Peters's Visit

On a dark and stormy night...

Well, maybe it was but I was home alone one Saturday night. I think I was working on a painting, just got sat down for a toke when someone rang my apartment.

It was Peter, my gorgeous very well hung "friend with benefits." I wasn't going to let him in, I said I was busy. "Why can't you show me some respect and call first?"

I'm sorry, I promise I will next time. I was walking by and saw your light on. I just thought I would try. He said this as he undid his pants and he showed his gorgeous semi erect cock. Could you just help me with a little gas money?

OK, but put that away for a second. I want a full boyfriend experience this time.

Its OK John, I'll make sure you have a great time. Let's have a drink and smoke a joint. I just bought an eighth. Lets have a smoke.

OK have a seat, do you want a beer? I've got some in the fridge.

He sat down on my couch as I opened the beers and sat down with him.

He handed me the joint and I licked it by inserting it into my mouth. I lit it up then reversed it to blow into his mouth. I think that was called a French Toke. I leaned in and he instinctively put his arm around me.

I was surprised how good it felt to be held by him. He's gorgeous - about 6 feet tall, maybe 190 pounds and very fit and athletic.

I've never had any "normal" sex with a man. The first few times were legally rape and I didn't really understand what was going on. I've been living a "straight life" while sucking dicks in the closet - usually when I was very drunk. It's like I was seeking the most disgusting encounters possible. I was thinking maybe I should try and meet a man for an actual relationship. Maybe even talk then kiss and rip each other's clothes off.

After that first toke, Peter pulled me in for a nice long kiss. Somehow, our shirts were off and I got to stand up in front of him for a wonderful full body hug and kiss. Wow - I can't believe how good it feels to be held by such a gorgeous stud.

He started taking my pants off, as he dropped onto his knees. I thought he was going to finally give me head. He's never done that. That was the most wonderful feeling - having a man take my pants off. He turned me around as he pulled my jeans down.

Fuck! You've got a gorgeous ass! I can't believe you've never been fucked with an ass like that. He had asked me to do it last time but I wouldn't.

He then plunged his face into my ass and stuck his tongue right in my ass. My brain exploded with pleasure! His tongue going in and out was so awesome! Even better than getting head! Maybe even almost as nice as screwing a girl!

I don't know where the thought came from - I've been scared of getting boned. I haven't really even fantasized about it. I've just been a cock sucker - that's all I ever wanted. Anyway - out of the blue I said "have you got a condom and lube?"

We relocated to the bedroom, he suggested I get a towel and cover a pillow on the bed. I sat on the bed and sucked his gorgeous cock. He advertised as 9 inches but the first time I had him over. I told him it's only 8. Imagine saying only 8 inches. Gorgeous uncut cock! He never cums in my mouth - always pulls away. "Would you please cum in my mouth?"

You drive a hard bargain! Slow down a little - you're too intense. You don't want to get your prize too soon.

Sorry, I get so excited. I said as I did a lip slide down one side of his cock. It just feels nice to have my mouth on it. I sucked on one testicle - right in my mouth then the other a little less as I wanted to get it back in my mouth. This is great, just pay a little and have a nice big cock to suck. No worries - doesn't matter how much I moan. Nobody can see or hear me here, I can enjoy his cock as much as I want in the privacy of my own home.

I'm sucking away - I think I've completely lost my mind. I hear myself say: "I know where I'd like to put this!" Where did that come from? I wasn't even thinking of getting fucked.

He pulled away. Pulled me up to his height. We had a long wonderful kiss. I had never kissed a man before tonight. All I can think of is wanting him! It's different than I feel for a woman - I've never felt like this for a woman.

He laid me down on the bed. He pulled out a condom and lubed it. I thought he would put it on but he used to finger me. The first finger was no problem but the second was quite tight. After the initial shock, it started to feel wonderful! Especially when he pushes in!

He stood up in front of me so I could put the condom on him. He had these little packets of lube - like those vinegar packages they have in restaurants. I put one on, It looked like lots to me. I started to move to into position on the bed. He stopped me and said "You're going to need more than that. Put all three packs on." I couldn't believe I could get 3 packs of lube on it but it all stuck.

I got into position on my stomach on the pillow. He got on top. I just assumed he would go slow but he just drove it right in. Probably got it half-way in before my muscles spasm-ed

like a bear trap and I felt an overwhelming sense of panic. "Stop, please stop!"

He stopped and held me as he said breathe, just breathe. In through your nose and out through your mouth. It worked, I could feel my muscles relax. He just held me close and whispered in my ear. We tried to kiss but couldn't quite connect. Finally, I think I'm relaxed enough - the pain subsided and it feels amazing! I have such a desire to get it all in but he's not even trying to put it in further. He's teasing me!

I pushed back against him and just then he drove it home. It both felt great and hurt. "Pull it out - it hurts!" He just held me tight and whispered to remind me to breathe to relax. The panic feeling and pain subsided. As I relaxed, I realized I can feel the end of his dick inside me. It feels so awesome to be filled with that big cock. I can't believe I can take it all.

He starts to do some short strokes. Hardly moving in and out at all but when he pushes in, it feels wonderful. I've never felt anything so intense. Both pain and also pleasure - when I can suppress the pain and panic feeling.

He took a long back stroke but my muscles spasm-ed and pushed him right out. He just positioned his dick and slid it back in without touching it. Such skill! This time he did one smooth, slow and wonderful in stroke - right to the hilt. I kept my eyes closed and focused on my breathing. I kept the pain and panic down. Now just wonderful feeling when he pushes it in. The withdraw this time is awesome but less intense. He slowly does about five full strokes. Now the pain is gone! As soon as I had that thought - it came back. I closed my eyes and focused on the pleasure.

He starts to really put it to me! OMG this is awesome. Especially when he thrust in. I think my brain has exploded with pleasure and this feeling of just wanting him! I don't think it was long until I felt my orgasm cumming. I couldn't believe it - I didn't even have an erection. Then wham, wham wham! Cum squirting and I feel my ass muscles spasm - in such a wonderful way. Then it keeps going. I realized that its him cumming but it feels like me also. How can that be?

Somehow it ended. I just remember him pulling me close. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me as my heart calmed down. We started kissing and somehow rolled over so I was on top. After a few minutes I laid my head down on his shoulders. I think we fell asleep for a few minutes.

I'm glad he quickly left. I need to have some time to figure this out. I can't believe I just got fucked! It was all I could do to stop myself from telling him that I love him. I can't say that because I'm paying him. I've got to find a boyfriend!