We attended a Christian High School. He and I were best friends who believed all of the things they taught us in the Baptist School. We were in our final year, both of us eighteen and ready to take on the world. We were having a sleepover at his place one Friday night in Middletown, Delaware. The sofa bed fit us both comfortably as we watched tv, and it had never occurred to me to have gay sex with anyone, let alone, my best friend. The lights were off, we sat in the glow of the television, flipping channels.
"Her tits look nice," Joe said.
I laughed, it was shameful to talk that way, according to our religion, "Yeah, they do," I replied.
"Would you like to be sucking her tits?"
"Oh yeah," I sighed, imagining that, finding that I was getting slightly aroused, "I would love to suck on her titties," I said, still not thinking a thing about being so aroused while next to a guy.
He was suddenly quiet and I suddenly felt very horny, I looked over at him, laying there, we were both in underwear and it was obvious that he was aroused too. I suddenly wanted him, although it was very wrong, I realized that I was being tempted to do something that was very evil, I could go to hell for these suddenly nasty thoughts. They had told us so many bad things about gay people, and how there was nothing gay about what was going on. I suddenly felt hornier than I had ever felt.
"Do you want to try it?" he asked, his voice low and husky, there was no question as to what, "it," was. I did want to try, but I was terrified. I did not say a word. "Do you want to try it?" he asked again, turning to face me, I felt so sinful, so evil for what I wanted then, I never felt like this before, it was so wrong. I did want it.
"Yes," I said, as he, still looking into my eyes, began to lower his underwear, and I saw the first hard cock that I had ever seen. It was so stiff, slightly longer than my own and it curved off to the left, only slightly. I pulled down my own underwear, my own cock was harder than it had ever been before, I was terrified, but on the other hand, I wanted him so bad. He smiled and reached over, grabbing my hard cock, his hand felt so good, I moaned and quickly reached my hand over to his, grabbing it, it felt so warm, so hard, I began to stroke it, we both looked into each other's eyes.
"Do you want to kiss?" he asked, leaning into my mouth.