Monday brought more filming, though Neal, Trevor, and Keri seemed to be having a hard time keeping straight faces that morning. They were filming a scene where Keri's character took them to a rage room to get out some aggression and anger. Usually when they got giggly, it was Trevor's fault, but Keri had edited a bunch of photos of Paul to have him surrounded by muscle men he was cheating with.
The ones that really had Trevor break character were the photos of Paul where he had been laying in a bed, whether from ones Trevor had taken or ones from set. Paul glanced over at where Alex and some of his hands were standing looking unamused.
"Oh no, don't blame them," Keri exclaimed. "This is all my work."
"Yeah, the stage hands would have done a better photoshop job," Neal cracked.
Trevor snorted, which caused Paul to look in his direction with a frown. Trevor rolled his eyes at him. "Paul, it's a joke. The audience will laugh. That's what matters."
"Alright, giggle monsters," Rodney called out to them. "Take ten, then come back ready to work."
As Alex and the stage crew walked past Paul to reset the scene, Paul grabbed Alex roughly by the bicep and dug his fingers in, pulling Alex close while he angrily ground out, "Get those pictures of me out of there!" When he let go, it was with an ungentle shove that failed to push Alex off-balance, but was clearly intended to.
Alex looked to Rodney pointedly before rejoining his crew in resetting the scene. He gathered all of the photos of Paul and tucked them into a folder, then stood and supervised the rest of the reset. He caught the flash of anger that went over Trevor's face but before Trevor could do anything, Keri had moved forward to stop Paul from leaving.
"Have you ever considered a personality transplant?" she asked him. "Or, I don't know, surgery to get the stick from your ass?"
"I don't have anything up my ass, princess," Paul replied to her. "That's your friend, Trevor."
"Yeah, yeah, I can take a pounding," Trevor said with a wave of his hand that showed he was bored. "Someone find me the good coffee, please."
Someone rushed off to get them coffee, and Trevor sat down on one of the chairs off to the side, with Keri and Neal joining him. While they were drinking their coffees, Trevor's phone beeped with a notification. He pulled it out of his pocket and looked at it for a moment before his face went pale and his expression fell. He didn't say anything as he stood up and practically ran off the set, leaving behind a very confused Neal and Keri.
"Trev!" Keri called out but he didn't even look back at them.
Alex watched Trevor leave the set, wondering what prompted him to run off like that, but careful not to rush after him and give Paul even more cause to suspect that something could be going on between them. Once the set was ready, Alex gave it a thorough review before telling the director that it was all his. The director nodded, but given that his star had walked off-set, he called for a break and sent an assistant to go "check on Lars!"
The assistant ran off to do so and other people started to get notifications on their phones as well. Paul glanced at his phone and grinned, but when Keri and Neal looked at theirs, they looked horrified. Keri stood up and went after the assistant, while Neal came over to Rodney to show him the article that was just sent to him.
"Goddamn it," Rodney swore under his breath. "Hold set!"
Neal followed Rodney in the direction of the stables, and once he was gone, other people on set started whispering to each other. Many of them kept glancing over at Paul too before they went back to their whispering. Paul looked like the cat who had just caught a canary, though. His grin got even bigger when one of the lower stage hands came over to show Alex an article that was just released.
"Romantic Lead on Extracirricular, Trevor Lars, HIV POSITIVE!"
Alex read the headline and shook his head, refusing to look at Paul as he walked off set. Once he was in the stables, Alex made a quick stop at Paul's trailer and then went to see Trevor. When he got there, Neal was getting a glass of water while Keri was rubbing Trevor's back and telling him to breathe while he was hunched over with his head between his legs clearly having a panic attack.
"Do you have anything for anxiety?" Rodney asked as he glanced over at where Alex was, giving a nod to show it was okay for him to join them.
Trevor simply shook his head. Alex reached into his pocket and pulled out a pill case. He opened one side and took out a small pink pill, handing it over. "It's basically Benadryl," he offered.
"Can't be anxious if you're unconscious," Neal said as he handed the water glass to Keri, who helped Trevor drink it after he had put the pill into his mouth.
Rodney waited until Trevor had visibly calmed down before he asked, "So, I assume by this reaction that it's true?"
Trevor leaned back on the couch and nodded his head, closing his eyes. "Yeah, and I contracted it under very fucked up circumstances."
"The article had paperwork from your doctor to back it up," Neal pointed out. "So, someone who knows you well enough to be in your home leaked it."
"Don't pretend we don't know who did it!" Keri cried. "Ever since Trevor started dating Paul, Paul hasn't let any of us go to his condo."
Alex shook his head mournfully. "Is there anything we can do, Trevor?"
"I have no idea," Trevor replied with a shake of his own head, looking lost. "I don't know what this means for my career, or what to do about it. My agent is blowing up my phone..."
"This isn't the 90s," Rodney commented with a serious look on his face. "Sure, there will be some people who will refuse to learn and won't work with you, but most people will. You aren't losing your job here, so calm down, answer your agent, and let us handle the other side."
Trevor gave a short nod, his eyes red and watery. "I don't know how I'm supposed to work with him after this, Rod. I just..."
Trevor couldn't seem to finish his thought but Rodney knew what he was trying to say. "Let me take care of that. Take the rest of the day off, go home and rest, or go rehearse at the playhouse you're at."
Trevor nodded and watched as Rodney, Neal, and Keri left to go and deal with whatever was happening on set right then. Trevor grabbed Alex's wrist before he could leave, looking up at him with worry on his face. "You don't think Bill will fire me from the show for all of this, do you? We're so close to opening night..."
Alex shook his head, "No, Bill has worked with positive individuals before and is well aware of CDC, ADA, and BRTA protections. He'll likely have a meeting to discuss your involuntary disclosure and remind folks that this is why we have safety protocols on-set."
Trevor let the hand holding Alex's wrist fall back to his lap while he gave a small nod, looking a little less worried, but entirely exhausted now, which was likely from both the medicine and the situation. Trevor hadn't had a panic attack in a while, not this bad anyway, and they always wiped him out. He sat back again on the couch and rubbed his eyes while letting out a groan of exasperation. Alex's face was sympathetic as he sat down next to Trevor on the couch. "Listen, I don't think you should be driving anywhere like this. Those meds will put you on your ass when you're up to fighting them and you already look exhausted. Lock the door and take a nap and I'll drive you home after we wrap for the day."
"Are you sure? There might be press waiting me out to try and get a statement," Trevor pointed out. "You know how they like to assume anyone a star is with could be someone they're dating..."
"Well, it's not that big an assumption in this case, is it?" Alex asked with a wink. "Get some rest. I'll be back before you're likely ready for me to be."
Trevor gave him a grateful look and nodded his head. Once Alex had left, Trevor locked the door to his trailer and then pulled out his phone to call his agent, Jeb Black, back and put him out of his misery. Of course, Jeb already knew Trevor's status, but they had both agreed that Trevor deserved his privacy.
As they spoke, they came up with the game plan to just admit it was true, show screen shots of more of his records which showed he took his medication and was doing well on it, and explain that no one on or offset has been put at risk.
"If anything, we can lean into this a little," Jeb said thoughtfully. "Especially with your musical right now. It adds a personal note to why you wanted to be part of it. Also, what do you think of speaking to the reason why it happened?"
Trevor squirmed a little in his seat uncomfortably. "It's a risk. Teenage prostitute doesn't exactly sound good in the tabloids. The only reason we never worried about it coming out before was because anyone who spoke about it would be admitting to statutory rape, and in some cases, regular rape."
"It was winter in Detroit," Jeb pointed out. "You did what you had to in order to survive. Your past doesn't have to be this black mark on your life, Trevor. You've done quite a few donations to groups that help LGBTQ+ youth, and you've made anonymous donations to HIV research. You've taken those lessons and tried to help others. It wasn't a failure on your part, so use it wisely to your advantage here."