Making it with Simon on a Sunday afternoon makes the week for me.
Things have been so hectic at the office too. I am into IT and every week now we are having problems with those never ending hackers who try to mess up the system.
"Oh do just chill and forget it when you are with me, tight Alex?"
Of course he was right, then he always is most times anyway. Ever since we met online a couple of months ago our relationship has strengthened and strengthened.
I wonder now how I ever managed without him, all those girls I went with, and all the time realising there was something wrong and then the aggravation from a couple of them because I could not hold an erection.
And there was me thinking it was all me, that there was something fundamentally wrong sexually. For some unknown reason I never ever realised I could be gay.
Yes I always found myself attracted to my own sex but brushed that off thinking it was merely just a 'liking' thing between mates.
But of course it wasn't. It was so much more than that and Simon would open my door to make me realise I could never make it with a girl, because I just was not made like that.
Mind you, I maybe should have realised something when I went out with Sue, she was the girl who was into a strap on and twice she tried it with me and thoroughly enjoyed I might say, I didn't have to worry about not being able to fuck her because she always reached an orgasm anyway just prodding me.
That is the one and only time I actually enjoyed being with a girl and you'd think that I would have caught on then about my sexual leaning because that happening was so utterly beautiful and thoroughly stimulating, and with her hand ravishing my privates I must have cum at least two times when she worked it into me and afterwards when she sucked me, making me suck the strap on dildo at the same time.
It was all a veritable experience but then meeting Simon and confessing our most intimate secrets during our online chats I gradually discovered my true leaning, especially when we started skyping, the things he said he would love to do with my hind, the way he likes me to show him everything in return for him showing me - and I remember revelling the first time he showed me his lovely huge cock, teasing me by making it jerk on its own was a real eye opener.
Then when he said would I like for him to fuck me it all seemed a bit seedy online, but he showed me how to use an anal vibrator I'd bought from Ann Summers, he said how he wanted me to put it into myself and it felt good with the help of lubricant just to ease the way. It took a time, maybe two or three session before I was able to get a cock sized dildo implanted deep inside, but when I did and discovered how I could keep it inside me whilst moving my hips and hind I started to feel the real benefit, and Simon was happy too, busily jerking himself as he watched me bent steep over with my hind facing the screen, it gave me a wonderful thrill but of course eventually we wanted more than just the substitute dildo fuck.
We talked awhile, I told him how it felt for me and he replied just how much he would like to have me real time, and I said I would love that and perhaps we could make a meeting, and maybe if it worked out we could make is a regular thing. Just him and me in out own secret room - making love in our own sweet way.
"Will you wear those gorgeous tight brush jeans for me when I come, Alex?"
"I would wear anything you want me too, Simon."
And when eventually he did come to see me in my pad it was magic. Although initially we were uncomfortable and I am the first to say that was probably more of me than Simon, a couple of drinks and soon the ice was broken, so that we could get on and chat just like we did online, but the difference being we were now wonderfully face to face.
But how do you start things, we both wanted too, that was the whole reason for us to meet, well that and enjoying each other's company full package too.