I walked into the apartment, the weight of the decision I'd made still pressing on me, god, she was going to be mad. Clara was sitting on the couch, scrolling through her phone. "Hey," I began, my voice betraying my uncertainty. "I... I quit my job today."
Her fingers froze, and she looked up at me with a mix of disbelief and frustration. "Again, Oscar? Seriously?" Without another word, she got up and started packing her things.
As she packed, Clara's frustration spilled out. "You need to grow up, Oscar. No one likes their job, but they stick with it because that's life. You can't keep quitting every time things get tough," she said, her voice rising with each word.
I watched as she moved around, stuffing clothes and personal items into a suitcase. For a moment, I felt a pang of guilt. But as I stood there, I began to feel something else... relief.
As Clara zipped up her bag and headed for the door, I realised this was for the best, we just weren't right for each other. I needed something different, something that wouldn't make me feel so trapped.
I sat down at my computer and started scrolling through job listings, hoping for a sign. Then, an ad for temporary general labourer at a building site caught my eye. Without hesitating, I picked up my phone and dialled the number. Maybe, this would be the change I needed.
"Pinewood Builders. Bob here." a gruff voice answered.
"Hi, my name's Oscar. I saw your ad about temporary work on the building site. I'm interested," I replied, trying to keep my voice steady.
"Great to hear that, Oscar. What kind of experience do you have?" John asked.
"To be honest, I haven't worked on a building site before, but I'm willing to learn and not afraid of hard work," I admitted, hoping my enthusiasm would make up for my lack of experience.
Bob paused for a moment. "Well, we're a small company, and we all pitch in wherever needed. Our Current project is for a wealthy client building a new house on a large plot. I need someone who's happy to get stuck in, carry heavy materials and get along with the different tradesmen on site."
"I can do that," I said quickly. "I'm eager to get involved and learn as much as I can."
"Alright, Oscar. One more thing--do you have your own transport? The site is a bit out of the way," he asked.
I hesitated, then answered, "Actually, I don't drive, but I'm willing to figure out a way to get there."
"What's your address?" He asked, once I have it to him he replied, "Ah, perfect, That's fairly close to one of my guys-John. He can pick you up for a trial day and see how you get on. How does tomorrow sound?"
A wave of relief washed over me. "Tomorrow sounds perfect. Thank you so much, Bob."
"No problem. He'll get him to grab you up at 7. Be ready to work hard."
"I will be. Thanks again," I replied, feeling a sense of excitement and hope for the first time in a long while.
...
Fifteen minutes earlier then needed, I found myself pacing outside, the cool morning air did little to calm my nerves.
At precisely 7 am, a dark green van pulled up in front of my building. The words "Pinewood Builders" and a logo of a pine tree were emblazoned on the side. The driver's window rolled down, and a guy in his late thirties leaned out, a broad grin on his face.
"Oscar I assume? Hop in."
"Hey, John," I opened the passenger door and climbed inside, "Thanks for the lift man."
"All good mate. You ready?" he asked, as he pulled away from the curb.
"You bet," I said, trying to sound more confident than I felt. "Happy I've been given the chance to try something new,."
John nodded, his eyes on the road. "I get that. We all gotta start somewhere. Just be ready work hard, and you'll do fine."
I settled into my seat, feeling a mix of excitement and anticipation. As we drove
John seemed like a nice guy as we drove he told me a bit about the building site and some of the different tradesmen that'd Id be meeting. "Watch out for Wells. That ones a trouble maker." He laughed.
The journey wasn't too long, but like Bob had mentioned it was out of the way. We drove down a quite country road surrounded by trees before pulled into a dirt driveway and after a few seconds the shell of a huge house came into view, "Wow."
"I know right, how the other half live."
The house loomed before us, a shell of brick and stone. It was the size of four homes combined and taller too. The holes, still waiting for windows were huge and the steps up to what I assumed would be the front doo were beyond grand.
We parked near the site entrance, a simple metal gate leading into what seemed like a construction jungle. The sight of ladders scattered every which way, piles of sand and cement bags stacked neatly against one corner, the humming sound of machines. A few guys darted back and forth carrying tools or materials while others dug stuff out from their vans.
The first guy I met happened to be Wells. He had short blonde hair and ears that stuck. His smile was broad, like his body and his booming voice filled the silence as he introduced himself. "Oi! New blood!" he bellowed, as he shook my hand and patted me on the back, "Hopefully now you're here they'll leave me alone." He wore shorts, boots and his a high-vis vest.
I laughed in agreement, as I tried to hide my surprise at his boisterous greeting, John chuckled and said, "Ah, don't mind him. He's just trying to wind up the new guy. But to be fair he is the only general labourer, so he is glad to have the help."
I was paired with Wells for my first task, hauling bricks from the delivery pile to wherever they were needed on site. We loaded up deep wheelbarrows, pushing them across the uneven ground. After about an hour, I was already regretting every life choice that led me here.
"Jesus Christ," I wheezed, wiping sweat from my face. "Please tell me this gets easier." I was beginning to understand why Wells wasn't wearing top beneath his vest.
Wells grinned, leaning against the wall. "Mate, I've been doing this by myself for weeks. The others chip in when they can, but..." He shook his head. "Let's just say I was bloody glad to see your sorry face today."
As the morning dragged on and I met the rest of the crew, I quickly learned that construction site banter was its own special language. These guys would take the piss out of anything - politics, each other's love lives or looks. Nothing was off-limits, and their jokes would probably get them fired anywhere else. At first, I just stood there awkwardly, not sure whether to laugh or run. But soon enough, I found myself joining in, throwing back my own jabs between hauling loads of bricks. Somehow, it made the backbreaking work a bit more bearable. I had a nice chat with Dave a chubby middle aged electrician and his son Eric, who was quiet, short and pretty skinny.
Around two I sat back in the van with John as we ate our lunches, I was already feeling comfortable around the man and the conversation flowed pretty easily. I pulled my phone out my pocket and saw messages from Clara, 'You're a twenty three year old adult who acts twelve. You need to grow up.'
I huffed and without reading the others shove my phone back into my bag.
"Everything okay?" Asked John around his sandwich.
I rolled my eyes, "Just my girlfr-" I paused, "Ex girlfriend reminding me I'm a child."
"Don't let it get you down kiddo, you're young, live your life." I nodded noncommittedly and we continued eating, as he scrolled through his phone.
"I need to take a leak. Where's the bathroom?"
"I need to go too. Follow me."
He led me through the house and out to the edge of the site behind several trees. I looked around, puzzled. "Where?"