"Shit. I've been avoiding him," Steve Taggert thought as he pulled a number from the machine at the barber's shop. If he'd seen Craig Littleton before he'd taken the number, he might have just turned around and left at the door. As it was, he'd gotten in ahead of a small crowd of men going to the machine after he'd gotten his number. A small victory in life was knowing the guy who walked into the barber shop right after you was going to have to wait twenty minutes longer than you to get his hair cut.
Littleton saw him and waved. Steve smiled back and, luckily, there wasn't a vacant waiting chair beside Littleton. Steve passed him by and went to the back of the shop. Unfortunately, there was a vacant chair next to the one he sat at.
"Shit again," Steve intoned under his breath. Littleton had left his seat and was coming to the back of the shop to sit next to Steve while they waited for a barber's chair to be vacant when their number came up. Steve hoped Littleton's number was next, although it didn't look like any of the barbers would be ready for a new head of hair in the next ten minutes.
Littleton had been friendly with Steve before recent events—before the local high school basketball phenom, Jeeter Malone, had been starting to look for a basketball college program. He had been all-state last year, in his junior year, and would undoubtedly make that team this year as well. North Carolina was a major university basketball state. All of the big teams were rushing him. Steve had gone to Hanson University in the Midwest, also a good basketball school, and Steve had been a star on that team eight years previously. It was natural that he'd want a high school phenom in his own Winston-Salem, North Carolina, town to go to his school rather than one of the Carolina colleges.
That's where Craig Littleton came in. He was a major donner and recruiter for the Hanson alumni. He'd put Jeeter Malone, Steve Taggert, Hanson University, and basketball together and had started leaning on Steve to help recruit Jeeter. Until now, he'd given Steve the cold shoulder, though. It wasn't because Steve had been a star basketball player at Hanson, because he had been; it wasn't because Steve wasn't rich, because he was. He was an Adidas promotional rep throughout the state. And it wasn't because Steve didn't contribute heavily to Hanson, because he did. It was because Steve was gay and was known to be.
But now Littleton really, really wanted to recruit Jeeter away from the Carolina schools, and he thought Steve could help with that.
"Have you thought about approaching Jeeter Malone about taking the Hanson offer, Steve?" Craig leaned into him and asked in a low tone.
"Hello, Craig. Good to see you too," Steve answered, but he gave a sigh and continued, "I have but I don't know what I could say that would influence him."
"You were a basketball star at Hanson."
"Eight years ago. We're in North Carolina, which is crawling with current university-level basketball stars."
"Yes, but you have a leg up on all those we know about."
"How so?" Steve asked, not sure he wanted to hear the answer. And it turned out that he didn't.
"Jeeter is gay. That's not well known, but we ferreted that out. And you're gay. And you're versatile, I'm told—by Cliff Neilson, if you are thinking of disputing me—so you can manage anything he wants."
"Whoa, Craig. I don't think that means—"
"I think it does mean something. We can put you close to him. He plays a lot ball on Saturday mornings at the Y. They have an opening for a volunteer basketball coach on Saturday mornings. You could get that job. Jeeter's nineteen. He was held back a year in elementary school. He's good to make his own decisions."
"That doesn't sound—"
"I've discussed you with Howard Stallings, the regional Adidas manager. He—"
"Hold on, Steve, I don't like—"
But Craig Littleton wasn't listening. "Stallings said that as long as they have to live with reaction to you being gay, they might as well get some mileage out of it. Speak of the devil. There's Jeeter now."
The young man was standing by the number machine, looking around at the filled chairs of men waiting for their haircuts. He had a panicked look on his face—enough so that the manager of the barbershop, who was cutting hair, spoke up. Of course he knew Jeeter by sight. This was a sports town.
"What's the matter, Jeeter? You look like you lost your best friend."
"I think I'm gonna lose something," the tall, slender, good-looking black youth answered. "You got a long waiting line. I just got out of class and Coach put me in a vice. Don't be late to practice, he said, and don't bother to come to practice without a haircut. Either one and you're benched three games, he said. If I'm bench for three games, I can't—"
"Here, you can have my number," Steve said, standing up from down the line of chairs. "I think I'm up after the next two. I'm not in a hurry. Give me your number." They exchanged number slips.
"That's nice of you, but it's OK," the barber shop manager said. "If none of the gentlemen waiting cares if we help this basketball star not miss games, we'll take him next." No one in the shop objected.
Jeeter went from almost crying to acting like he'd gone to heaven. He walked over to Steve with a big smile on his face and said, "Thanks, man, you saved my ass."
"No problem," Steve said. The two exchanged numbers back, Steve having already given his up. In doing to, they spent a bit more time than was necessary with their hands together before the exchange and a look going between them that registered more than basic gratefulness. Jeeter was unguarded in his interest in the man holding his hand.
The look wasn't lost on Craig Littleton.
Jeeter found a seat further up the line and Littleton leaned into Steve and whispered, "That was the god of Hanson speaking. The boy wants you. You've got this."
"Screw you," Steve said. But his voice wasn't too steady. This was the first time he'd seen the strapping black youth up close. He knew the import of the look that had gone between him and Jeeter as well—no, better—than Craig Littleton did. They'd exchanged looks before. A gay bar was another place a nineteen-year-old athlete shouldn't be, but they'd both been in one one night and had given each other a raw and open look before passing on.
"Yes, that's what I'm talking about," Littleton murmured, and he laughed. "But I understand it would be you screwing him."
The basketball star soon was in a barber's chair. As his hair was being cut, he was looking at Steve with something more than gratitude in his gaze. Steve looked back. Littleton kept poking Steve in his ribs with an elbow and popping his tongue in his cheek.
Steve wanted to scream, but he didn't.
Then Jeeter was out the chair with his buzz cut and without his dreadlocks. He turned at the register and gave Steve another look before leaving the barber shop. After Craig had gotten his haircut, he came back to where Steve was sitting before he went to the register to pay.
"Think about it, Steve," Littleton said. "Hanson could win the conference for this kid's last two years if you help get him there."
"I'll think about it," Steve answered. His first thought was to say that just to get Craig Littleton off his back for today at least, but, when he thought about it longer, he knew he'd probably give in—and not for any reason Littleton would assume he had.
"I'll get you the portfolio of what we can offer the kid."
"Make it the best deal you have to offer. I'll look it over. But tell the program to make its best offer. If I decide to talk to him, I don't want to get into any negotiations. It will either be a yes or no."
"You understand that I'm suggesting that you do more than just talk to the kid."
"Yes, I understand." Don't push me, Steve thought, with irritation. "I haven't decided yet whether I'll do this."
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