"Just what the fuck is your problem tonight, Josh?" Cody's voice was the harshest it had ever been when speaking to him. "You were all happy as a $20 hooker at a traveling salesman convention when you got back from Christmas and stayed that way until last night. Since you came in today though, you have been bouncing between acting like a menopausal woman, and a virgin on her wedding night! Sheesh dude...what is up with you?"
Josh pulled out his cell and looked at it for what seemed like the 500th time since he last heard from Kyle around 2:00. It was now almost 9PM, and his worst fears were in his mind since there was no text or voice mail yet...that Kyle was still trapped in the Rochester airport by the lake effect blizzard that had smashed into the upper western corner of New York state that morning. His flight had been canceled and rescheduled three different times, and the last thing he heard was that he should be able to get out before 5:00 and still be able to grab one of the last two puddle jumpers from Atlanta to Pensacola so they could be together at midnight like they had planned.
"Kyle may still be in New York thanks to that fucking snow storm is what the fuck is wrong gawd dammit!"
Cody was taken back by the way Josh snapped at him. He walked around the corner of the cut table and wrapped his patented big brother arm around him. "You really are in love with him, aren't you little one? If you need to talk, you know I am here for you."
The smile and plutonic touches that Cody was giving him showed off just how sincere Cody's words were. Josh begin to sniffle a little and then before he could control his feelings, his eyes began to tear up. As the moistness in them grew, he buried his head in his friend's chest and whimpered like a little puppy that had just had his tail stepped on.
"Tonight was going to be the night dammit!" was all he could manage between the sobs.
"The night? Josh...you mean after all this time, you never..."
"Unt huh Cody...not all the way...not yet! And it was going to be tonight. I just know it was!" Josh slammed his wet cheeks back into Cody's now damp shirt, and hugged him as if his world was ending.
"Oh baby, it will be OK. It's not like he dumped you or anything. His flight is just delayed." Cody was brushing Josh's thick blond locks as he let him get out the emotions he needed to.
Josh inhaled deeply and finally let loose of the bear hug he had on Cody. Even though the pizzas were piling up at the end of the conveyor belt coming out of the oven, Cody and Josh just stood and looked at each other. Josh's eyes red and wet, and Cody's drilling into him with real concern. "I know you are right, Codeman." He took another deep gasp for air and added, "I will be okay," before turning to grab the next run he was up for from the heat rack. He paused and looked at Cody as he latched the Velcro snap closed on the now full hot bag and finished with, "I just wanted everything to be perfect tonight...especially tonight!" Before Cody could respond, Josh spun on his heels and popped out the driver's door of the shop quickly.
He had intentionally taken a long triple drop run...six miles to the Red Roof by the interstate first; then a house at a subdivision three miles down the road; and a final order for a regular customer another five miles out Capital Highway. He would be nearly eight miles from the shop at the end and it would be at least a 45 minute ride, but he wanted time to think. He instinctively reached in his shirt pocket for a cigarette even though he had been smoke free for over a week now. "Damn! Old habits are hard to break!" was the comment he made to himself out loud. He was so proud that he would be able to give Kyle one final holiday present of being able to make out without tasting like an ashtray or mouthwash. It had been a long ten days and between the intimate, private time calls back and forth; and then Kyle's final surprise present the night before last; Josh was so ready to be in the arms of his man again.
Recalling the memory of the call between them the morning after Christmas on the way to his first delivery caused a massive bulge and was almost as exciting as Josh's introduction to phone sex in the woods. He had managed to disappear to the loft in the barn before breakfast and Kyle was stretched naked on a chaise lounge in the pool house when they connected. The smoothness in Kyle's voice told Josh he had complete privacy. Kyle began the call by suggesting he had followed him to the barn in nothing but an old pair of sweats and wrapped his arms around him from behind; grinding an obvious erection against Josh's jean-covered ass. Before he could turn and return the kisses Kyle was running up and down his neck, he felt his jeans get undone and strong hands delicately slide them down his thighs. The morning wood he had already been sporting, became like a sequoia and Josh moaned deeply into the phone as he duplicated everything Kyle purred into his ear. He slipped out of the jeans he had on and dropped to his knees on the hay. Looking lustfully up into the eyes of his lover through the phone, he reached to gently grope the large lump showing in Kyle's sweats...massaging it thru the thick cotton until a giant wet spot appeared. Leaning in to kiss it made Kyle moan and the sounds got louder as Josh told him how he was chewing on his hard tool thru the thick cotton.
"Oh my fucking gawd I need you baby," exploded in Josh's ear. "I pull your tee over your head and start rubbing your shoulders as you work me like only you know how to."
"Staring into your eyes as I slide your dark sweats down your strong thighs. Help you step out of them and sit back on my heels drinking in the most beautiful man I have ever seen. Run my hands under your sweat top and across your abs to your pecs...tweaking the nubs of your nipples until they are hard as pebbles between my fingers."
"Oh fuck yes, Josh! Unzipping my top and my legs begin to shake as you lean in and lick my tummy while cupping my full morning balls."
"Keep twisting your nips as I drop my face to that spot where your leg meets your hip...sucking on it before I flick my tongue over your sac and inhaling your morning scent. In one quick motion, I swallow your cum holders and roll them around inside my wet mouth."
"My legs give way and I fall to the hay bale but your mouth never lets go. OH JOSH! Twisting my fingers in your hair as your mouth once again amazes me with yet another new way to make me crazy."
"Feeling your hands kneading the back of my neck as you push up into my hungry lips. My cock is dripping almost as much as yours. I spit out your heavy balls and swallow your soaked cock head and begin poking the slit with my tongue tip."
"I push you down on the hay bales...spin and straddle your face as I grab your jumping dick and bring it to my salivating lips. Just as your blond pubes brush my chin, my nose smashes into your balls, and as your cock head fills my throat; I feel your tongue slip inside me."
"Moaning so loudly as I alternate between chewing on your sweet bud and tongue fucking it as you bob faster and faster on my throbbing tool. Your thick pre pooling on my chest as I eat your wonderful man cunt."