Chen walked over to the kitchen table, and came back with the leather goods for his sub to wear. He asked me, "What does my sub want to try on first, the chest harness and the waist and thigh harness, or the chest harness and combination cockring?"
I knew what I wanted to wear last, so I chose option # 1. I can't say I didn't like it, and I thought I'd love to wear it for my Master. But not for tonight, our first night with him as my Master, and me as his leather sub.
He had to help me put on both harnesses, and even put my already hard cock in his mouth while he was bent down adjusting my thigh harness. Definitely a different kind of Master.
I did my best to sell it as a viable option for the night, and said, "Oh Master I love it, you have such great taste. It makes me feel so sexy, so horny, and so submissive."
"Your Master thought you looked sexy and slutty as a femboy, but I like this look even more. Now you look like a sexy, slutty, cock sucking sub, who I want to ravage and ravish with cock and kisses."
"I couldn't ask for anything more Master, let me try on the other one and then you can decide," I said innocently.
He helped me out of the harnesses, and once again sucked my cock while doing so. I figured, he really enjoys sucking cock, or he's doing a great job of auditioning for the roles of my boyfriend, Alpha, and Master.
I was now ready to try on the combination leather harness and cockring, the outfit that at first glance I thought looked "so gay". But now I think it's going to be a perfect fit on me, and for the new me as well.
My Master adjusted the chest harness, while I adjusted the leather strap and chain that was adjusted to the cockring. Getting the cockring over my erect cock and swollen balls was more of a chore than anticipated, but I finished up just as Master was done adjusting the top portion. I now had two cockrings on, I wasn't about to attempt taking off my other cockring.
I stood back and asked, "Master, how do you like this one?"
He looked me up and down and said, "Yes, I love this one. This one is you, a sexy, slutty, cock sucking, gay sub. And the best part of it is, I can have you as my gay sub the entire week if I want."
"I am glad you want me to wear this, I think it's perfect for our first time together as Master and sub. And if the rest of the week is as hot as today, I'll be your gay leather sub, boyfriend, or femboy, for as long as you want me."
My delighted Master gave me my first kiss as his leather sub, and it was just as passionate as his kisses were when I was his boyfriend and femboy. But his tongue was in charge, and my job was to not have a battle of tongues, but to surrender my mouth to his lustful tongue fucking.
I missed his light, intimate, romantic kisses, but I already had those from him as my boyfriend and Alpha, and this is a different role. It turned me on, and made me feel even more used and submissive. And wanted.
When he had claimed victory over his sub's mouth with his tongue, he decided to do the same with his cock. He pushed me down by my shoulders and commanded, "Suck your Master's cock."
I began to lick his cock up and down, when he forcefully interrupted me, and said, "I told you to suck my cock, not lick it like it's a popsicle. Now put it in your sub mouth and do as I say."
I wasn't sure if I should apologize for my sin of licking his cock when he told me to suck it, or if I should just shut up and suck his cock. I went with sucking his cock, and that seemed to please my Master.
When I sucked his cock as his boyfriend that morning, and as his femboy just 30 minutes earlier, he was the passive recipient of a very active and eager cocksucker. He had provided an occasional thrust of his hips, but I was doing all the work. Not that I considered it work at all.
As my Master, it was a different story. He was fucking my mouth with his cock, and I liked it. No, I loved it. My job was to keep my teeth out the way as he used my mouth for his pleasure. And mine too in the process.
My eyes were watering, but my sub cock and heart were throbbing away. I was amazed at how effortlessly Chen had transformed into my Master, and how much I enjoyed being his leather sub. Just like being dressed up in my hose, camisole, and gloves brought out my femboy side, dressed in my leather harness and cockring brought out my sub side.
As his cock continued its onslaught of my mouth and throat, it was if he had knocked out any bit of Alpha male that was left in me. At least, momentarily. For the first time in my very short gay life, I felt as I had truly, and totally, submitted myself to my man.
It's not that I hadn't performed submissive acts before such as sucking a man's cock and letting him fuck me. But I never felt I was being all that submissive since I was getting exactly what I had wanted, cock and cum, in my mouth or ass.
I wasn't sucking his cock the way I wanted to suck it, he was fucking my mouth the way he wanted to fuck it. My wants and needs no longer mattered to me, nor him. I was there solely for his use and pleasure.
I felt like I had finally accepted my role as a sub, a total sub. I remembered how it felt when I had my first m2m kiss, it was both a relief and a release. A relief to find out what was missing in my life, and a release of my gay side to explore it.
My graduation to total sub felt the same way. It was a relief to finally completely surrender myself to my Master, and a release of any remaining bits of Alpha male inside of me. I was finally able to fully commit myself to serving and pleasing my Master, without any consideration of my own wants.
It was a good thing that I had just reached a higher level of submissiveness, as my Master stopped fucking my mouth, slapped his hard cock against my face a few times, and told me, "Go get me another beer, then go upstairs and wait for me by the bed."
He kept me waiting for at least 10 minutes, as he used the bathroom downstairs and started on his beer. No more taking my hand and leading me to the bedroom, that was what my boyfriend Chen did and what my Alpha Stud did with his femboy. My Master makes me serve him, and then walk myself upstairs to wait for him, and his perfect cock to arrive.
As I waited upstairs for my Master, I couldn't help but look at myself in the mirror at the new me. When I looked in the mirror earlier in the day when I was his femboy, I thought I looked kind of hot and sexy, or at least, slutty.
But to be honest, instead of thinking about being a femboy, I thought how hot it would be to be with a femboy dressed like I was. Someone smaller than me, smoother than me, and with a more androgynous face than me. Someone like Chen, but not him. Unless of course he was into that.