It's another warm summer night.
I turn in the bed, having restless dreams.
I dream of being in the city and meeting my first long-term girlfriend, and the flame is still there between us. We get into a bed and undress and make love. Then the scene changes, and I'm out in the street, with no clothes. I flee across the city, trying to cover my nudity with my hands, but people mock me and throw things at me. In the dream, I find this oddly exciting.
One reason why I keep dreaming of being naked is that, in real life, I actually am: in this weather, I never wear pyjamas. The cool sheets caress my body and I sink further into sleep.
So I don't hear the door of my apartment opening, or the whispered voices in the hall.
I sleep on, unaware of the tall man and his shorter, fatter friend in my hallway, prowling towards my bedroom door.
The tall man quietly eases the door open and they sidle in. They can see in the dim light from the window that a figure is asleep in the bed, and they can see from my cropped head and bare chest that it's a man.
If the tall man is disappointed that it isn't a girl, he doesn't show it. Maybe he doesn't feel it. He comes quietly up to the side of the bed and bends over, peering at my sleeping face.
Maybe in my sleep I sense something, because I roll over, taking some of the duvet with me. This exposes the rear side of my body; my front is still covered but my naked back and arse and legs are now on show.
The tall man looks at his friend and they smile at each other. I may not be female, but that doesn't mean that I'm not a target for them. The shorter man pulls down the zip of his pants and takes out his cock, and rubs it, staring at my ass. The taller man unbuttons his jeans and takes his own cock out, staring hungrily at my nude body.
I sleep on, unaware of what they're thinking, unaware of what is about to happen to me. Two men have broken into my apartment, thinking to rob it, but now they've found me asleep in my bed, naked, and they're not going to let this chance go by.
The tall man looks around the room, and he sees on the dresser my badge collection, including a couple of pride flag pins. I'm proud of my queerness. I'm attracted to women as well as men.
Of course, that doesn't mean that I necessarily welcome unwanted attention. Especially not the kind these two want to give me.
The shorter man reaches into his pocket and pulls out a tube of lube. He squirts some onto his fingers and rubs it along the length of his cock.
The tall man grins at him and raises his eyebrows.
The shorter man nods.
Moving swiftly, the tall man grabs the edge of the duvet and rips it out of my sleeping arms. In the next gesture, he rolls me onto my back.
I open my eyes, bleary with sleep, and find him climbing onto the bed and sitting astride my chest. He grins down at me, evilly.
'W-what's going on...' I gasp.
'Open your mouth,' he orders me. The bed lurches as the shorter man gets on the foot of it, kneeling.
I stare up at the tall man in dawning horror, realising what is happening: two clothed men have broken into my apartment and found me sleeping naked.
And now they're going to have me.
'No,' I whimper.
'It'll go badly for you if you don't,' the tall man says. 'Open your mouth and this will soon be over.'
He shifts up my body and I feel a sick sense of dread as his cock tip pushes at my lips.
At the same time, I feel a thrill of shuddering excitement.
'Please,' I moan, but then he sticks his cock into my mouth and leans on me, starting to fuck my face. I make a muffled squeal.
Then I feel my legs being parted and a warm, slippery pole of muscle pushing at my anus.
Oh god. It's happening.
Something I've fantasised about for years. And now it's coming true.
These two men have me naked and trapped and helpless, and they're raping me.
I make another muffled scream as I feel the shorter man pushing his cock into my anus, forcing the muscle apart...
The taller man is holding my head still and forcing his cock into my mouth. I try to be hospitable, to lick and suck on it, so something worse doesn't happen to me.
My whole body squirms as the shorter man eases his cock inside me, penetrating me. I make another 'MMMMMMMM!' sound into the fabric of the tall man's jeans. For some reason, the fact that they have not undressed, while I'm naked, makes it more intense.
I feel the shorter man pushing right into me and then making a satisfied 'Aahhh...' as he sinks into my arse, then he begins to pump into me, making me emit more rhythmic moans and whimpers.
Moments ago I was sleeping innocently in bed. Now I'm the naked fucktoy of two intruders, a squirming piece of flesh for their pleasure. Just a mouth and an asshole, both occupied while I writhe, helpless to prevent it.
See, every guy I've ever been to bed with has spotted straight away that I'm a bottom, and not much else. I can be tamed and destroyed by anyone who strips me naked and slaps me around a bit, and uses me without regard for my pleasure.
So what my two intruders are doing is only the most extreme version of what I like my partners to do to me. Which, however, doesn't make it any less humiliating and painful.
As I go on shaking from the pounding they're both giving me, moaning my submission, I silently thank the guy at my ass for at least using lube: he's fucking me hard enough that if he weren't, this would be murder.
Tall man pulls out of my mouth. I half-mumble, half-sob 'Please, please, I can't--'
'You'll take us both,' he said, and I realise that he's turning around, to face down my body. 'Every hole you have.'
'Oh no,' I moan, as I see his crotch descending over my eyes, and then he's sitting on my face and putting his cock back in my mouth again. I am blindfolded by the warm, tight weight of his ass inside his jeans. He smells clean.
A fist grabs my cock and pulls on it. I realise that one of them, I think the tall man, is jerking me off. I make more muffled squeals of protest.
Even though I'm blind, I can feel that light has come on, and I am sure that one of them is videoing this, videoing me being spit-roasted, naked, by two masked intruders. The humiliation is doubled. And then, to my further horror, I feel my cock getting hard: I can't even pretend that I'm not aroused. Of course, I know that rape victims sometimes experience arousal as a physical reaction but it just makes it more humiliating, which in turn makes it more arousing...
My muffled moans have become a series of high-pitched, girlish whimpers. It always happens when I'm nearing peak arousal: my voice gets higher and higher. I wish I could sound more manly when I'm in a sexual delirium but instead I just get more femme.