After my first gay sex with Dan, I was confused. On the one hand I loved every part of the experience. I loved being seduced. I loved being kissed by a man. I loved feeling a man's body against me. And yes, I loved Dan's cock in my mouth and especially in my ass. On the other hand I did not see myself as gay. I knew that being gay was illegal and that I could be arrested for the sex I enjoyed. I did not want my life ruined by being labeled a fag. But when you are 19 years old and a skinny, long haired guy apparently women assumed that I was gay so I did not have much to lose by calling Dan the next weekend.
In fact I visited Dan every weekend for two months. Every visit was the same. I'd call him from the "L" station. He'd pick me up at his station and we'd neck in his car before we drove to his apartment. Once there we'd get naked and get into bed. We'd look at some porn, almost always an older man with a young one. Once we looked at porn with two older men enjoying the mouth and ass of a slim young man. From the porn we'd move to kissing and stroking. I'd cum from that and we'd rest for a moment. Then I'd move to his cock where I'd lavish attention on his mushroom head and long shaft. I'd stroke myself off a second time to the pleasure of his cock in my mouth. Then the best part, with Dan making sweet love to me with his cock buried deep in my ass. I felt his lust and pleasure as he shot his sperm deep into me and I'd come for a third time and pass out from the pleasure.
The next Sunday I called him Dan said he had a surprise for me. When I climbed the subway stairs, there was Dan in shorts and an ill-fitting tee shirt stretched over his belly. We got into his car and started kissing. Dan said, "I told you there was a surprise for today but I can't tell you what it is till we get to my place. I can tell you that it is planned around the things you love the best when we are together."
I had no idea what he meant but by the time I was about to ask him a question we were at his apartment.
"The surprise is inside. If you don't like it you are free to say so. Your enjoyment of our time together is important to me as is the pleasure we share. Are you ready to see what it is?"
"Yes. You have me curious and nervous, but I don't really understand what this is about."
"Trust me, I would not have planned this if I thought it wouldn't please you."
We opened the door. The living room was dark, with the curtains drawn. We went inside, Dan shut the door behind us and put his arm around my waist. He pulled me close and said, "We're here, come on out."
The bedroom door opened and a man walked in. He was in a short robe that barely covered his belly. His legs were naked and I doubted that he had any underwear on. As he moved closer I could see that he was about 5'10 and balding. I guessed that he was about Dan's age of 58 or so.
"What is he doing here? What's going on?"
"I told you there was a surprise and here he is. His name is Alex and he is a special friend of mine. I told Alex all about us and he is here to help me have an experience with you that I have not been able to enjoy fully. Sam, you are a good little cocksucker. I've often come close to filling your mouth but I know how much you like to feel me inside your sweet skinny ass. I love that too so I stop myself from coming in your mouth and filling your stomach with my essence. I asked Alex here to join us so that I could experience the pleasure of coming in your mouth and having you swallow my load. Alex will then be able to fill your ass just as you like. Questions?"
I was stunned. I'd only touched Dan and never even thought of anyone else. While I knew that Dan had other lovers, it never occurred to me that he would bring them into our relationship. Was Dan getting tired of me? Did he want to dump me?
"Dan, you know that I want to please you and your pleasure from me is important. Now that you told me that your pleasure wants to finish in my mouth, I can give that to you. While I have never tasted any sperm I know from the porn that guys do that and that swallowing will not harm me, so I can do that too. But how will you feel watching me make love to another man? How do you know he will even want to touch me that way?"
Dan said "Don't worry about me watching you with Alex. I know from experience that he is a good lover and will fill your desires. It will be exciting to watch you get pleasured from someone else as you learn more about your gay self."
Alex said, "Dan you did not do Sam's description any justice. He is prettier then you said. How could I not want to hold him, kiss him, have him lick me and fill his sweet ass. Sam come on over here. Dan said you are a great kisser. Let's see if he was telling the truth."
Dan whispered to me, "Yes, go on over to Alex and see if you like kissing him."
Dan took his arm away from my waist and patted my ass. I was unsure but I wanted to please Dan and that desire took over. I took the two steps over to Alex who opened his arms and hugged me close to him. His belly stopped me and he put a hand on my cheek and his other hand took mine. He leaned down to kiss me and his lips softly touched mine. He held me and his tongue slipped between my lips. Our kiss grew passionate as his size difference imposed his will on me. He moved my hand to his cock. I felt it grow and heat up as I touched him. His cock was thick, thicker then Dan's but not as long. I was kissing Alex and stroking him when Dan said that we needed to go to the bedroom. Alex broke off the kiss and let go of my hand so I'd release his cock.
We got to the bedroom I knew so well and saw that Dan had prepared it for the three of us. There was a chair in a corner of the room that hadn't been there before. There were pillows in front of the chair and I figured that they were for my knees. Dan and I undressed. The three of us were naked and excited. All three cocks were hard.
Dan stood in front of the chair and called me over to him. "Start by kissing me and taking me in your arms."
I did as instructed. Dan was more forceful then he'd been before, maybe he was trying to impress Alex or maybe he just wanted more control over me. In either event his tongue was in my mouth and I pulled him close to me. Dan made a small space between us and his hands went to my nipples. He kissed me again and pinched my nipples. The sensation was intense and my cock jumped. I was moaning and gasping for breath.
"Here is a new path for my pleasure to move from me to you. Your nipples are a fem part of you and they are accepting my pleasure into you. Accept the pleasure into your brain and your cock. Now start kissing your way down my chest and belly till you are on your knees before me."
Alex said, "Sam you look so lovely as you are moving down Dan's chest. Kiss his belly as you move to your knees. God, it is hot watching you."
There I was, on my knees with Dan's cock staring me in the eye. I knew him well having sucked and licked him every weekend, but this was new. We were always in bed but being on my knees felt different, more like a woman, then a man somehow. I kissed the mushroom head while stroking the long shaft. There was moaning of pleasure from all three of us.
"Look up at me. Open your eyes and look up at me while you kiss my head. Do you feel how different this is. How sexy you look with those big eyes and long hair.
Open yourself to my pleasure. I see it in your face as you are open to pleasing me."
