"Stand over here by this park bench. I have to go across Brinser Avenue onto the dock and meet him. It will be rough, if he's at all like his e-mails and if he's used his own photos in exchanges. If so, he's one big muvva. He was quite crude and demanding in our e-mail exchanges. He's been at sea for months. But it's a lot of money--for both of us. And good experience for you when we do this again. It's OK with you, isn't it, Tyler?"
I looked up into Arnold's face. "Yes, it's OK," I said. And it
was
OK. I'd give Arnold anything he wanted as long as he liked me and was good to me. I hadn't had an older man in my life ever before him and guys my age didn't do anything for me. Arnold had awakened me to possibilities and choices I had only dreamed of. He was a hunk and he was good to me. It was good he gave me money for it, but I'd do whatever he wanted as long as he kept doing me. I knew he wouldn't put me into real danger--or thought I knew that.
"It was OK Saturday with that sailor from the naval base bowling alley, wasn't it?" Arnold was a civilian working at the naval station, so he could get in to the docks. The ID he'd given me said I was his son.
"Sure, it was fine," I answered. Not as fine as it was with Arnold, but then afterward Arnold was good to me. That sailor smelled of smoke and beer, but he didn't take long and he wasn't as big as Arnold was. I just went on my knees at the end of the bed, he saddled up behind me, with one hand palming my belly and the other on my throat, pulling my head back into his chest, and he did me in a doggy. I had to stretch to take him, but he didn't seem all that big. Not as big as Arnold. And he didn't take more than a dozen strokes and he was jerking and "Oh, shitting," and spent. The hardest part was turning, taking him in my mouth, and cleaning him off.
Afterward, with Arnold, now that was the best. I'd do this for what Arnold gave me. I'd do anything he wanted. Arnold took his time with me, stretching out beside me or on top of me, putting it in deep, edging me until I begged for release, and then both of us shooting off a big load.
"You'll have to show him the ID I got for you. He wants you only to be eighteen."
"I am only eighteen," I said.
"Yes, and that's what he's paying top dollar for."
"Sure, fine," I said. There wasn't much question I was eighteen. I was short for even eighteen--and skinny--but I was starting to fill out in my chest and biceps. I worked out. I wanted people to stop saying I was almost too pretty to be a boy. My aunt who I lived with in San Diego had sprung for a gym membership, trying to give me what I kept bugging her about on building myself up. Other than that, she pretty much left me alone. She didn't know anything about raising kids. She just couldn't let me go to a foster home when my parents were sent up for drug dealing.
The gym was where I'd met Arnold. That's when life had begun for me--in the sauna of the gym with Arnold feeling me up and then afterward, in his car, me giving him a blow job and then he sticking it in me, doing his pushups on top of me, feeling me up and kissing me afterward, still inside me, and then doing me again. That's when I'd come alive and...
Arnold was over there, on the dock, talking to a humongous black man. Was that him? Was that who Arnold had been exchanging e-mails with? Was it going to be a black man? Arnold hadn't shown me the photos. Maybe he thought they would scare me--and maybe they did. I'd never before even talked with a black guy in any terms of feeling each other out on hooking up... let alone been fucked by one. I'd only been fucked by a couple of other guys, guys Arnold wanted me to let do me--and that just in the last couple of weeks. Arnold had been the first one I'd let stick his dick in me. One was Mexican, I think. But not a black guy. The guy Arnold was talking to was tall--a couple of heads taller than I am--and all bulky muscle. I don't think he was fat--just... big. Really, really big. Scary looking. I'm just as glad Arnold didn't show me his photos.
Arnold was gesturing to me and the black dude was looking at me hard. His hand went to his crotch. Yeah, I guess the was the guy Arnold had been e-mailing about a hookup.
They were walking my way and Arnold was motioning me over to his car. I don't think he wanted to be out here any longer than necessary--the three of us together here on the San Diego Naval Station docks.
Arnold sat in front, driving, and the big black guy was in back with me. He took up nearly the whole backseat all by himself. His hands were big--and black--and he was feeling me all over with them.
"You good with this? You seem a little skittish."
"Yeah, sure, no problem." He was going to fuck me. Feeling me up was nothing. I tried to settle down.
I can't say he wasn't turning me on. I was panting and getting hard. It wasn't far to the motel, but I noticed that Arnold was taking the long way to it. He wanted the dude hot and bothered and determined to pay the price to get it now.
He was almost on top of me by the time we got there. His face was buried in my throat and his hand was between my thighs. He'd unzipped me, opened my belt, and flared my shorts. His hand moved inside, gripping me. He'd unzipped himself too and his cock was poking out, monstrously hard. He put a finger in my hole, and I opened my legs for him. I wasn't going to try to fight him.
"Touch it," he demanded. I touched it. "No, feel it up good. Feel the power of it." I wrapped a hand around it and slow stroked it.
I might be scared but my body was telling me it was interested. If Arnold had circled around the block one more time, I would have been fucked right there in the backseat of his car. But Arnold had his timing down. He drove up to the motel room he'd already gotten the key for before driving to the docks.
"Four months at sea without it," the black sailor had muttered as he'd been preparing to put it in me right there in the car. "Other guys but not what I liked best. You're such a sweet piece. Shit, it's been too long. Shit, that feels good." I was still stroking him.
He made clear that he liked eighteen-year-old pretty boys best. I did have to show him the ID Arnold had gotten for me. It was important to him that I was eighteen.
"Just legal enough," he'd said. He said he liked my long, blond hair, undoing the band and letting it fall to my shoulders, and my blue eyes. As soon as we'd gotten into the back of the car, he taken my hand and put it on his crotch. Shit he was big--and hard already. He was bigger than Arnold was.
I was a little scared, feeling overwhelmed. I kept looking at Arnold as we stood by the motel room door and he was opening it. Arnold just looked at me and smiled and nodded his head, giving me that "you'll be fine" look, just like he'd done with the sailor from the base bowling alley on Saturday night. And it had been fine that night. That guy had hardly gotten it in me before he'd come and it was all over. He'd left fast, not asking for more, clearly embarrassed he hadn't performed better.
I didn't think this black dude would be fast--or want it only once.