Ben looked at them and felt himself harden. He couldnât believe it. Once again his body had betrayed him and he felt himself sicken. He tried to gulp in air but it wasnât coming in quick enough. He left when he saw Dan explode into B.J.âs body. He turned around and walked as quietly as he could to his room. He felt the hardness in his pants trying to push through the tab. He was resolved not to release the pressure. Instead he walked to his bathroom. He stripped down and stepped into the shower. He turned on the cold water and let the stream beat against him. His cock throbbed and touched the swollen head. It was calling to him for release and he cradled the base in his hand. He shut his eyes and leaned against the cold tiles in the shower. He stroked the hard shaft and tried to force his imagination into seeing big breast and tight pussies, instead he saw his friend slam in and out of B.J.âs ass. He gasped as his hand seemed to move on its own quick and quicker to the images flickering in his head. He his breath deepened and came out in shallow gasps as his hand tightened and worked faster. He shuddered as he came and shot out load after load of hot cum.
Dan moved off of B.J.âs still pulsating body. He removed the condom and tossed it in the near by trash can. Dan walked toward the bureau he located the handcuff key in the side of his carrying case and walked over to B.J. and un-cuffed him. âI loved that.â B.J. said as he rubbed his wrist. Then he chuckled as if a private joke occurred to him.
âWhatâs up?â Dan said as he pulled on his robe.
âI just realized that I hadnât asked your name.â
Dan smiled as he realized the same thing. âYeah that is important. Itâs Dan by the way.â
âSo Iâll look you up again?â He suddenly seemed shy and unsure of him self. Dan looked at him. He hated the fumbling after sex. He hated the silence and the unsure glances. He reached over and pulled B.J. closer to him and kissed him. âIâd like that.â He pulled back and let B.J. pull up his shorts and watched him leave. He tightened the sash on his robe and watched as he looked at the clock. It was eight oâclock. He hadnât realized it was so late. He chuckled he hadnât realized a couple of things, for one he didnât remember B.J. turning off the lawn mower or him ever being almost crazed to have anyone. He chuckled again, what a day. He walked out of his bedroom and into the kitchen and took out a glass from the cabinet and walked to the icebox. Ben said it was free to him at all times and got out the milk and the fixings for a sandwich. Sex always made him ravenous. He couldnât help but be this time, he thought, as he grabbed the bread from the basket. He made his sandwich and carried it to the living room so he could catch a little ESPN to see who one the big game. He stepped into the living room and dropped his glass. Benâs appearance there had scared him. âDude!â he said as he looked down, the glass hadnât broken but the milk had spilled into the beige carpet. âSorry man itâs just you had scared the living shit outta me. Iâll clean this. . .â
âAre you a fucking fairy?â Ben asked softly as he looked hard at Danâs face hoping that he would deny what he, himself, had seen.
Dan stared back actually looking for the first time at his friend. He wore a wife beater under shirt and black shorts. His muscles were lax but he had seen his friend react with sudden strength and speed. He looked as if he had been drinking. His eyes were red-rimmed and puffy. âI wouldnât exactly say it like that. . .â
âJust answer the got-damned question.â
Dan stiffened but saw the hurt and betrayal in his eyes and dropped his shoulders slightly. âYes. Iâm gay.â
âHow long?â Ben asked softly. âIt really isnât any of your business.â Dan said non-pulsed.
Ben kicked over the table that was by his feet as he jumped up. It crashed into the wall leaving a big hole behind. âJust answer the mother-fucking question! How long have you been this way?!â He yelled
Danâs fists clenched and he gritted his teeth. He knew he could have walked away at any moment but he felt as if he owed his friend an explanation. âIâve been gay for about fifteen years.â
Ben hardened his jaw. âYouâve been this way and didnât see fit to tell me?â
Dan felt his friends despair. âBen itâs not like that.â
Ben wasnât going to listen to him. âYou arenât that much unpacked are you? Pack up tonight. You leave in the morning.â He turned on him and left. Dan heaved a sigh of relief and loss at the same time. He wanted Ben to know who he was but he didnât want to hurt him this much. He also didnât see why he was taking it so hard he was still Dan. He closed his eyes and suddenly he wasnât hungry, he didnât want the mangled sandwich anyway. He threw the confection away and washed his hands. He walked into the room and sat on the bed. He rubbed his face and looked at the clock, 8:06. What a day, he thought again. He looked down at the clothes he and B.J. had thrown on the floor and stood to pick up some. He didnât care as he stuffed them into his bags. Dan scooped up a couple of shirts and was preparing to stuff them into his carry-on when he noticed the picture he carried of Benjamin, Amanda and him the day Ben got married. It was a cherished memory and he carried that photo every where. He stood. He wasnât going to throw almost a decade of friendship away because his friend was an idiot. He was going to fight for this. He hadnât actually run to do his resolve. Actually he sat there for about a couple of hours before he moved. He walked up the stairs and stumbled around before he actually found Benâs room. He turned the knob and was surprised that it was opened. He pushed the heavy oak door open and stepped in. He saw Ben asleep nude on top of the covers. He wasnât shocked that he was asleep or nude; Ben always crashed early and slept in the buff, to Danâs consternation. What shocked him was the fact that he was semi-erect and Dan paused and stared longingly at the half swollen member. He shook his head and cleared his thoughts. This was a serious matter, he chided himself, and I wonât be distracted. He walked over and sat on the bed and touched Benâs shoulder to wake him. When Ben crashed he slipped into a state of a comatose like slumber. Ben mumbled and turned over and Dan shook him harder. âWake up.â he said urgently and pushed harder at his shoulder. Ben awoke shook the sleepiness away then focused on Dan, then his eyes narrowed and he threw an unexpected punch that had landed on Danâs collar bone. Dan, stunned momentarily, brushed off the punch and leaped on his friend. He straddled Bensâ legs and grabbed hold to one of his thrashing limbs. Ben bucked and trying to toss him off of his body but Dan had fifty pounds of raw muscle on him and four inches, he wasnât going to move.
Ben was in a state of panic and pushed his hips up again and tried to dislodge him. Dan grabbed his other hand secured both arms over his head and shouted into his face âQuite moving you ass. Calm down. We have to talk so you can get some things understood.â
Ben bucked again and Dan pressed his hips down to keep Bensâ still. He still had his hands secured and looked down and scowled at his best friend. âWe have to talk this out,â he gritted through his teeth. âIf you werenât such an asshole we wouldnât be in this position.â