This is a true story.
A few months after my first gay experience as a straight man, I booked a session with a masseur at a massage parlour. I had no idea what he looked like, just his name and a few words about him.
I waited a while for him at the parlour, as apparently he'd not realised about the booking. A short man in his forties with a neat little beard and tattoos on his arms came up to me and apologised. I immediately realised two things. First, Tom was obviously gay. Second, although not on paper my type, I was quite attracted to him. I liked the fact that I was old enough to be his dad. Also -- well, you often can't put it into words. Something about his smile, and the gentle way he spoke.
We went down to the massage room in the basement. I always liked the idea of being massaged in the nude but never had the courage to ask for it. Same this time -- I had white underwear on, although a fully dressed Tom pulled the undies down quite a way to give me a good doing over on my gluteus maximus, which I loved.
While he was doing my feet, I discreetly (I thought) wanked myself, I was so turned on. He made no comment but on another occasion when asked said yes, he'd noticed.
When we were finishing I gave him a good tip, the first ever after a massage (it's not normal where I live). He profusely thanked me and mentioned that he was leaving the practice and would instead offer massages at his own apartment. I took his details, of course.
There followed several sessions at his apartment when I grew increasingly frustrated. On the first or second occasion I grew bold enough, after at first having my underwear pulled down a bit, to suggest that I take it off altogether. He reacted by asking if I was really sure, and admitting that it made the massage easier. Just my luck, I thought -- I'm attracted to a gay masseur, but he doesn't want to have sex with me. I'd always been terrified of asking girls out for fear of rejection, and the last thing I wanted to do was to annoy this man by being too forward or obvious.
He didn't touch my penis except accidentally when massaging the inside of my thighs. He did gently massage my belly, which nearly sent me crazy. Due to a prostrate operation I find it difficult for my cock to get hard, nor can I ejaculate, but I certainly wanted to, it was so erotic. He ignored my soft moans which were a bit of a hint.
Finally something did change on my fifth massage, although he never told me why.