Finally, I can update this! Thanks for waiting. This is the second part to "Some Call it Luck," so you'll want to read that first if you have not. This is a very long story, slow burn, but it's worth it! (in my opinion). Please enjoy.
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My body freezes.
"Lux called me earlier. She sent me some screenshots she found."
"What."
"I'm sorry, Andy. Holy shit," Charlie says, hands shaky as he slides over his phone.
What?
My eyes drift to the screen despite my brain wanting to shield me from this missile of information. I read the text messages on the screen between Lux and Charlie, as she says to call her back, and that she just found these messages after switching to her iPad for work. I click on the screenshot, and feel my heart pound as I read each one.
ChelZee:
we won't get any time alone :(
DAX:
Of course we will dummy :P I have a plan. Idk if I should tell you now or later though.
ChelZee:
NOWWW babyyyy
DAX:
Got tickets to a big opera. Lux can't resist, but you'll say you hate the idea, and go off alone. She'll livestream the whole thing nd stay behind. Text me that you need help or ur lost, and i'll leave her there for the show.
ChelZee:
Ooh. I love you <3 literally perf
DAX:
Like I'd take u to London and not fuck you while we're here, silly little girl.
I don't really need to, nor do I want to, read any more.
"Oh."
"...Andy?"
"Are they coming back, then?"
Charlie shakes his head. "Lux says she's not going to tell them she knows yet. Are you okay?"
Good question. "It's only the second day of the trip, wow."
Charlie nods, grabbing his own drink, and he begins to chug. "Fuck. This campaign is gonna be hard to make. I'm drinking a lot."
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"I'm just sitting in a hotel room eating fucking grapes with curlers in my hair, Charlie," Lux's voice on the speaker sounds raspy. Worn-out. It's 11pm now. Not sure what time it is in London.
"They have some nerve, really," Charlie says. "I'm so sorry, Lux. This is insane. You're going to stay the whole trip?"
"Are you kidding? I'm spending Dax's credit card until it declines over the next five days, then I'm flying home without telling them. Unless you want me to drag Chelsea back."
"Five days is a lot of days," I comment. Lux sighs. "It's Andy, by the way."
"Andy? Oh, hon. How are you holding up?"
"Doing alright," I reply.
"Sounds amazing. I'm going to go eat more
bland food
and watch soap operas. Bye Andy. Charlie."
Lux hangs up.
Charlie's face is nearly sick, and I can tell he's more than pissed off. He's livid. It's worse, because he's almost smiling, and I can hear tiny, crazy, one-off laughs from him between drinks, and then he shakes his head, reverting to anger again.
"What the fuck," he says.
"Six month rule," I explain, taking another sip. "Me. It's a me thing. Don't worry about it."
Charlie blinks at me, and then he takes a large swig. "Explain, Jock."
"My relationships always hit the six month mark. Then something... 'happens,' I guess. It spells doom. I've learned that it... might just be my life."
"...You only date girls for six months," Charlie frowns.
"No, no. I mean... it's hindsight. The coincidence thing."
Charlie nods. "That's why you're acting like you don't care. Guess you saw it coming.
I'm
personally a little fuckin' floored."
I stand up. "Hey, I didn't foresee my girlfriend cheating on me with that coiffed-haired fuck, alright?" I snap. "I'd prefer if it was something like... 'oh, my girlfriend is weirdly religious and I found out after six months' or like... 'she's trying to force me to go vegan'. Hell, I'd take the 'my girlfriend's brother is a porn star' thing. That's what I thought the Six Month Curse was this time anyway."
"I'm
not
a fucking porn star. That is the
craziest
thing I
ever
fucking did and I never did it again. You don't think it spelled doom that you've watched a
homemade
gay porno enough times to recognize me?"
I toss my hands up, speaking softer. "I'm sorry. You're pretty fucking recognizable."
"Because you've wanted to fuck me for five years," Charlie snaps. "Here you are with a girlfriend."
"Didn't you just have a beard a bit ago?"
"I'm
not
gay," Charlie says.
I don't mean to laugh, but indeed, that's what happens. "
You
are what gay looks like in a dictionary."
Charlie flicks his cup at me, and it's just ice and droplets of the last of his drink, but I'm caught off guard as it drips down my face and my chest.
For a moment, we both just stare at each other.
"Holy shit. I'm sorry. I'm sorry," Charlie whispers. "Ah... shit. I'm sorry. You're the one who got cheated on. I'm... an idiot."
I rub my face, the sting of ice already going away. "She's your sister. And Dax is your friend."
"Dax is
no longer
any fucking friend of mine. How long has this been going on?" Charlie gasps, smacking his own face with both hands, Home Alone style. "Dax... is Dustin. 'Married guy.' Fucking
idiot,
Chuck what the hell."
It makes sense. I try to get more broken up over it, but just like Charlie, I've decided to drown out my emotions with alcohol. I'm doing a better job, however. Charlie is distraught and disgraced. I try to yank it from within my gut: the disappointment, the sadness, or even shock. At the very least, I should be shocked. I'm not sure why I can't muster up surprise at being cheated on, even by someone who I thought would never do such a thing.
"Wait, what's Dax's real name?" I ask aloud, pondering. What a stupid nickname anyway.
"Daniel I think? I don't know..."
He can have her.
I sit up straight on the couch. What a callous thought. He can have her? How did I come to that conclusion so fast? After feeling so much levity at the sight of Chelsea 48 hours ago or so, now I've essentially accepted betrayal and defeat. This is where I should be possessive and upset. Dax of all people. I actually forgot what he looked like.
"I have the key to Dax's house," Charlie comments, still staring off into the distance. "If it weren't for Lux, I'd trash it. Damn cybertruck..."
I look at him to see how serious he is about this, because his voice sounds like it's a long-lost wish of his. I try to keep up some facade of anger or at least frustration. I try to muster up something, especially given Charlie's obvious anger. I barely feel a thing other than...
Relief.
"The hot tub work?" I ask, hearing my own voice boom louder than I intended. Then I look at the empty bottle of gin. Gin? Why is this Charlie's drink of choice?
"What's wrong with you?" he asks.
"Sorry, didn't mean to yell," I comment, standing up for the first time in a while. I instantly wobble, and my eyes widen. Charlie doesn't seem to catch it, and I straighten out my shirt. "Does it work?"
"Do you even care that you got cheated on?"
"Do you care that we've split a bottle of gin and I'm probably trying not to think about it?" I ask, looking out toward the backyard. "Do people with two bedrooms usually have a pool
and
a hot tub?"
Charlie stares at me for a moment, an exaggeratedly annoyed look on his face. "You have to shower first."
"Roger," I nod, slowly making my way to my room to grab my things. I don't think I brought swim trunks, and I groan to myself. If Charlie weren't so high-maintenance, he'd let me hop in the hot tub with a spare pair of shorts on, but he's Charlie. Though our woodworking journey has been really smooth so far, he is definitely more of a neat freak than I am.
I turn back around to tell him I changed my mind, when I see a drawer. The potential of there being some swim trunks in there, in a size I could squeeze on, was slim to none.
The chance that I fling it open and find something I'm not supposed to see, pretty much 100%. Which is what happens, of course, as I slam it shut and hope the realistic-looking dildo doesn't shift around the bottle of lube or the condoms too much. I thought this was a guest room.
My first thought is that the dildo looks kind of small, no?
I pull open the drawer again, getting a good look at the toy. It's overly "human" colored, a weird tan-pink that could be any race. I'm by no means going to reach in and grab the thing, but I wonder what the point of getting a five inch dildo is, when you can go bigger and better. Not that five inches is
small
, but if you're
buying
something--
Not that bigger is always better, I just figured... given Charlie's history...