Disclaimer: Although this is a true story, condoms were used, but that is the only thing that I changed from the actual event. Bareback sex should only be enjoyed in fantasy. Please be safe, I know I will.
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I always knew, but was too chicken to even admit it to myself.
I am married with 3 kids, 2 grown and 1 teenager. I'm 41, but most people guess I'm about 35, but only because I have a little gray in my beard. I'm not in the best shape, only carrying about 10 (ok, maybe 20) extra pounds, I guess with my body hair, I would be called a "bear".
I had heard about a certain part of this local park. My wife and I were having dinner with a co-worker of hers and her husband. At some point, her husband said he was at the park jogging (this Guy was always talking about working out, but was in worse shape than me). He said at this certain place in the park, there is always a few guys hanging around. He said he has gone jogging there quite a few times, and always gets propositioned by at least 1 different guy each time. Even though he wasn't remotely attractive, I started asking myself, "if he know that is a cruising spot for gay guys, why does he keep going there?" I started to question if this is a guy that I could experiment with, and not worry about anyone finding out. Then I dismissed that thought, because, like I said, he wasn't remotely attractive. I didn't think anything of it for the rest of the night.
Then a couple weeks ago, I was driving by the park and it reminded me of what he had said. So curiously I pulled into the park and found the part he was telling me about. I parked my truck about 100 yards away, so that I could pretend I was there to see the fall foliage or what not, just in case anyone seen me and asked why I was there.
I see plenty of guys come and go. Always pulling right up next to the dense woods. Sitting there until someone else pulled in. Then one man would go into the woods, and about 30 seconds later, the other would walk in at the same place. About 10 or 15 minutes later one would walk out and walk straight to his car and drive off. Before the first car was out of sight, the next guy did the same. I thought to myself, "that's pretty smart, no one could see you together ". I stayed another 30 minutes and seen this play out 2 more times. I left so turned on by this, that I went home and acted cool for about an hour before totally coming on to my wife and having the wildest sex we've had in years. All the while thinking about each of those guys at the park, and what their cocks might have looked like, and all the different things they might have been doing.
The next day I went to work and came home as usual. Actually I didn't really give it much thought, due to the fact that I convinced myself I was too chicken shit to actually do anything. I didn't go back to the park...at least not for a couple weeks. Then driving by the park, I got too curious again. I went to the store and picked up some cigarettes, even though I quit a few years ago. I figured they would help my nerves, and maybe I would change my mind about wanting to go back to the park. As soon as I lit the first one, I said "screw it, I'm just gonna check it out. I'm not going to do anything but look" and drove right back to the park.
I parked in about the same place, not close enough for anyone to think I was in "that" area, but close enough to see the cars and edge of the woods. It was a little different. I see multiple cars there. Every so often a different guy would walk into the woods, and every so often a guy would walk out. Never two at a time coming or going, but I know that there were a few guys back there at any given point. Still to scared, I left without going any further. I went by the park everyday for a couple more weeks. I would even recognize some of the same cars or guys from seeing them there before.
Then a few days ago, right after I pulled into "my spot" I see a guy walk out of the woods and drive off, then another. There was no one there. I waited about 10 minutes, and nothing. No one else drove up. So I got curious, and pulled right up next to the woods. After about a 10 second pep talk to myself, I got out and walked into the woods at the same place all the other guys had come in and out of. To my surprise, there were some slightly cleared out trails that you couldn't see from the parking lot. I explored, making sure to listen for any cars that might pull up. For about 10 minutes, I explored and found that the trails winded around and would intersect at different points. You could wander around in here for awhile, and never know if anyone else was around, but you also had a clear view to see if anyone was walking your way. Then I heard a car pull up, so I walked, hell, almost ran to get back to my truck. Right before I exited the woods, a guy, about 45 or so, walked into them. He looked at me and smiled and started rubbing his crotch. Scared shitless, I looked at the ground and walked by him, to my truck, and left fast. My heart was beating so fast. The next day, I couldn't stop thinking about almost "getting caught" and was hoping I didn't run into this guy anywhere and him out me as a "faggot" or "queer".