The Crest Bar in Long Beach has been a long time established gay bar in Long Beach on Cherry Avenue. It was the first gay bar I ever visited. I had never been to a gay bar, but I was interested in meeting people at a gay bar and seeing where it would lead us. My first visit was in 2009 when I was thirty-one years old.
I was very gay but also very shy at first. The first male I met was when I was nineteen on AOL Male For Male Chatroom. His name was Ed. He knew that I was a virgin and that I was very bicurious. He came over and he was so hot and had a huge cock. I dropped to my knees as soon as he came into my doorway and I had shut the door. I took his cock into my mouth, but since I was a virgin and his eight inch cock was too much, my jaws were hurting. He ordered me to take him to my room and sit on his dick. It felt good while he entered slowly but after fitting maybe five inches of his erect cock in my ass, I could not fit more. He called me a virgin faggot and told me he hated fucking virgins. He left me alone, crying. I hopped online and met a gorgeous British guy named Chris who was living not too far from me. He came over and wiped my tears and we embraced each other. He let me vent and it was a beautiful experience. We did not do anything but he did cuddle me and kiss me and it made me smile.
I met a guy named Richard from AOL Chat. He came over and and wanted his cock sucked. He sat on my couch and I started to unzip his pants and noticed his cock was thick but just the right size. It looked so beautiful and perfect. I took his thick six inch cock in my mouth, sliding my mouth up and down his shaft. I looked up at his eyes as I was pleasuring him with my mouth. and they looked lost in ecstasy. I kept sucking his beautiful cock until he left me a pleasant surprise in mouth, his cum. I swallowed it and enjoyed my first taste of cock and first taste of cum. It was then that I knew I wanted to be a slut and get more cocks. Richard would be the most frequent visitor to my house. Some days he was nice to me and some days he was downright horrible. I never knew which Richard I would be getting, but I knew the more I saw him, the more I was falling for him. It did not matter that I was just his cock-taking slut, or cock sleeve. I loved being Richard's slut.
I invited many males from AOL M4M Orange County to my home while I was alone. Their ages ranged from nineteen to sixty-four. The younger males would cum and run. The majority of older men would stay and cuddle with me after we came. Richard never cuddled me after he came. He would get dressed and leave. He also sometimes would order me to jerk myself until I came and eat my cum before he left.
One visit he was really rude to me and I stopped talking to him. He called me a faggot and said he did not touch fag's dicks. He only wanted a fag to suck his cock and swallow his cum, nothing more. So that last visit, I sucked him so filled with lust, just took complete control of the situation. He came so hard and so fast. His thanks to me really pissed me off! He had something like "thanks faggot" and he left me there confused. It would be a few years before I would contact him again.
When Richard and I started meeting again, I was in my mid 20's. It had been years. He had a transsexual or sissy girlfriend but I was his side plaything because I really loved to suck dick His trans sissy girl did not like to suck cock, but rather would love it in her ass. He was bisexual but he was ashamed of his bi, or gay side. He used to dress me up in his wife (who passed away years before) clothes and call me Orlina. That is when he was romantic with me, when I was Orlina. If i was dressed up in male clothes, I would be called a faggot. If i had time to change into girly clothes, he would call me Orlina, his cock sucking queen. I would dress up in his rest room so I would not be called faggot anymore. When he said faggot, it truly hurt. It was not a term of endearment other gays would say. When he said it, I could feel the hate. He awoke a kink in me, that I did not know I would like, being dressed up and treated like a sissy cock sucker. He is the only man that I would dress up girly and let me treat me like a sissy. The more I visited him at his beck and call as his beck and call girl, the nicer he was to me. He stopped calling me the f word and called me Orlina, a name of my choice, the name of a girl I went to school with who was completely bitchy but she had a pretty name. I wanted to wear her name and be nicer than her.
On one visit, I was thirty one now. Richard had been using my mouth and my ass for almost twelve years, excluding the break that I had from him. I told him that I loved him and that I was in love with him. He said that he loved my mouth and my tight Filipino ass. I was a slut and that was enough for me. He told me he wanted to take me to gay bars in Long Beach. I was excited but by this time, he was being rude to me again. He said he wanted to take my gay ass to Long Beach and all the daddy's in the bar would line up to get their cocks sucked by a gay slut like me. Sure, it partially turned me on being called a gay slut but I wanted more from Richard. I really would have loved for him to take to a Long Beach gay bar, but every time I wanted to go out, he was busy with this transsexual slut named Taylor.