**Note: these are extracts from letters written to my great-great-uncle Oscar by various friends of his. Oscar and co seem to have all been gay or bi, and the author of this letter, Fitz, really got around. This took place in the summer of 1910; Fitz had recently finished at Oxford and John was a few years younger, possibly just 19. John, a friend of Fitz's younger brother, was visiting the family home somewhere in England.**
...but John and I, who would not be induced to attend, even at gunpoint, stayed home. I daresay Maman found John a little rude, but she could hardly make him go if she could not make me go. Of course James could not be kept away from the youngest Ms Midman and probably preferred not to have to compete with the delectable John for her attentions. The evening was warm but misty, and I did not see myself through to ploughing around a dancefloor yet again. John and I had a cold supper and after I suggested to him that, since the weather was fine, we go for a walk over towards the river. He knew what I was about.
John's a slender-ish chap, but strong from football; dark silky hair, dark eyes, dense beard, I think he's been shaving since he was twelve. Not as tall as I am, but with that lankiness I know you like so much. Narrow hips, small arse. Guarded chap, mostly, but with a soft mouth. He doesn't say much.
We walked out towards the east fields along the lane. I asked him about his people, his school, what he thought of his college. His older brother is that cad Herbert from Oriel, it turns out; there seems to be little love lost between he and John, which I say counts in his favour. It was fully light, but sort of diffused by haze. I could not see clearly two fields over, and the longer we walked the mistier it became, until by the time we could hear the river could not see it. I found the path only by memory, and was seized by fear that I'd find the cottage already occupied by some farmhand and his best girl. I didn't fancy trying my luck in a hedge or long grass, so this caused me no little concern, until we reached the cottage and I pushed the door open and, telling him to wait, ran up quick into the loft. Nobody was there. I wedged the door shut with the stone that is always there and pointed him up the ladder into the loft. He said, Couldn't we do it down here? I said, The loft was better, as someone might come down the path and it wouldn't do to be overheard. Even if the mist softens noise, that is a fear.