Getting ready for University was hard for me, I would not be with Dad anymore, he would be on his own, after being with me. I dreaded having to say goodbye to him, it would be months before he and I would be together once I left. I knew a long time ago I was in love with this man I called Dad, he and I not your normal stepfather and step son relationship.
Packing my stuff, getting ready for the long trip to University, my best friend and I doing the long drive together. No one knew about Dad and I, but I knew I would be in tears when Dad and I said our goodbyes. Being honest I think Billy my best friend suspected something was going on with Dad and I. I guess it was the way we looked at each other, I loved the man and I knew he loved me too.
Once we got my bags in Billy's car Dad and I stood next to each other, having to say goodbye to him would be heart wrenching. Dad and I stayed up most of the night the sex incredible as always, Dad held me, I started to cry more than once while in Dad's arms our last night together. Dad held me as I broke down in his arms, he and I kissed Dad guiding me to the car, putting my seatbelt on closing the car door.
Dad was in tears as well, he could not hold back, he waved us off as Billy drove us to our futures. After a few miles down the road, I finally got my feeling in check.
"Tommy man are you okay, you and your Dad sure are close, my parents waved me off like they were glad to see me go, you and your Dad I have never seen such emotion from two grown men." Billy said to me.
"Dad and I have been close for years now, after Mom died he and I only had each other, so we bonded like a real father and son should." I said to him.
"Come on Tommy me and my Dad have never been as close as you and your Dad are, I wish my Dad was like your Dad is with you, my Dad has a hard time to shake my hand." Billy said his eyes welling up.
"Not sure why but Dad and I are close, I mean really close I can tell him anything, he was the first one I told when I came out. He never judged me, he was kind caring, he held me as I cried telling him who I really was." I said to Billy.
"Tommy man I can never tell my Dad I'm you know that way, that I am into dudes, you're the only one I ever told, no one in my family knows who I really am." Billy said to me.
"Glad I can be here for you Billy, you are afterall my best friend, I love you man." I told Billy leaning in to kiss his cheek.
Billy was so funny, him not being out not really comfortable with who he really is, he turned every shade of red after I kissed his cheek. I sat and watched him as he drove, he really was a handsome guy, he and I the same age, Billy had reddish blonde hair, his complexion fair, his whisp of a moustache barely visible, his lips pinkish red, his eyes pale blue, his ears always turned red when he was embarrassed, Billy had the kindest eyes of any person I met in my lifetime.
Billy like myself was in good shape, his body slim and tight, he had the most amazing bubble butt on him, it was the thing I noticed when he and I first met in grade seven, he and I both being held back in school we were both more mature than all the other students in our class. I knew the first time I met Billy I liked him, I knew he and I would become best friends.
Watching Billy drive I saw him in a different light now, he was so much more attractive to me than he ever was, I wanted him, I wanted him naked so I could lick suck and kiss him head to delicious toe. Billy turned to me a few times as he drove along, he sensed I was undressing him with my eyes, I was making him nervous, Billy never got this much attention, no one really noticed the guy he blended in the background, Billy did all he could to disappear in the background.
I not only saw him but I also lusted after him, I wanted him, I needed him, I wanted him and I naked our bodies laid out on a bed. I wanted to kiss him, his full pouty lips made to have mine on his, my mouth kissing his neck, sucking his ear lobes. My cock was getting so hard, the bulge in my jeans unmistakable, I did nothing to hide it actually I wanted Billy to see what he was doing to me. I wanted to make him hard so I could swallow his cock deep inside my mouth and throat.
I slowly ran my tongue along my lips, I needed Billy now, I had to know what he looked like naked, I had seen the guy shirtless, Billy had a beautiful body, perky little nipples, his body covered in a layer of fine blonde hair. Billy was very shy, he even had a hard time to take his shirt off in front of me, we were in gym class the first time I saw his body. I was never one to be shy I always stripped down to my underwear to put on my gym clothes, Billy would pick a spot in the change room that he was in a corner so he could remove his pants and quickly get his shorts on that no one would get to see him partially naked.
For me to see him shirtless was totally by accident Billy was in the corner, me at his side, down to my underwear, Billy turned as I pulled my pants down, my underwear coming down with them as well. Billy turned as my cock flopped out.
Billy turned every shade of red imaginable, I even saw his cock grow in his gym shorts, the bulge unmistakable. Billy quickly put his tee shirt on and went to the washroom, his cock had a mind of its own, him seeing my cock was too much for him. As he walked off to the washroom stall I smiled, if he thought he saw something before I had so much more in store for him now.
All of us went into the gym Billy the last one out, there was no hiding the fact his cock was still semi erect, and by what I saw it was one beautiful specimen, not one of the others even noticed Billy's predicament only me. Once class was over he and I walked into the changerooms together, I could see Billy was apprehensive about being in the lockerooms with all the other guys.
I always protected Billy from the other bullies in school, no one would touch my friend he was afterall my best friend. Billy and I walked in as most were about to leave, so many quick to pull on their street clothes and get out. I always took my time, I would sit and watch as the others get quickly dressed and out of the room, most times it was Billy and I alone in the locker room.
"Billy man can you watch my stuff I am going to grab a quick shower I feel so sweaty after all that running, you could join me if you really wanted to." I suggested smiling.
I knew Billy would never get undressed in front of me or anyone in this school, the guy was terrified he would get hard and that terrified him to no end. I stripped down, heading in to the gang shower, I was almost done when I realised I had not grabbed my towel.
"Billy man can you bring me my towel please? They will kill me if I get the floor in the locker room wet, Please." I asked him.
"Okay Tommy, give me a second here." Billy said very nervously.
Billy came in to the shower room my towel in one hand his gym bag in front of his trousers, Billy clearly was hiding something that was getting harder by the second. I did it on purpose to ask him some questions so he could not walk away from me, I tried to keep him focused on my naked body, I wanted him to take it all in.
I asked him questions about our next class if he had finished the assignment or not and if he got the answer to the one question I struggled with. Billy a bag of nerves would not actually look at me he tried to avert his eyes elsewhere. I walked up to him standing close to him, my towelled hands drying my hair, I was less than a foot away from Billy, completely naked, my cock arching towards him.
I looked Billy in the eyes, his eyes looked down at my hardening cock, I looked down as a long stream of precum dripped off the tip of my cock. I scooped it all up in the palm of my hand, bringing my hand to my mouth, my tongue lapping it all up. Billy kind of pulled in a breath and moaned at the same time.
Billy quickly exited before he answered the question I had about the assignment for our next class. I could not believe anyone could be so shy, how was it possible? I quickly got dressed and headed to my next class. Billy came in late his face red he seemed so nervous to come sit beside me.
"You okay Billy?" I asked him.
"Yeah Tommy why do you ask?" Billy asked me.
"No reason just wondered why you were late is all, you're usually the first one in class is all." I said to him smiling.
I knew why Billy was late, he was jerking off in the boys bathrooms, guess the sight of my cock and precum was to much for him. Billy was acting kind of weird the rest of the class, I asked him a few times if he was okay, he kept saying he was. I knew I had traumatized him by showing him my cock and precum, but I really did not want to ruin our friendship, he and I in our last year of school, both of us going off to university together.
We got in the car for the ride home and still Billy was not being Billy, he was shy, nervous, jumpy almost terrified to be this close to me.
"Billy I am sorry about what happened earlier, I should not have did what I did in front of you, I am sorry, I tend to forget how shy you really are sometimes, myself never shy. I am sorry Billy if I embarassed you in the showers, Please don't be mad at me Billy." I said to him.
"I'm not mad at you Tommy you just caught me offguard is all, I'm not like you, your not scared to do anything at anytime, I wish I was more like you, but I can't strip naked in the locker room and show off my cock like you do." Billy said to me his head down.
"Billy man I am not shy and I should not have done that to you, I am sorry, I love you man your my bestest friend." I said wanting to kiss him.
