I had served six years on a 10 years sentence for possession and weapons charges without any complications or problems. Looking forward to my trip in front of the Parole board soon only for them to tell me once again that I will not be released. I'm not mad it's just a part of life. My temper and my "I don't give a fuck" attitude got me where I am right now.
Sorry let me introduce my self. My name is Kevin Terrell, KT to everyone but my mother, grandmother and the government. Yes I am a 6'4, 250 pound brother from the hood. I've had six cellee's in the last three months, so when they threw him in with me I didn't think twice. I looked at the scared look on his face as he stood at the cell door trying to figure out if I was going to be the one that took his manhood.
"You just going to stand there or what?" I said as I continued to do my sit-ups.
"Hey new booty!" I heard one of the guys laugh as they walked past him.
"That ass look tight." Another joined in.
He pressed his ass against the wall hard.
"That's not going to help." I laughed. "If they want you they will get you."
"What can I do?" He asked with a tremble in his voice.
"Well!" I said getting up. "When I got here, someone thought that I was going to bend my knees so I shanked him."
He frowned and I laughed at the look on his face.
"Top bunk" I nodded in his direction as I went to play spades with my boys.
Chow time came and he didn't show up. I walked back in the pod to him sitting on my bunk.
"Move bitch" I said kicking him. "Stay off my bunk, fool!"
I took my shirt off and began doing my evening exercises.
"He said he's going to fuck me tomorrow." He said over and over.
Before I could say another word a guard called my name over the loud speaker. I put on my shirt before stepping out of my pod.
"Top bunk!" I said looking at him one last time.
I walked over to the cage as the guard looked at me. I turned around so he could put the cuffs on me. He escorted me to Warden Jones office. I stood in front of his desk until he acknowledged that I was there. He motioned for me to sit down and I did.
"I need your help." He said.
"My help?" I mumbled.
"Yes, yours!" he sat back looking at me. "The young man in your pod comes from a very rich family."
"So!" I mumbled rolling my eyes "What's that got to do with me."
"You are a smart man." Jones said "Protect him and his family will take care of you."
I just looked at him.
"And I can speak at your next parole hearing," He paused to see if I was interested, once he noticed he continued "Help you get out early."
Now he as speaking my language, my mother was sick and I needed to be home.
He fanned his hand for me to leave.
"Money!" I said stopping at the door "I'll do it for everything you have offered plus money on my books."
He just shook his head and I walked out to the female guard.
"Rich boy parents wants us to make special arrangements for him?" She laughed
"Yeah, I guess." I replied.
"I like you KT." She smiled. "Make sure they don't fuck you around."
"What makes you think I will protect him?" I asked.
"Jones knows you will." She replied. "He knows your mother is sick and you don't have any money on your books." She looked around. "Just play your cards right and don't let them fuck you around."
I walked back to my pod to three men standing in front of my new cellee.
"Please don't do this!" He cried
"What's up?" I asked stepping in "You guys lost."
"NAW, KT!" Jason said "Just welcoming the new booty."
"Well he's mine so step!" I said loudly.
"Please!" Gary mumbled. "You don't get down like that."
"I got 4 more years to go so I need some relief," I said. "So back off, he is mine and if anyone touches him and I find out it will be hell."
They all looked at me "We got you." Tim said walking past me to lean against the wall. "I'll put the word out."
"You want us to believe this shit?" Jason laughed
They all walked out and my cellee calmed down.
"Thank You!" He mumbled.
I grunted
"My name is Hayden." He said extending his hand.
I looked at it before pushing him up against the wall.
"If your family fucks me I will fuck you." I said "Then pass you to my homies."
He looked at me as I pressed my hand hard against his chest.
"Do you understand?" I said he shook his head yes.
I got a good look at him as he sulked in the corner. He was about 5'6, 130 pounds, long brown hair and green eyes. His skin was clear and a golden color telling me he liked to tan.
**
Conversation was short when we were alone but outside the pod he had to play a role "My Bitch" He kept up good appearance but I could tell something was going on with him.
He was standing at the end of the line waiting for chow, when I heard someone say today was the day that my cellie gets his.
"Hold my spot." I said to Jason, I walked to the back of the line and grabbed him by his shirt. "Get your ass up here."
I pushed him in line behind Jason.
"Dam man." Jason moaned then he looked back at Hayden, "Well if it ain't sweet cheeks."
"Who!" I asked.
"Nothing" He replied turning around.
Jones was standing in the hall as we walked by he smiled at Hayden who looked down at the ground.
Hayden grabbed a tray for himself and me, I watched as they dropped the slop on his tray then mine. I went to sit down as he walked behind me. "Get your ass over here now." I said.
Everyone looked up at him and laughed as he walked toward me. He was sitting between Jason and myself.
"You don't want that!" Garry said grabbing his bread off his try.
He just looked down, he didn't eat he just stared at the tray.
"Put his shit back!" I said.
"Man please" Garry laughed, "He is fair game like everyone."
"What did I tell you?" I said looking at him. He put the bread back as I stared at him.
"Thank you" Hayden mumbled looking up at me.
"Eat!" I commanded.
After I finished eating I pushed my tray in his direction as we all talked about home and our ex-girlfriends.
"Dam man his little ass isn't going to make it!" Jason said pointing at Hayden and the three men surrounding him. I could see one of them grabbing on his ass. I walked over and pushed pass them and grabbed Hayden.
"What are you doing punk?" Tyrone said stepping close to me.
"Maybe you didn't hear me the first time!" I said, "this is my bitch, if you fuck with him we got problems."
I looked at them "So do we have a problem?"
"We cool KT" One man said
"Learn to keep your bitch on a shorter leash" Tyrone said blowing a kiss as Hayden.
The others laughed at what he said
That's pretty much how things were. He was teased and I protected him and his ass virginity.
Then 3 months later he got a letter that changed everything.
I walked into our pod to him sitting on my bunk.
"Bitch what did I tell you about sitting on my bunk?" I yelled pulling him up.
He crushed his head against my chest and cried.
"My life is over!" He cried, "I'm going to die in this place."
I just stood as he held on to me.
"They cut me off!" He cried harder. "I did what she wanted and the fucking bitch sent the pictures anyway."
He cried as I looked at him, my not saying anything must have been a sign to him. He looked up at me and let go. He sat down as one of the pictures hit the floor. I picked the pictures up and it was a picture of him, with an all fucked out look on his face.
I began to laugh, "Here!" He yelled throwing the rest of the pictures and the letter in my direction before running out the pod.
As I looked at the pictures I could now see why he was so upset but after reading the letter I had a reason to be upset. After finding out he had sex with a man his father cut him off and he would be fair game to anyone in the prison. I just shook my head; I was starting to feel bad for him. Just reading that much made me realize that his father didn't give a dam about him. I went looking for him, as I walked over to the stairwell I could hear talking.
"You want us to believe that KT is fucking you?" I could hear Willie laughed.
Willie was the biggest queen walking around the prison.
I didn't hear a reply but knew he had to shake his head, something he would do often.
"Fuck all this talking!" Marcus yelled, "Pull your pants down. If he is fucking you with that horse cock of his your pussy would be gapping open!"
"Fine!" Hayden mumbled, "I have nothing left."
"All these queen's around here that wanted KT to be their boyfriend!" Jamie laughed, "He choice you. Someone that just walked thru the door."
Then it was quiet "So what are you all up to." The male voice said. "I see we have a special visitor today."
"KT ain't fucking you." Another voice said
I listened close and realized it was Jason and Garry.
"Stand up!" Jason said, "Let me check you out."
"Baby you didn't say you where going to fuck him!" Willie said
"Shut up! Bitch!" Jason said.
I stepped around and saw Hayden's face; the bruise by his lip pissed me off.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled slapping the back of Jason's head.
"Nothing!" Willie stammered.
The other queens were afraid of Willie, Willie was afraid of Jason but they all feared me.
"Get your ass up to the pod!" I commanded looking at Hayden.
He walked by me and I grabbed the back of his hair. "If I find out you have given up my shit!" I said pushing him "You're dead."
"Yes sir!" He replied walking with his head down to our pod.
I looked at Jason then Garry. "After six years you decide you want some ass." Jason mumbled. "Why him?"
I looked at Jason and laughed
"Dude!" Garry said, "You act like you are jealous."
"Fuck you!" Jason said storming off
"What I say?" Garry said hunching his shoulders.
"The obvious" I said walking away.
Jason was standing at the top of the steps by my pod.
"How could you KT?" Jason whispered, "When I begged you to fuck me you said no."
"Jason we are friends," I said "Boys from the same hood." I dropped my head not know what to say.