beneath him. He started pushing back on the fingers drilling into his ass, trying to wring as much pleasure from his tormentor as he could. Kason's fingers finally stroked over that tiny nub inside Alex and gouged his fingernails sharply into his nipple at the same time, shooting bolts of pleasure directly into his dick.

"Ahhhh! Oh go-- I'm gonna--I'm gonna--!"

"No, you don't." Kason suddenly released his nipple to squeeze the head of his dick sharply, aborting his orgasm.

"No!" Alex cried out, almost weeping in disappointment.

"Shhhh," Kason crooned into his ear, smiling. "You're going to come for me, I promise. But only when I let you. And then I'm going to make you keep coming until you can't stand it anymore. Until it's painful. Maybe even a little after that, too." Alex moaned pitifully.

The sound of a zipper drew Alex's eyes backwards over his shoulder. He watched as Kason pulled his cock out, shoving down his jeans. Kason spat on his hand, rubbing it over his shaft.

"That's all you're getting. Beg me." He leaned over Alex's prone form so his mouth was beside his ear and his cockhead rubbed against his hole.

"Please. F-fuck me, Kason." Alex had fresh tears in his eyes. He felt so exposed, so humiliated, yet his dick and balls had never ached for release more. Kason made a disappointed sound in his throat.

"Please!"

"Beg me to

rape

you," Kason corrected, voice raspy.

"Oh shit..." Alex sobbed, his cock

weeping

precum now. "Please! Please rape my hole, Kason! Hold me down and force me to take it all. Don't stop even when I beg you to."

Kason's lips curled into a cruel, pleased smile. "And why?

Why

do you want me to rape you?"

"B-because..." Alex choked out around tears. "Because I fucking hate you. Because it's all I'm good to you for anymore. Using me up and making me worthless to you. And..." He hesitated.

Kason bit his earlobe sharply, pushing him to go on.

"Ah! And because I need the pain. To-to remind me why we do this."

That was good enough for Kason. He moved his mouth to the curve of Alex's throat, starting to bite and scrape at the skin with his teeth as he gripped the other man's hips harder. The heat of his chest pressed against Alex's back, burning him. He panted harder in anticipation.

Kason lined his cockhead up with Alex's slowly clenching and releasing hole. He waited until it was puckered tight again, and then he pushed through the impossibly tight barrier with all his might.

"FUUUUCCKK!" Alex practically screamed, the searing pain tearing through him. It felt like it was ripping him in two. Something was wrong with him that it felt so good. Half of Kason's cock was in him, and he arched his back to allow him in deeper. "Oh yes, oh fuck, fuck, fuck! Please, Kason! Give it all to m-EEE!" He wailed out the rest of the word as Kason shoved in deeper, deeper. He set up a vicious rhythm before he even bottomed out. He moved further up, bringing his knees onto the table and spreading them wide on either side of Alex's, allowing him shorter, harder thrusts.

"You're soo...goddamn...tight," Kason started talking again, thrusting with every word. "This is all you're good for. This is all I want you for. Beneath me, heaving for air, taking my cock like a good. Little. Boy." He shifted his hips so his cock hammered directly into his prostate, making Alex gasp and cry out.

Alex writhed beneath him, eyes rolling, pain transmuting into ecstasy. He clenched his hole around the huge cock, and the sudden increase of pressure against his prostate slammed into him, mixing with the intense pain. The pleasure and agony ripped the cum from his balls with a hoarse shout. It was all he could do to clutch the edges of the table as his body shook, as it felt like his life was about to end.

"Yes! Fuck, yes, keep coming," Kason panted out, never slowing, not even as Alex's cries of pleasure turned into whimpers of discomfort. Mewls of "toomuchtoomuchtoomuchohhhhgoooodddd."

"Take it! Fucking take it, bitch. Take my cock until I tell you you're done!"

Alex's bones felt like they were turning to jello. He felt like his prostate would rupture from the relentless battering. The thought of it bursting open and releasing his cum inside his ass made his eyes roll and his dick twitch uncontrollably. "Huhhnnn!" He wanted it. It was horrific, but he suddenly needed it like air. Kason intensified the fantasy by increasing his thrusts directly against it, harder, harder, pain and pleasure skyrocketing. Alex shook like a little bitch beneath the man, and his arms and legs gave out. He melted onto the table, legs frogging out to the sides.

Kason chuckled, knowing his fun was only starting. He grasped Alex's wrists and pulled them behind him, locking them together in one hand and pinning them against his lower back. He wasn't in any state to fight him right now, but he would start struggling again soon.

"I'm going to fuck you til you're raw, Alex. I'm going to fuck your ass until you bleed. You're going to push my cum and your blood out of your hole tonight." Alex cried out at this, body clenching in arousal at the violent thought. He didn't know how he could be getting hard again this soon after coming, but he was.

"God, please. Please please please..."

"God's not here tonight, Alex. It's just me. Say my name. Say it!" He punched his hips viciously against Alex's ass as he reached down and squeezed Alex's balls again.

"Kason!!" Alex screamed. "Kason! Oh my god, oh fuck..." He was reduced to sobs again. He could feel the cum churning in those balls that Kason gouged again. He felt them pulsing in time with every inward thrust beating against his prostate. His cum started to squeeze up his cum tube. He was so close. SO close! He wanted to push back into every perfect thrust, but he could barely lift his hips under Kason's assault.

Finally, the cum burst from his dick almost in an ooze, releasing another spurt as Kason pushed in again, and then again.

"O-oh god, Kason, you. You're fucking the cum out of me," Alex moaned. It felt like he would never stop coming. Finally, his body released and he collapsed on the table again.

"You whine so prettily for me," Kason murmured in his ear. "Does it hurt?"

"Uh-huh," Alex whimpered. His channel did feel raw, Kason's dry cock scraping every sensitive nerve inside him.

"Good." Kason sat back up and pounded harder. "I

want

you to hurt. Worse than this. I want to tie you up and torture you. Cut open your balls, stick my fingers in them. Watch your cum ooze out. I would keep your dick locked up and your pisshole stuffed full of metal."

"Fuck fuck fuck," Alex trembled under Kason, eyes rolling back at the thought. "Yeeeesssss..."

"Would you like that? Being kept prisoner as my sex slave, doing whatever I want to you? Hurting you whenever and however I desire?"

"Yes! Please, Kason! I-I would love it!"

"Oh fuck, you're squeezing the life out of me!" The tight, rough friction on his cock was almost too much for Kason, the pain heightening his pleasure. He wasn't a pain slut like Alex, but he liked it in moderation. He rose up on his knees again, lifting Alex's limp body with him. He dug his fingers into Alex's hips and started pulling him back and forth on his cock like a sex toy, watching as he ragdolled beneath him. His balls started drawing up against his body, cum boiling inside.

"Oh god, yes! Yes, Alex! Close--" he gritted his teeth, balls aching. "I'm going to cum inside you, completely raw! Gonna breed this tight, little, hole!" He threw his head back with a roar, drilling faster into the nearly unresponsive body wrapped around his cock. His body clenched, and he unloaded, so hard and for long that it felt like he was pissing. It almost stung the inside of his pisshole. "Oh god!! Alex!" It went on and on, the pleasure wrapping around him and threatening to pull him under. "Oh fuck I can't-I can't stop cominggggg," he moaned out.

Laying against the table, Alex moaned in bliss at the feeling of cum flooding him. It was so much, more than any of Kason's previous loads. His dick was rock hard again, prostate pulsing, but it wasn't enough to push him over the edge again.

Slowly, Kason's orgasm tapered off, and he lowered Alex's hips to the table. He bent over him, panting against his neck and scraping his teeth lightly over the skin there.

"Fuck," Kason finally said. He slowly pulled out with a wet sucking sound and stepped off the table. He grasped Alex's arm and rolled him onto his back. To his surprise, Alex not only was alert and looking at him, but his dick was also hard and leaking precum again.

"Damn, slut, you're not done yet? You need one more?" Alex closed his eyes and nodded weakly.

After a moment of contemplation, Kason closed his large hand around Alex's pulsating dick. He could feel his pounding heartbeat in it. "You want this?" Kason asked.

"M-more..."

Kason tightened his hand more, and grasped his balls with his other hand. "Like this?" He started stroking and squeezing his balls a little.

"Harder!" Alex cried out. He didn't want Kason to start being all soft and gentle with him. Especially now, when he needed the exact opposite to get off.