-The voice in my head kept telling me to walk away; you have a family, it said, -if word of this gets out.... Geez, that fucking voice.
There was a pair of pantiehose, still in their wrapper, on the coffee table between us.
"-Having second thoughts?" Leonard said, "Here, let me get you another drink."
I put my hand over my glass when he reached for it. Stupid, it was good brandy too, but I didn't like what he was implying, as if I'd only go through with it if I was drunk. He was rich, a suave, sophisticated looking fucker in a white shirt and dark trousers.
I shook my head, "No. I'm okay." I said.
He was smiling as he reached for my glass and his smile faded a little as he took his hand back. Now he looked a little uncertain, until I reached for the hose. My heart was beating like a bastard and I noticed him looking at me in a different way. He looked pleased, but there was also something else in his eyes, something that gave me butterflies because I'd never had that look from another guy before. I thought I knew what it was; it was lust.
I held open the top of the pantiehose and Leonard trickled the oil inside. It was cold and thick. Some of it went over my pubic hair and hung there, creamy and glistening, like a rich man's exotic semen. The rest of it found its way to my cock. I felt it trickling slowly down to my balls. It turned the front of the hose dark where it touched it.
We were in a warm room lit by a couple of green shaded table lamps. It was nice, expensively decorated with a deep, brown carpet and dark leather furniture. Quiet and elegant and intimate. An ornate mantel clock quietly marked time.
Leonard capped the bottle. His hands looked soft, rich man's hands, and his gold rings flashed. His thin lips shone wetly and his eyes burned with excitement.
He couldn't take his eyes off me. We sat side by side on a deep-buttoned leather couch and the voice, the fucking annoying voice in my head told me not to do this, call the whole thing off, it said, walk away.. but I knew I couldn't, not then. I leaned to the side against the end of the couch, nervous but excited and opened my legs, offering myself to him.
He slipped his hand between my legs and cupped me gently and his fingers stroked my balls through the nylon hose. Leonard was breathing quickly, up close he smelled clean, fresh from the shower clean. I began to get hard and I slipped down a little more on the couch, barely able to believe I was actually going through with it. He continued to work on my cock, stroking and squeezing, getting me harder. I opened my eyes and saw my cock straining under the pantiehose and the happy, totally absorbed look on Leonard's face.
I didn't know how long I could hold before I came and I took a deep shuddering breath as Leonard slipped his hand eagerly inside the hose. I gripped the couch. The oil had run everywhere and now his hand glided smoothly over my cock and down over my balls. I was fully erect now, pushing against the hose while Leonard's oil wet hand squeezed and stroked and explored without pause. His fingers circled my cock and he stroked me smoothly, masturbating me, quickly and slickly. I groaned, I couldn't help it and he slipped his hand down over my balls and then back, up and down my cock, down and back, down and back.
I felt myself coming then, it built quickly, urgent and intense..... and Leonard stopped. He just stopped! He snatched his hand away. I gasped, suddenly cheated of an explosive climax. My hips bucked but I didn't come. My heart was pounding and I looked at him, at once angry and confused. Frustrated.