(This is my Valentine's Day 2025 entry. I usually don't write LGBTQA stories so I'm very interested in people's comments and criticisms. Please rate and vote!)
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"Come on Jeremy baby....don't be like that. Let's both be adults and admit we had fun. Now that fun is over and it's time to grow up." said the blonde-haired man as he wiped red wine off his glasses.
"You BASTARD! You lying deceitful asshole! I can't think of anything bad enough to say to you! We've been together for three years and you said you loved me! Now let me get this right you're breaking up with me? So all the time we were a couple, all the mornings in bed, the kisses, the hugs, the fucking...it meant nothing to you? You just wanted to get ahead, experiment...be fun at parties?" yelled Jeremy incredulously.
He'd already tossed the expensive red wine in Peter's face but he still had the wine bottle. It was all he could do, not to smash it on Peter and then stab him with the broken shards.
"Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy...honestly DON"T be such a child. You have that fireman's body...muscles and ass so tight. I did love fucking a sizzling hottie like you. You suck cock better than most women. But, you know who I am! You know what my parents expect of me! Did you honestly think we could be married like in some romantic fairy tale? Even a child knows fairy tales aren't real!"
"Someday, hopefully, sooner rather than later, I'm going to be mayor of this entire city....IF I play my cards right I'll be Prime Minister. DON"T get all new-age and say gay men can be elected officials...gay people can do anything. That's true BUT Statistics say a straight, white man is the most likely person to be elected! DON"T be selfish, I've had fun fucking you but this is not about YOU, so don't take it SO personally. It's all about the math and statistics. I have to do what's right for MY family and future.
"A white trash fag like you is definitely great at sucking cock, I'll tell you that as many times as you want--- you give the best blow jobs I've ever had BUT you are not right for MY family or future. However, Thanks to MY family's influence and money you're getting a promotion at work. Look on the bright side, that comes with a massive pay raise! Besides, you're on track to become the commissioner of the entire Toronto Fire Department."
"I've paid off the lease on our penthouse apartment. That's a penthouse apartment in downtown Toronto, you've gotten a promotion and are on track to become the Toronto Fire Department's Commissioner. You've turned quite a profit for three years of fun at parties. " stated Peter. He was explaining away their entire relationship.
Jeremy stared at him in horror, heard everything and understood nothing. This break-up was coming out of the blue. Just this past weekend, he and Peter had amazing sex, multiple times in one day. He'd found a receipt from Tiffany's in the trash. Jermey thought they were having dinner because Peter was going to propose. After all early February couple's dates at Michelin star restaurants were for marriage proposals?
Sobs started to rack Jeremy's body and he was at a loss for words. He LOVED Peter.
"Look, Jeremy, don't make such a scene. You didn't have to toss the red wine at me, this is a custom-made Hermes shirt for Christ's sake! A white trash faggot like you could work for a hundred years and not be able to afford this. Let's just say our goodbyes, like adults."
"I've already moved everything out of the apartment. You've been a hot piece of ass...but it's not like I'm gay...you're the faggoty one." Peter was trying to get the red wine out of his Hermes shirt.
"Anyway, my mother's arranged for me to marry Kendra. I have a very expensive ring from Tiffany's and there's an engagement party this weekend. I'd invite you to come but I'm afraid you'll make a scene. You can be uncouth and unclassy. It's not your fault really. You're such white trash, everyone knows white trash can't keep their tempers in check.
My engagement party is going to have roses, champagne, oysters....the whole nine yards! Mother is going all out, we're sparing no expense. Both the Toronto Star's Society page's editor and Vogue Magazine's Society editor are going to be there. Toronto's mayor is coming too! Now be a man for once, don't cry and pout. DON"T be selfish and ruin this for me. You have an apartment and a pay raise, that's all a white trash faggot like you needs." stated Peter. He had some red wine and cut into his steak.
"BUT, I love you and you've repeatedly said Kendra is a gold-digging bitch. You said she was the worst woman in the world. You said she was staying in Tokyo." yelled Jermey. He couldn't believe this was happening He loved Peter and Peter loved him? This was a joke...Peter was going to pull out the ring and start laughing anytime. Then they'd go home and well...ultimately, the only thought Jeremy could form was that he loved Peter. Love was all that a couple needed?
"The whole gold-digger is the best thing about it...right?" laughed Peter. She can have her affairs and I can have mine, with WOMEN naturally. We wouldn't want online blogs or TMZ gossiping about me and men. Think of what that would do for ME and MY political career. A high-roller lifestyle, that's what I'm going to have.
Well, not you...never you. Kendra and I are going to lead a high-roller lifestyle. I'm going to be mayor of Toronto and someday Prime Minster of Canada. Oh for Christ's sake Jeremy, stop being a pissy baby. Here's a napkin...why don't you go wipe your eyes or something? Calm down and no hysterics, this is a classy restaurant, people might recognize me and film me on their phones.
Now for Christ's sake, grow up and don't ruin dinner. We're not going to talk about this anymore. As far as you and I are concerned we just had fun at parties. Now suck it up buttercup, be a man, go wash your face." ordered Peter. However, if you'd like to give me one last blow job as a parting gift, or wedding present, I wouldn't say no. Peter dismissed Jeremy like nothing had ever happened and continued eating his steak.
"Uhmm....right," said Jeremy. He didn't know what he was supposed to say. He wanted to break one of the restaurant's solid oak chairs over Peter's head or stab Peter with the shattered wine bottle. But, as a fireman he taken an oath to help and care for people...blah...blah..blah. Oaths mean a lot to Jeremy. He was a man who kept his word. Jeremy expected others to keep theirs too. When Peter told Jeremy they were lovers and meant to be, Jeremy believed him. Peter wouldn't lie. Jeremy had loved Peter...no that wasn't right. Jermy still loved Peter.
Tears continued to stream from Jeremy's face and his eyes were all red and puffy. He knew he had dinner back at the table, a Michelin star dinner too but Jeremy could not eat nicely with Peter. Jeremy turned off the faucet and left his phone on the counter. Yes, it had pictures on it, his CandyCrush high score...whatever. But, it didn't matter. Did anything matter?
Jeremy's entire world and belief system had been turned upside down and shaken like a snow globe. The whole package of lies. A thought in the back of his head told Jermy that he should get out of Dodge before Peter came in for a blow job.
Jeremy took his bus pass out. He got on a bus and rode away. Jeremy's heart was shattering into a million pieces. He rode all night through the confusing streets of Toronto. He had no idea where he was going. Jeremy knew he wasn't going back to the luxury apartment.
Dawn was rising, it melted a light February frost off the grass when Jeremy found himself at his mother's house. Jeremy didn't want to talk to his mother. She'd just fuss and hug him. She'd call him her baby and make him breakfast. Jeremy didn't want tender love and care. He didn't know what he wanted.
He went to the garage behind the house and kicked in the rotting door. It wasn't hard, Jeremy was a firefighter. He'd done it many times and the wood was ancient. Inside the garage lay Jeremy's father's ancient 1970s GTO.
It was not a practical car for Canadian winters but it was a boss car. Jeremy felt like driving around in something awesome instead of his Ford Fiesta. His Dad had bought it to cruise around and pick up chicks. Once he married Jeremy's mother the GTO had been relegated to the garage. Jeremy needed to get away from everything. This was the only car he knew of without any modern GPS tracking system. He pulled the GTO out of the garage and drove. Only the open road and all of Canada lay ahead of him.
Bitter tears still fell, Jeremy didn't want any of Peter's shit but he still wanted Peter. Jeremy had loved Peter and he still loved Peter. At twenty-two, Jeremy was young, yes but that didn't mean he was foolish, his love for Peter had been pure, mean and true. Jeremy had taken Peter at his word. Jeremy knew that was his problem. He expected everyone to stand by their word.
For Jeremy, his and Peter's relationship had been more than sex. It just wasn't "fun at parties". He'd truly loved Peter. Jeremy had wanted to merge his atoms with Peter's. Jeremy blamed himself for being so trusting....so naive and gullible. Jeremy knew he was an idiot. Tru love...what was that?
The vast Toronto suburbs faded away as Jeremy drove into the early morning sunrise. He didn't even know what he was driving towards...if anything. He drove for miles and hours. If the car needed gas, he stopped and got it. If he needed food, Jeremy stopped. So it went for everything Jeremy needed.
Jeremy's destiny was about to collide with him. He just didn't know when it was going to happen. Jeremy drove down long Canadian roads in silence and anonymity. Jermy didn't want any contact with the modern world. The modern world was too noisy and Jermey was sure the news would cover Peter and Kendra's engagement. Jeremy wandered, for now, waiting for his fate.