Sitting on the boulder, waiting for the stranger to show up, Frost's emotions where a whirlwind. He knew he had done everything right. He had played by the rules completely, done everything asked without question, without complaint. Their relationship had been completely by computer for months, he had sent the pictures that had been asked for, he had done everything exactly right.
So why was he so incredibly nervous? Frost had been with other men before. He knew he could transfer to the physical with ease. The months of waiting had built up a trust between the two men, they knew that each would keep the other's secret, that the two of them would be safe from exposure.
In spite of his experience, Frost knew that it was the whole situation that made him nervous. He felt completely exposed, vulnerable to the stranger. The stranger knew his name, where he lived, where he worked, what he looked like, hell, he even had pictures of him fucking his wife. The stranger had complete control over every aspect of the relationship. He could expose him in a heartbeat, and Frost couldn't even accurately tell where the stranger lived.
It was that vulnerability that made it so exciting. All the work, all the trust built up, and it came down to tonight. The stranger called it an audition. He had to audition for the right for things to continue. Frost needed to prove he could sexually satisfy the stranger before the relationship went to the next step.
Hearing footsteps approaching, crunching softly on the gravel path, Frost resisted the urge to lift the flashlight. He knew the rules. He knew the punishment for breaking the rules. As frustrating as everything has been, it was exciting to play by these rules. He kept the flashlight shining on the ground at his feet, kept his eyes down, studying the pebbles between his shoes.
As soon as the beam from the flashlight hit his face Frost turned his flashlight off. He didn't move, didn't talk as the stranger walked up to him, to stop right in front of him, closer than polite culture allowed. Frost could feel his heart pounding in his chest.
"What are you doing out here?"
At first, Frost's mind froze up. He knew he was supposed to say something, but couldn't remember what. Then it clicked.
"Enjoying the night air."
"Are you?" the stranger asked softly.
"Yes, I'd like it a little frosty though." Frost couldn't help but grin as he said the cheesy words.
"Too bad, I think it will get hotter soon."
Knowing exactly what the stranger had meant, Frost felt his face flush. Audition time. He stood and turned around, and with his back to the stranger flicked on his flashlight to find the barely visible trail down to the secluded clearing the stranger had picked out. This was the second time each had been there, the first together.
The first for both was to pass off a present. One day, several months ago, Frost had received an email telling him where to go to find a little something the stranger had left him. Eager to discover what it was, Frost had gone the next day and had found this little area. Looking around he had found the rock that marked the spot it was buried and had dug it up using his hands. Inside a sealed ziplock bag was a dildo.
Sending an email back, Frost read the stranger's instructions as what he wanted done with the dildo. It had taken some time, first to find the alone time, then to get the rest worked out, but finally Frost was able to do as requested.
The stranger had been very specific. Frost read the instructions over and over, making sure that he would remember everything right.
First had been how he was to be dressed. That had been easy. Frost found the black silk stockings to feel strange at first, and truth be told, a little weird. He wasn't a cross-dresser by nature, but wanted to please the man he was building a rapport with. The matching garter belt was just as different to him.
He had freshly shaven his pubic hair, had even laid back in front of a mirror and carefully shaved the crack of his ass. Looking at himself in the mirror, Frost felt himself flush. He looked good dressed that way.
Setting up the camera had been the difficult part. To get just the right angle, he finally had to set it on top of some books on the dresser. Finally set, Frost had gone to the bathroom and once finished sat down at the computer one last time. Re-reading what was wanted, Frost knew that it was nothing outrageous, but found himself thinking if it was worth it.
The stranger hadn't promised anything. He wanted control over him, but had never said anything would ever happen. He had in fact said that they would never meet. Frost had no idea why he wanted this so badly. He could easily find another man, one much more willing to be in his life physically. He could be getting pounded silly right now if he wanted, instead of filming himself using a sex toy on himself, to send to a man he still hadn't even seen.
Still unsure of why, but knowing that he did indeed enjoy the sense of being controlled, Frost stood up and walked back into his bedroom. Grabbing his lube, he used a large portion on his asshole, sliding several fingers up inside himself to make sure he was good and ready.