All characters are above 18 years old. The story contains non-consensual and iconoclasm content some may find offensive. Viewer discretion is advised.
The lecture hall was absolutely filled, I eyeballed it to be at least two hundred students in here, listening to that one professor up there blabbing about penal substitution, collective unconscious, ΓΌbermensch, the transmission of original sin, etc; the professor was a pretty famous guy, and the topic of discussion normally fascinated me to no end, but at this moment, I could barely concentrate on the lecture. I was sitting in the middle of the lecture hall, surrounded by students who were jogging down notes and listening attentively. My penis had been fully erect for at least twenty minutes, with my shifting my body left and right trying to assuage the pain of not being able to address it; I swore the girl sitting right next to me was giving me side-eyes, maybe she noticed the crimson blush on my face.
Anxiety and dread filled my heart as I heard that small buzzing sound slowly growing louder in the background; I was praying to God that no one, not a soul in this room, would notice that sound. The anal bead in my butt was controlled by a remote, and the remote was currently at the hands of a complete and utter jerk who rejoiced at every chance to bully me into complete submission. I turned my head and, to my displeasure, spotted the master in crime: my roommate, Stanley, sitting just a few rows behind me, smiling at me with that handsome smirk of his; he was enjoying himself immensely, to witness my utter and public degradation and embarrassment, and though I couldn't see him press the controller, the anal bead inside of me suddenly quaked like crazy, and with that anal plug Stanley had stuffed in me, the bead had nowhere else to go but press right against my prostate. My penis, leaking with precum, had completely wetted my underpants, and a girly moan or two escaped my mouth as I buried my head in my arms, praying desperately to Lord the Father that this humiliation session would be over soon.
This all started with me enrolling in this prestigious college. I lived in the school's dormitory and I hadn't a friend to stick with, so they just randomly assigned me a roommate.
"Hi. I'm Stanley. Guess you are roommates." He said with an enchanting smile and an ever-so-subtle southern accent. I was in awe of how good-looking he was: 6'5'' stature, chiseled cheekbones and jawlines, his earthly brown eyes could penetrate anyone who dared to oppose him in any way. Later on, I learned that he was on the college swimming team, which probably explained his immaculate, perfectly toned physique.
"I'm Eliane," I told him as we shook hands; his hand was huge, wrapping around mine with a clean and assertive grip.
As an East Asian immigrant, I grew up in a pretty strict Christian household and was expected to perform well above my peers academically. Indeed, I had, back in that small city, but the people out here in the city were just so much better at what they do, that I could barely keep up with the class. Stanley, with his charm and his erudition, often helped with my project.
"I thought you people are all good at studying." While I sat on my desk writing, he stood right behind me, one hand on my chair's backrest, giving instructions and quips with the other hand whenever he deemed fit. "There, the zero. Function f is convergent. Now you just need to graph its derivative, so draw the tangent lines first... no, the tangent lines. Aren't you supposed to be good at math?"
"That is extremely racist," I said, trying to keep it nonchalant, fixing my eyes on the homework, but his enormous presence towering behind me felt almost oppressive.
"It's a bit racist, yeah." His laughter was that of a subtle, manly one, polite, yet filled to the brim with charm. "Hey, hey, hey, that's a mistake you made right there." He suddenly leaned down, I could feel his hot breath clashing onto the back of my neck, sending shivers all over me. "That's not very nice. I spent so much time helping you with these, and you are still making rookie mistakes like this?"
"Right, right..." I hastened to fix the issue. "Sorry... I didn't see, I forgot about the function's limits..."
"No, no, no. I don't need excuses. I need an apology for wasting my time."
Why was he saying that? I couldn't tell if he was joking or not since he stood above and behind me and I couldn't exactly see his facial expression, but his stern voice seemed to suggest a good amount of anger.
"I apologize for wasting your time..."
"Look at me when you apologize."
I was borderline panicking, butterflies danced fury in my stomach. I turned my head to see a gigantic smirk on his perfectly chiseled face; I couldn't refute him, I lack the agency to refute him.
"I'm sorry for wasting your time."
"Good." He laughed satisfactorily.
His behavior grew progressively more creep since. He once invited all of his friends to our room, and since I had no other friends, I just had to fit into the group. His blonde friend of his said I was cute and the whole room laughed as if I was the newly arrived pet; I could only squeeze out some chuckle so as to not be confrontational. There was this other time, he returned to the room soaking wet wearing only swim pants; he joked about me ogling him, which I clearly didn't, not intentionally; his muscular body was hard to ignore when flailing around in the room, and because he swims competitively, his body was almost always clean of any unpleasant body hair, looking like those of the ancient Greek statues; with only a speedo, I could see a massive package underneath it.
"You are definitely checking me out."
"No I am not!" I insisted; it angered me that he would insinuate that. It would be a great sin to commit against God, if I, a man, was lusting after another man.
"Sure you are, Be my guest, it won't cost me anything if you are just looking." He winked at me. "But then again, it won't cost you anything either."
"I'm not looking! Just put something on for Christ's sake!" I urged him.
One time, he and I went to use the restroom, and while I was on the urinal, he kept staring at me like I wasn't supposed to be in the restroom; I thought he was looking at my penis, which I was extremely insecure about, so I stood as close to the urinal as I could while not trying to raise any fuss about it; I didn't want to confront him or anything, cause maybe, these things were all just in my head.
That night, he played porno out loud on his computer, completely disregarding my very much noticeable presence in the room.
"Stanley... What's this?" I asked him. "It offends me a great deal, you know. Could you be a little considerate, and be a responsible roommate, to at least turn down the volume and keep it to yourself?"
"Offend you? That's a new one, offend you. It's just porn, Eliane, literally the most universal entertainment for men across the world, how could it possibly have offended you" He didn't even look away from the screen when addressing me; compared to the carnal debauchery on screen, I was clearly not worth the attention. That vexed me even more than the porn; I felt insulted, abased.
"Pornography is moral wrongdoings! It is poison to your brain, these fleeting pleasures. In any decent world that is not filled to the brim with degeneracy and turpitude, people would have had some godliness in them to resist the devil's temptation." I muttered, more to myself and not really expecting him to listen or understand.
"Devil's temptation?" But, clearly, he heard every word I said. He turned his head to look at me with an expression of mocking confusion as if what I just said wasn't entirely reasonable or holy. "Jesus Christ, Eliane. What, are you trying to run for the next pope?"
"Please don't speak the Lord's name in vain."
"Ok, Eliane." He laughed, then with one hand, pulled the wheeled office chair beneath right to his desk like I was weighing nothing. "Offending you was not my intention, you know that. But why, oh why, are you lying your tongue out? Why do you have to be dishonest with me? Have I not been a good enough friend to you?"
"I wasn't... I wasn't lying, what are you talking about? And what are you doing pulling me in here? I'm not watching this depravity." I tried to roll my chair back to my desk, but his hand had seemingly nailed them in place. The sound of coitus was even louder now that I'm closer to his speakers, and I had to move my eyes away from the screen against my primordial urges; sinful urges.
"Aw, I think there is some issue down here." He pointed at my tent. I wanted to tell him the fuck off, but I was too ashamed of my own erection. He poked at it, I tried to move away, but he practically cornered me into my own chair as he hovered above me like a vulture; I was the meat. "Let it breathe, my friend. Stuffing it in there for too long is not good for the organ."