"Haaaaa...It sure is slow on Tuesdays. I really need to start bringing a book with me. The boss wouldn't mind, right? Thank god the next appointment is almost here. I'm dying of boredom. Okay, is everything in place? Cleaned? Presentable? Alright then, any second now..."
"Oh, thank god. Hello! Welcome to ReveReal Lounge! Please make yourself comfortable! If there's anything you need before we begin, please let me know!"
"Hey, your shirt...I recognize that college! So you're one of the football players from there, huh? Very nice! Oh! Just to be safe, you're not skipping out on classes for this, are you? I mean, I can't control what you do, but you are paying to attend."
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"Oh! You have no classes today! Gotcha! Let's begin then! Palm, please?"
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"Now, what are we working with? I see your football team. Okay, starting off standard. Though they all look rather blurry. Almost like tunnel vision, actually. So, who's the focus? It seems to be...ah! There he is! One of your teammates! Huh. The way you envision him. There's practically sparkles all around him...Aaaah. I get it now. You have feelings for him."
"You think he feels the same way, but you nor him have made a move. So you want to use this session as a push to ask him out. Pretty smart, not gonna lie. Not a lot of people do that here but they should, in my opinion."
"The amount of times you've thought about having sex with him must have driven you crazy, huh? The way you looked at him was definitely lustful. You do like him romantically, but he sure is a looker, isn't he? Really nice assets. Hohoh! Is that jealousy I see in your eyes!? Don't worry, I know a man in love when I see one!"
"I know what you're going to say, don't try to deny it. I think it's really sweet! You just need the right push to get the man of your dreams, right? Well, this drink right here should do the trick!"
"Your brain will have full control of the setting, so you don't have to worry about anything. And he will act exactly how he always acts around you. You know, just to make it more believable to you. You know him best, after all. But this will be all in your head. So try to be a little adventurous with him, yeah? Now, enjoy! Something tells me I'll see a more confident man come out when you're done."
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I entered the locker room as I finished practicing on the field to find it empty. This was something that happened from time to time. I would practice by myself after everybody left and be at it for another hour. By the time I got to the locker room, everybody has changed and left.
Have to say, this dream thing? Pretty realistic already. I could already feel the dampness of my clothes from the sweat of my practice. And my smell? Geez. Dream or no dream, I was taking a shower. I would always only notice how bad I smelled right after practice or a game. Though the fact I would always stay later than the others was probably also to blame.
Many of my teammates would often tease me on trying to gain more muscle than I already have. As if that was the only reason I could be doing all of that. I'm trying to get better at the game, not get a better physique. I'm already big enough. But they like to joke around like that. They wouldn't be jocks if they didn't. I've always found that sense of humor a little lacking, but that's just me.
I made my way to my locker to, I suppose, change out of my gear. Don't know if something is supposed to happen before I do that but I figured I should do what I normally do and see where it takes me. As I got to the isle where my locker is, I made my turn and saw the lines of lockers that I was familiar with seeing and the long bench that was in the middle of the isle. I also noticed someone was standing right beside my locker.
My heart skipped a beat.
Looking down on his phone stood a cougar beastman who was almost as muscular as me. He still had his jersey and shorts on, but he already took off the pads, helmet, and gloves. His tail was swinging back and forth as he was just scrolling on his phone. My money was on some social media website.
He was one of my teammates, Abel Edirs. And I fought hard not to look him up and down on instinct.
It wouldn't be a stretch to say that his clothes were form fitting. Though it wasn't the clothes' fault. Why? Because he has the biggest pecs and ass I have ever seen. It was thanks to them that everything he wore looked to be tight on him.
But god, did I love looking at them.
His pecs were like a woman's breasts; fat, all bouncy when he so much as breathed, and with nipples so thick that they can poke out of his shirt. The number of times I've thought about sucking them is embarrassingly high. And his ass? I don't know what he does to make them that big, but they are bigger than bowling balls.
Okay, so I AM thirsting after him like a sex-crazed maniac but there's more to it than that. He's also the teammate that I get along with the best. He's funny, kind, has the most breathtaking smile, and is always a peacemaker. It's safe to say that he is the voice of reason out of the team. While I would just roll my eyes and tell them to fuck off (never in a bad way), he would be the one to calm everyone down and talk it out. But he can also be very playful when the mood strikes him. God, exactly my type.
Abel looked up and noticed me. He smiled and put his phone away as he walked towards me. In my peripheral vision, I could see those pecs of his bounce slightly, making me gulp.
"Hey! There you are! I've been waiting for you, so I decided to stick around until you finished."
I was about to apologize until he stopped me, "No! No! It's alright! I know how important training is for you. I didn't mind waiting."
I felt my body go a little hot. No one, not even my own family, have patience with me when I practice. But he does. Moments like this always make me want to wrap my arms around his waist and pull him to me.
Abel gave a light laugh, "Honestly, if I had your stamina, I would have joined you! But I'm still a little sore from the drills coach put us through. I don't know how you do it!"
I tried to downplay it, saying that I'm just too hardheaded to stop, but he was having none of it.
"Don't give me that! You put in so much effort for this team! We wouldn't be where we are if you weren't around! Makes me really admire you!"
He's said things like this similar in the past. When we would hang out, just the two of us, he would compliment me on my skills and build. Saying how hard I must have worked to get them. I would in turn compliment him back, because he was no slouch on skills and looks either. It sometimes led to some lighthearted wrestling matches with us laughing and enjoying ourselves. Making me wish that those days would last longer.
I comment on how much he brings to the team as well; how he always brings everyone together and takes care of them when they get injured or tired. I knew saying this would get a blush out of him like previous times, and it did.
With some rosy cheeks, he laughed, "Okay, okay, we don't need a repeat of what happened last week. I was so embarrassed, I felt I could die."
I let out a heavy laugh at that. I remember that day. I was giving him so many compliments that his whole face was turning red. He tried to cover his face with his hands, but the damage was already done. It was beyond cute.
After recovering, I asked him if everything was okay, since he was waiting for me. He seemed to have remembered what he was there, because he let out a light cough and gave me a sheepish smile.
"Right, right. Well, if I'm gonna be honest? I just really wanted to spend time with you."
I looked at him in surprise. He gave me a shrug in return.
"If that's alright with you."
I ended up stuttering that it was fine and that I would love to hang out with him. God, I never stutter. I was making myself look like a fool. And this wasn't even the real Abel! (Though it was a pretty convincing one.)
He smiled at me, "Great! I was thinking we can just relax and watch a movie?"
A movie. Funny that he asked for that. But also fitting. The last time we watched a movie, we were at my frat and ended up cuddling with each other on the couch. Yes, cuddling. We didn't even notice until we looked at each other's faces and saw how close we were. I swear to everything I loved that, in that moment, everything froze and we leaned in closer. With the full intent of having our lips connect. I could never forget that look on his face. He looked so peaceful and willing.
Our lips were only millimeters apart before my door opened violently and in came my drunk roommate. Both me and Abel jumped off the couch so high, I wouldn't have been surprised if we hit the ceiling. Thankfully, my roommate didn't see anything with how drunk he was, but it was enough to embarrass Abel so much that he excused himself and left. We never talked about it and just continued as if nothing happened.
That plagued my mind ever since. The what if. What could have happened next. Everything. And here I was, reliving that moment. If only it was really Abel in front of me. But I need to know if I have what it takes to do it in real life. This was a trial run of sorts. And I intended to make the most of it.
I lifted my hand and reached for Abel's face. He looked a little confused, but didn't move an inch. When I placed it in his cheek and stroked it gently, he responded by nuzzling on my hand with a purr. I felt like I could die hearing that. That was the sound he made when he was pleased with something. That was the sound he made when we were accidentally cuddling.
I leaned forward, face closing in on him. I could see a blush return to him before he softened his features and leaned forward too. It felt like hours were passing by as we got closer until, finally, our lips met.
My entire body felt like I was being struck by lightning. I've dreamed (poor choice of words) of this moment for so long, it always felt out of reach. In the back of my mind, I wondered if it would feel like this if I actually kissed him. Maybe even better? No, it had to be better. This was just a sample of how it would actually be with him. But I still wanted more. I needed to know.
Abel's purring vibrated my lips, clearly pleased. I separated from him a bit to see his face and saw how enamored he looked.
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Haaaa
...Wow. I've, I've always wanted to do that with you. That was..."