Senator Davis basically dominated my thoughts. Almost every morning, I'd wake up with throbbing morning wood from some variation of the same carnal dream. I'd go to work and drool over him all day, constantly obsessing over how I can impress him or earn his praise. Then, I'd go home and think about him all evening. I'd google him on my phone and look through pictures of him on the internet. I made a hidden folder on my phone for all the images of him I'd saved. I was 18, perpetually horny, and obsessed with a man who I knew would probably never view me as anything more than a sex toy.
This morning, I woke up and realized it was Friday - normally everyone's favorite day of the week with the end of the weekday and start of the much anticipated break from work or school. TGIF, right? Today, I realized I was beginning to dread them. The end of my work week meant several days apart from my boss and severe sexual frustration. Call it young love, but I wished I could go to work everyday.
I greeted Senator Davis with his morning coffee and asked if there was anything I could help with. He thanked me and said he didn't have anything for me today. He was going to be in meetings much of the day, which demoralized me even more. I was crestfallen, ready to leave his office and spend the day on my phone, when he called me back.
"Before you go..." I turned back to him almost like a soldier. "I think it's time to mete a little more punishment for you crimes. My house at 8."
I had plans with friends, but I knew better than to bring it up. I'd just have to find an excuse to cancel. "Yes, sir."
"You might want to bring an overnight bag."
My heart fluttered and he could tell.
"I wouldn't get too excited, boy. I did say punishment."
I nodded my head humbly and left his office.
The day was agonizingly slow and boring with nothing to do and no reason to be around Senator Davis. I texted him asking if I could get him anything. I knew he was busy but wanted to be helpful if I could be. He never replied. I roamed the halls and had lunch with my Dad and tried to beat the clock, but my mind was occupied. I thought all day long about what the evening had in store for me. He asked me to bring an overnight bag, which had the a similar effect on my foolish heart as if he'd told me he loved me. But, he assured me it would be a punishing night, and I already had a taste of what that could be like. My calves were still sore from my last punishment, suspended on the tips of my toes while he edged me and denied my orgasm. Would it be even worse this time? Regardless of what was coming, I knew I wanted it. I would do anything he wanted. I was desperate to please him.
I told my parents I'd be out with my friends and staying the night with one of them. I told my friends that a family thing came up and I couldn't get out of it. I brushed my teeth, used mouthwash, reapplied deodorant and grabbed a backpack before realizing I didn't really know what to pack in an overnight bag. I threw my charger, my toothbrush, and a fresh change of clothes in a backpack and headed over to Senator Davis's place.
By the time I had arrived, he'd sent a text telling me to let myself in. I opened his unlocked front door and entered, awkwardly advancing towards his living room and craning my neck to see where he was. He rose from the couch as I saw him and led me to a spare bedroom.
"You can leave your bag in here."
I nodded, set my mostly empty backpack on the floor, and waited for my punishment to start. I didn't know what to expect, but I wasn't nervous anymore. As I stared at my crush, I was just excited to be with him and not have to spend another weekend pining over him. He was so large, manly and handsome. He glanced at the tent in my crotch and smiled.
"Like a little puppy."
I was a little perplexed.
"You ever had a puppy, son?"
"Yes, sir."
"What's a puppy like?"
"Really energetic, a little mischievous, always getting into things he shouldn't. He barked a lot and sometimes he'd bite. But he was a good dog."
"That's just what puppies do, right? They are too young to know any better."
"Yes, sir."
"And that's why we train them." He stared into me and a clarity was communicated. All this time, I wish he'd known that he didn't need to hold my run-in with the law over my head to elicit sex. Only now did I realize that he wasn't. It may have been a convenient pretense to explore my willingness in the beginning, but now it was nothing more than a tool in his war chest. He knew I was his desperately willing submissive, and he had been slowly establishing that on many levels.
"You'll be spending this evening without your clothes. Everything off."
I wasn't sure I heard him right, but I was not going to question. I started undressing right away. When I was nearly finished, he stuck his arm out to collect my clothes, which I dutifully handed over.
"I want you on your hands and knees, unless I tell you otherwise"
I dropped down obediently, looking up at him about five feet away. He dropped a notepad and a pen on the floor.
"Think back and write down everything you think you've done wrong since the night you were first escorted to my door. I'll be back when I think you've had enough time to write it all out."
He left me alone in the room and I crawled over to grab the pen and notepad. I had nothing to be excited about, yet I was stiffening just a bit. I was hunched on all fours with my naked ass up in the air behind me and started writing.
"Masturbating in the shower" I started my list with the most obvious mistake.
I scribbled another. "Not keeping eye contact when spoken to"
After a few minutes my list was filling up.
- forgetting to say "sir"
- playing with myself
- spilling Daddy's cum
- pausing my blowjob when Stan came in the office
I was running out of ideas, but wary of forgetting anything. His words still rang in my mind. "I'll be back when I think you've had enough time to write it all out." With that thought permanently fixed in my mind, my list seemed insufficient. I repeatedly played back the last week and a half in my head and searched my memory for anything else he had corrected. I remembered my first day at work when he walked me through the building and gave me instructions, I remember being overwhelmed and missing or forgetting some details. I added that to the list.
I kept searching my memories, but that just made it harder to focus on the task. Replaying the times I'd sucked his cock was making me horny and my uncovered prick was becoming a real distraction. I rubbed it for a split second before thinking better of it. Getting caught playing with myself was the last thing I wanted to do. I left it alone and tried to think of things to add to my list.
I am not sure how much time had passed. There was no clock in the room and he had taken my phone with him. I was alone, on my elbows and knees, naked, sitting in a mostly empty room with the door wide open and nothing to do but sit with my thoughts. It felt like it had been an hour or two and my mind had given up on thinking of things to add to the list. With nothing else to do, I started doodling on the next page in the notebook. I had filled up half of the page with random sketches when he walked in the door.
"Let's see what you've come up with." I urgently flipped the page back to my list right before he grabbed the notebook from me. He silently read through it, flipped the page up to glance at the second then looked down at me. "You couldn't even focus for 30 minutes?"
I cowered a little, feeling pathetic. "I'm sorry, sir."
"Well that settles it. Tonight's punishment will be all about focus. Restraint. Blocking out distractions."
I was embarrassed and afraid.
"Follow me, boy."
He hadn't told me to get off my hands and knees so I assumed I was expected to crawl behind him. He led me into his living room as I followed behind on hands and knees.
"Sit right here," he pointed to a spot against the wall on the side of the room, while he sat down on the couch in the middle of the room. He leaned deep into the cushions and spread his legs wide. I knew he was tempting me and it was working. My dick started to chub again as I sat there waiting for instructions. He gave me back the notebook and pen.
"You're gonna write lines correcting your behavior. Read me the first thing you wrote."
"Masturbating in the shower."
"I want you to write 'I will not masturbate without Daddy's permission.' 100 times."
I looked down and started writing immediately.
"Nice and neat, boy."
I started on my task diligently while he turned on the tv and settled in. My naked body rebelled against the menial task. My mind was intent on obeying, but I was fighting the constant urge to look at him and his openly displayed manspread. He was very forthrightly testing my ability to block out distractions and restrain urges, and from the beginning I realized exactly what he meant. I could see him out of the corner of my eye from where I sat, but I knew I had to resist the urge to look over at him.
While Hugh settled in and watched tv, I wrote line after line. It was monotonous and frustrating and had me feeling like a little school boy in detention. When I finally finished my 100th line, I meekly told him. "I finished my first set, sir."
"Read me the next thing on your list."
"Not keeping eye contact when spoken to."
"'I will look my Daddy in the eye when he speaks to me,'" he fed me my next line and I started again at my task.