I got it occasionally, but not nearly enough as I wanted it and then much more vanilla than as I fantasized getting it. I was sure I'd be able to manage it. I wasn't a big guy, but I was in great shape. I had to be. My job as a decorator consultant at the interior decorator shop in Lakewood, a southwestern section of Denver, didn't bring in enough to cover my lifestyle. I supplemented that income with catalog sales men's fashions modeling. I had to look good and be trim. The cameras for a sales catalog didn't have to reveal that I was only five foot seven as long as everything else was in pleasing proportion.
Buddy and Chuck at the South Alameda Gym appeared to be a pair--I'd always seen them together at the gym--but what a pair they were. They were gorgeous man flesh and bulked up, bodybuilder muscular. Every muscle they had was fully developed. When I was on the floor the same time they were, I fantasized about how developed the muscle was I couldn't see--and there wasn't much about their bodies I couldn't see at the gym. They were real exhibitionists. But they had every reason to be proud of what they had and they had such smooth moves that I couldn't keep my eyes off of them.
I, of course, being a little guy, had a fetish for big, muscular men. I melted to these two. I'm sure they became aware of that.
Of late, they'd been looking at me while I worked out too. It made me all twittery inside and it made me go hard while I worked out. I was sure, though, that me going hard wasn't anything like either of them going hard.
The only real difference between the two--they both sported buzz cuts and shaved their bodies, except for trimming their pits, if they naturally were hairy--was that Chuck was white and Buddy was black. They both had no-nonsense expressions and when they each looked at me, I felt they could strip me right down and grade every part of me. The focus of their lives obviously was physical fitness. It made me want to make the most of my body in working out at the gym.
I admitted to myself that I wanted them, separately or together. I'd been fucked by guys before, but I hadn't been doubled before. I fantasized about being sandwiched. They looked like mean sons of bitches, and I was aching to try that out. I figured they were both hung like bulls--that their cocks went with the rest of them in size and power--and I had been in training for weeks before they approached me. I was too shy to approach them, although I put myself out there as much as possible and did moves when I exercised that showed I was really flexible for my size--I'd been on the gymnastics team at Colorado State in Fort Collins--and available. What I couldn't show them in the gym was that I'd gotten myself a King Cock twelve-incher dildo, with a three-inch width and nine-point-five-inch girth--one big, thick muvva. Learning to accommodate that pretty much prepared me for anything, I thought.
The day they finally came at me back in the corner of the locker room at the gym, I was ready and willing--and, I trusted, able.
"Hey, look here, we've finally got Cutie Pie away from the floor," a voice from one side of me said.
And right after that, from the other side, "You've been giving us the eye, little guy. You a player? You act like you want to be a player."
And there they were, the white guy, Chuck, circling to the back of me and reaching out and taking my upper arm on both sides, and the black guy, Buddy, saddling up in front of me. They both towered over me by some nine inches each and, bulked up as they were, each of them was probably one and a half times my weight--easy.
"Do we intimidate you, or do we excite you?" Chuck asked.
I ached to be restrained and manhandled--and fucked.
"Uh, can I help you guys?" I asked. I was more nervous than I thought I'd be if they made a move on me, which I was beginning to think they weren't. I didn't want to discourage them now that we were at the point I'd dreamed of. But, shit, they were both huge.
"Yes, you intimidate me," I said, being truthful, "but..."
"But we excite you to," Chuck filled out the thought. He laughed. Facing me, Buddy sniggered.
Buddy was only in a jockstrap and Chuck just with a towel around his waist. As they sandwiched me between them, Buddy's hands coming around me and palming my pecs and Chuck's hands grasping my waist on both sides as his towel slipped off him. He was in erection and, as I surmised, he would be, he was huge. He eyes followed where mine were directed and he laughed.
"Like what you see?" he asked.
"Yes," I mumbled.
"Louder. I can't hear you," he barked.
"Yes," I answered, in a louder, but shaking voice.
He was just coming from the showers and I had been on my way there, so I was just in a towel around my waist too. But not for long.
"Let's see what you got," Chuck said. He pulled on that at my waist, and my towel joined his on the floor of the entrance off the locker room back to an unlit corridor with offices and massage rooms on either side. They obviously were in use right now, the dinner hour.
There was no hiding that I was interested. I was hard as a rock for them.
"Nice," he said. "All in perfect proportion."
"You can help us if you take cock," Buddy whispered in my ear. "And the way you've been mooning over us the last couple of weeks, I'd say you were begging for it from us."
"I have some experience, yes," I squeaked. "And you're both gods. Do you ever separate?" I'd been thinking of both of them together, but not really in real life--not when it came to being a real possibility. That had just been fantasy until now. I wanted to experience rough and a little kinky and they both looked like that's what they'd do. But together. I didn't know about that.
"Yep, we're partners. Partners at work and partners at play. Oh, look Buddy, that's made the little tyke go hard." Chuck reached down and frotted our cocks together. I felt pretty proud of what I was swinging, but not when it was put up against Chuck's shaft. I was trembling. Buddy had moved a hand down and around and, after hefting my butt cheeks, ran a finger into the crack. I gasped as he penetrated me with it.
"Think we could get him done on one of the massage tables back there before the rub guys get back from chow down, Buddy?"
"I don't know," Buddy said. "Do you think we'd have time to do it all to him?"
"What do you say, Chicken? You want Buddy and me to do it all to you. You've been giving us the eye and the signals for weeks. You a player for this or not? But, hey, I don't know man. Check out how narrow his hips are and I'm finding him tight as a witch's snatch. Maybe he couldn't take us."
I swallowed hard, my throat suddenly dry as dust.
"Answer the man, blondie. You want us to cover you and show you a good time or not?"
"Yes," I croaked. I couldn't help it. Fantasy won out over prudence.
"Say that again," Chuck growled.
"Yes," I said, my voice stronger, emboldened by how long I'd planned to try out more than vanilla sex. These guys were muscle gods and at least one of them could compete with my King Cock dildo. This just might be a now or never moment. If I didn't have the courage to try something rough out, when would I? And did I want to? "Yes, a thousand times yes."
The two bruisers laughed. I didn't realize I'd said that out loud.
"Sweet," Chuck said. "We just love breaking little honey's like you. Buddy, you fade back and pick out a... wait... shit."
We heard men in discussion coming toward the locker room. The duty masseur and trainer were coming back from dinner.
"Shit, we can't do this here now," Buddy said. Leaning into me, he whispered, "What cha doing tonight?" into my ear. He taken his beefy finger out of my ass and his hands were squeezing my shoulder blades.
"Nothing," I squeaked. "I'll be home alone. I could meet--"
"Where's home?" Chuck asked. "Speak. Address. Do you live alone?"
"Yes, I'll be there alone," I answered.
"And, yes, you want us to come visit you?" Chuck said. "We want to hear a yes."
"Yes, I want you to come visit me."
"And to do you royally."
"Yes."
I gave my address and a time to them and they faded away around the banks of lockers, so I was standing alone there, picking up my towel--and the one Chuck had abandoned--when the masseur and trainer came into view, smiled at me, moved around me on either side and, turning the light on in the corridor behind me move toward their respective workrooms.
I covered myself with my towel as soon as I picked it up. I was hard and didn't want the trainer and masseur to see that. I was excited. I'd gone hard for the two studs. I wanted this--if only the once to know how rough it could and to know it that would take me to new levels of completion.
* * * *
Would they come or were they just teasing me? Were they just having a runup at me because I had been so obvious, running around behind them at the gym with my tongue hanging out? Would not showing up be their way of telling me to fuck off and leave them alone? Was I being a crazy baby to be wanting this--and showing that I did? Yes, I was crazy.
I roamed around the apartment making sure everything was set up just in case they did show up. I was so nervous I couldn't sit down or calm down. I'd bought four six-packs of cold beer on the way home, made room for them in the refrigerator, and I'd set the TV up so it could be turned to a live hockey game or switch over to a gay sex video, their choice. I picked a movie where two muscular black dudes did a young white guy together. Was that going too far? Was that what I really wanted? Did they even like hockey? Was there some other sport going that they'd like better? Hadn't I heard them talking at the gym about sports and what they liked to watch? Was this all just crazy? Yes, of course it was.
"Calm down, Conner. They won't even show up."
Now I was talking to myself. Was that the doorbell? Yes, it was. I practically fell over a chair and opened the door... and, my god, they were there.