I'm not sure where to start telling this story, but here goes. I was young and still a virgin the summer I went to camp for two weeks with the Church Brothers. Virgin as in I knew absolutely nothing about sex and young as over 18 but not quite 21. Hard to believe, but at my age I still had never masturbated. My parents wanted me to become a Priest and so made sure I led a very sheltered life and anything regarding sex was taboo.
I got along well with the rest of the guys, but the Brother assigned as Counselor to our cabin seemed to take an instant dislike to me. He was smaller than me but still seemed to think he was able to push me around. Things like assigning me to the mess hall for cleanup duty every time they needed someone. Or making me stay to clean up around the tents while it was our swim time at the lake. You have to understand that I was very naive, so I thought he was allowed to order me around like this.
I tolerated his abuse until one day I snuck down to the lake to swim and got caught by him. He ordered me to walk back to the campsite with him, so I did. It was a walk of about a half-mile through the thick woods just to get there, but even further with the way we walked back. He continued to berate me all the way back till I finally decided I had taken enough of his abuse.
Actually, I didn't decide, I just lost control of my anger and jumped on him. We wrestled around in the leaves for a short while until I finally ended up pinning his shoulders to the ground with my knees. He started begging me not to hit him and I started worrying about whether I had made a mistake in attacking him. After what seemed like quite awhile, but was probably no more than a minute of two, he started yelling and trying to order me around again. I suddenly came to the realization that what I did in the next few minutes would decide the rest of my time at the camp. If I hit him and marked him, I would get kicked out. But if I let him up without doing something to him, all the guys he told would label me a pussy.