August 27, 1944
Paul jerked and shuddered at the sound of the salvo of gunfire that penetrated through to his cell from across the courtyard.
He looked around the small cell. Stone floor, walls, and ceiling. a cot suspended down from chains on the wall at one side. A drain in the corner with a chamber pot next to it. The Ritz it was not. This was anything but putting on the Ritz. He'd come down far and quite suddenly in the world, and he was somewhat bewildered at the judgment of "collaborator." He'd lived in a dream world, floating above Paris in the occupation. The others living in the Paris Ritz had been the same. And most of the others were still doing the same, going on with a carefree life of excess and denial in the lap of luxury that was the Ritz.
He really had little idea why he had come to this. He was completely apolitical. But then maybe that was the problem. But he'd had his run at it, hadn't he?
He heard the key turn in his cell door and the scrape of the metal as the door opened.
"It's time," his jailer, who was standing in the door, said. Just that. That was all that could be said at this end of Paul's life. A Catholic priest stood behind the jailer, pretending to look sad and concerned.
Another salvo of gunfire sounded from the courtyard, and Paul winced.
* * * *
June 14, 1940
The aspect was one of stark contrasts. A trim, young, ethereal, platinum-blond figure floated above the swarthy, dark, heavily hirsute, slightly bloated, older body on the double bed, sheets and coverlet all awry, in the shadow of the large, loft room in Paris. Paul Stainer, nineteen-year-old second son of a Chicago meat-packing empire magnate, had come to Europe to pursue the free Bohemian lifestyle. Specifically, he had come in search of the artistic lifestyle. He himself was a gifted painter, albeit in need of brushing up against art icons. And, more specifically, he had come in search of artists with big cocks and the want of a young man in their bed. He came craving the notoriety of having been the lover of some of the most brilliant mid-twentieth-century artistic minds on the Continent. He came with the need to overcome the shadow of being a second, embarrassment, son.
It was exactly because of what Paul openly sought that his parents were content with the young man doing, as they put it, "an extended European tour," even at his young age, and were happy to wire him the money that kept him in Europe.
Noell Giroux was a notable French charcoal artist and sculptor of forty-two, with a big cock.
Both were naked on the bed, Noell Giroux, like a reclining black bear, on his back, his hands holding the beautifully proportioned figure saddled on his hips at the waist, and the ephemeral white-marbled skin of the "David" undulating above him, slowly rotating his pelvis and rising and falling on the thick, long cock buried up inside him. Only the slight quickening of the young man's pace on working the cock in every direction, the faster stroking of his own cock with his hand, the strain apparent in the intense look on his face, the backward arch of his back, and the white-knuckled grip he had on a knee of Giroux' raised and bent legs betrayed how close he was to spouting his seed.
"Are you near to coming?" the pelted bear murmured.
"Yes," Paul hissed through set teeth.
"Then I will too," Giroux said.
And then they did come nearly simultaneously, Giroux, by his ability to control himself, exhibiting his long experience in fucking young men. Despite the age, near obesity, and hairiness of the sculptor, Paul was satisfied by him sexually. Giroux
was
a recognized artist, he had a very nice cock, and he was an accomplished cocksman.
Minutes later Paul was at the oversized glass French doors across the room—the only window in the dimly lit attic loft, back pressed against the left door frame, right leg bent, foot lifted against the frame, smoking a cigarette, and looking out at the Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Paris across the Seine on the ȋle de la citè. The view of the cathedral was magnificent, as well it should be, as it was one of three requirements Giroux had had in choosing this garret to live in: He had to have space and ceiling height to be useful as an art studio, he had to have a clear view of Notre-Dame, and he had to be able to afford the rent himself so that he could bring young men home and fuck them in peace.
"Hold that pose," Giroux growled from the bed through the lit cigarette between his lips as he reached for his sketchbook and charcoals.
Paul bent the arm holding the cigarette and supported it under the elbow with the other arm. "Yes, just like that," Giroux said. "Lovely long, elegant lines. And the right leg hides the genitals. This will be commercial. Has anyone told you that you have a ripe, young, fuckable body?"
"Not since Tuesday," Paul answered in a flat, bored voice. "It's quiet down there. Much too quiet."
"What do you expect?" Giroux asked as he sketched. "Most of the city is gone. You should be gone as well. You could go. I worry that you will not go."
"Go where?" Paul asked. "And why, after all I had to do to be here?"
"It's inevitable that the Americans will come into the war against Germany," Giroux said. "The Germans are entering the city today. Can't you hear the rumble of their tanks? You may not be safe here for long."
"How long is long?" Paul asked. "Is it beyond today? If so, it can wait."
"You are trying too hard at this Bohemian lifestyle, I believe. I may not be here much longer myself. What will you do alone in the city?"
"Are all of the men of Paris going to disappear? Not a single rich and notable queer in need of a bed warmer staying on?"
"Most of the men who can will be gone, yes. And certainly the men who sleep with men; the Germans are known to be prudish and brutal toward such men."
"I think German men are much like any others—that they say one thing and do another. As long as the money keeps being wired, I'll be fine," Paul answered. "I was with Allard the portraitist before you. No doubt there will be a man for me after you too."
"You are a little whore, aren't you?"
"I do what I can," Paul said in the same tired, bored voice.
Both men were surprised by the sound of a loudspeaker from the streets below announcing a curfew for 8:00 p.m. that night and every night for the foreseeable future at the risk of being shot.
"And so the Nazi occupation of Paris begins," Giroux said in a heavy voice. "Life here will never be the same as it was. You really should leave, Paul. Life is not going to be easy in Paris now for a beautiful and promiscuous young gay American. German soldiers can be brutal, and I believe that you are correct—that their supposed hate for homosexuals can only enhance the brutality with which they fuck them."
"Are German soldiers known for having big dicks?" Paul asked, and then he laughed. He had come out of his pose when they'd been surprised by the loudspeaker broadcast. "Shall I—?"
"No, I'm finished with the portrait now," Giroux said and then, with a sigh, "So much is finished in Paris now. What you can do is come back here and ride my cock again."