I was I my early 20s and I was addicted to cock. Not just any cock though, specifically daddy dick.. I just couldn't get enough.
Let me start from the beginning. When I was 18 I was seduced and made to suck cock by a guy in his 50s who my mom was dating. His name was Dennis. He didn't fuck my ass, but we did just about everything else.
He would come in my room and make small talk, moving closer and closer toward me. Looking me in the eyes.. I still remember the nervous feeling it would give me.
He would ask me lots of questions about sex, and pull his cock out and start jerking it off. The first few times he jerked off in front of me I didnt know what to think. I didnt grow up with a father and I lived a pretty sheltered life, so I thought maybe it was normal behavior for a man.
Over time he got more comfortable with it and started putting his cock in my face, eventually I started kissing it and sucking on it with his loving encouragement. I had never felt the love of a man and I was hooked.
Obviously by this time I realized what I was doing was wrong. Not only was I sleeping with a man more than twice my age, it was my mom's boyfriend! But the taboo of it just made it more hot to me and I couldn't stop.
I turned into his little slut and I began living to please him. Sucking and jerking his big man cock every time we were alone for more than five minutes. If we weren't alone we would take a ride in his truck to get away, I'd have his cock in my hand before we pulled out of the driveway.
He would finger my ass while I sucked on his cock. I started to love how it felt. When we were alone in the house he would sometimes kiss and lick my ass and asshole. I loved that so much because it made me feel like a girl.
He taught me about daddy/boy relationships and told me I had the body of a girl (hourglass figure and big girly ass). Which I hadn't realized. Once he pointed that out to me, I quickly embraced it.
He treated me like his girlfriend when we were alone, which I loved. I had never felt so adored and loved before in my life. I'm pretty sure he loved me more than he loved my mom.
He taught me to keep my body smooth and encouraged me to dress in tight jeans and really short shorts. He really loved my ass. In retrospect he was clearly grooming me to take his cock in my ass.
Unfortunately Dennis and I got caught naked in bed together by my grandma. Mom was out of town that weekend for work, Dennis and I had been hooking up that Friday night. Early Saturday morning my grandma paid an unexpected visit and when she saw the master bedroom door wide open (my mom always kept it shut) she must have known something was off.
She woke me up and told me to get to my room. When I got out from under the blankets butt naked, I saw the gears turning in her head. I did as she said and went to my room. I heard her arguing with Dennis and unfortunately I never saw him or talked to him again after that.
As you'd probably expect, I was never the same after that. I could never look at a man the same. I secretly wanted to suck the cock of every masculine older man I saw, some more than others but literally I wanted to submit to the will of any grown man with a cock.
I didn't look at women the same either, I really had no interest. I dated just enough so that everyone would think I was straight. Really though I was becoming a secret sissy, completely obsessed with old cock.
I got really into sissy porn and daddy/boy porn. I loved the dynamic of a girly younger bottom pleasing an older man. Frankly, I just loved older men.
I knew in my heart I was gay for old cock but I was so ashamed. I just wasn't turned on by a woman's body the way I was by a real man's cock. Besides, my own dick was a skinny little 5 inches, and I had the thighs and ass of a girl. I was a sissy..
Eventually I broke down and created a personal ad looking for an older man. I needed to feel that feeling Dennis had given me, the feeling of submitting to a big strong man.
When I made my listing I included a description of myself and said I was looking for an older masculine man who liked boys with big asses. I also included a photo of me wearing a pair of panties which I had stolen from my mom.
In the picture I was facing away from the camera, all you could see was my girly body and thong clad ass, looking at the photo you'd think it was a girl. I created the listing just before going to bed. I woke up in the morning to over 100 responses.
I was so cock hungry I replied to as many of them as I could. I loved seeing the pictures of cock the men sent me. It was so exciting and made me so turned on to have so many horny older men trying to win me over and be sweet to me.
I was so happy that I could finally be with a man again, I couldn't wait to be touched and held by a real man. I wanted to suck an old cock more than anything.
By that night I was in the back of the parking lot of the local Walmart sucking a big daddy dick. I had met him at another location, got in his SUV and drove around for a bit looking for a place to park so I could suck his cock. Finally we settled on Walmart.
I couldn't stand the anticipation and had been rubbing the guys cock through his pants the whole time I'd been in the car. He was very pleased at how eager and comfortable I was.
He was a stranger but still I felt safe being with him because he gave me the same feeling Dennis did. The feeling of being loved and protected by a big strong man, and pleasing that man.
By the time he'd parked and gotten his cock out of his pants, he was throbbing hard and ready to cum. I could have made him cum in 30 seconds but I sucked his cock lovingly and tried to keep him on the edge, not wanting the moment to end.
I was sitting in the passenger seat on my knees, bent over his lap while he stuffed my face with cock. He was palming my bare ass with his hand up the side of my tiny shorts, teasing my asshole with his middle finger. Eventually he blew his load in my mouth and down my throat.
He couldn't believe someone so young knew how to blow cock so good and swallow a load with such ease and no hesitation.
This went on for a long time, I would meet men and either go to their house, hotel room, car or even outside just to suck and worship their cocks.
The more I did it the more I loved it. I loved the way men lusted after me and how horny I made them. I loved being treated like a slutty little girl and used.
Eventually I started letting men finger and eat my ass, the way Dennis used to. One of the men I was occasionally seeing bought me a butt plug. I started wearing it all the time, I'd even go to bed with it in.
I knew that he just wanted to fuck me and was trying to train me to take his huge cock. I remember when he finally fucked me and how right it felt to have a real mans dick inside of me. I loved it and soon I was letting most of the daddies that I met fuck me.
I remember the first time I fucked this older dad who's cock I'd regularly suck. He loved to suck on my ass and put his tongue deep in me. This time as he was doing it I told him to fuck me..
I was face down ass up on the bed but he must have heard me just fine because I felt his mouth pull away from my ass. Then I felt his cock pushing into me, I almost wasn't sure it was his cock at first because it seemed to be sliding it with ease but then it happened, he popped in deep and he hit a spot in me that hadn't been touched before.
It hurt but felt good at the same time. He didn't last long, he blew his load deep in me and told me dirty things in my ear while he lay on top of my back.
Eventually his cock started to deflate and it slipped out. He got up and wiped off and got dressed, leaving me there naked with cum spilling out of my worn out little hole.
I quickly became a slut. I spent most of my free time driving from daddy to daddy, chasing cock. I'd sometimes go directly from one daddy to another, other times I'd meet up with multiple daddy types and let them use me and treat me and fuck my big ass.
Men were impressed by how eager I was and how easy it was to fuck me. I mean I was literally a slut, I'd let any older guy fuck me. And they loved me, they loved my girly body and the fact that I'd literally do anything I was told and give up my ass without question.
Everyone in my life thought I was straight but just socially awkward and weird. They didn't know I was literally a sissy boy slut who's life had become about cock and old men.
I loved the feeling of being a secret faggot. I liked it when daddies were verbal with me and told me how gay I was, how much of a dirty slut and faggot I was. It turned me on to be reminded of what I was becoming.
I wasn't even 20 yet and I'd gotten fucked by so many men I lost count. All I could think about was cock. My love for old men hadn't faded at all but grown immensely. I loved being treated like a hot girl and pursued by older men who wanted to use me and fuck me.
One day I was bored at work and couldn't stop thinking about cock. I was chatting with an older daddy all day, he was big and sexy (easily over 6 feet, prob 250+ lbs, nice 7.5 thick cock). I sent him pictures of my big girly ass, he said he loved it and that he needed it. I was turned on by his assertiveness and lust.