My body's familiar soreness was a reward for finally unlocking Adrian. I laid in bed with an ear-to-ear smile knowing my strategies have worked in getting what I wanted.
Though my happiness in achieving the attention I was desiring diluted, while greed elbowed its way to the front wanting more.
My confidence flexed in knowing I could strategically manipulate this dominate man, who solely wanted to physically use and abuse my virgin body, to getting this when and where I wanted it.
Weeks prior a relative asked me to check in on their mountain house as they were leaving the country for an extended period. I hadn't yet found the time to venture up to the cabin, but the light bulb exploded in my deviant head as the idea hit me.
The most devilish look broke as I grabbed my phone to text Adrian.
"Morning my friend - that was fun yesterday! You made my body sore - impressive work. Hey so I have access to a mountain house later this week about an hour drive up north - want to meet me up there?"
My stomach sunk knowing this was a bold invite, almost guaranteed to fail, but I calmly went about my day hoping for the small chance he'd join me at the mountain house.
Low and behold, within 30-minutes of my text, Adrian replied.
"Oh wow - no more quickies huh? Tell me when and I'll meet you up there."
If smiles could pull muscles, "Let's plan on Thursday afternoon."
My vertical leap reached new personal records as I jumped in celebration.
Seconds into my celebration the phone vibrates.
"Just as your body healed from yesterday - I'll do my best to make it even more sore Thursday."
My smile's winning streak continued.
"Exactly what I'm hoping for."
"Be careful what you wish for."
"Blah blah blah!"
"Have you ever been spanked before?"
"No you sick fuck!"
"Keep it up mister..."
I fell back onto my bed and within seconds was releasing warm drops of cum all over myself as I became so juiced up with excitement from the trip that came together so quick.
I laid there glazed in my own seed panting and defining sexual anticipation.
This unexpected crush and submissive feeling was remarkably invigorating.
My dull, repeat-rinse life was no longer - I was eagerly at the mercy of this man who just days ago had me thinking he had zero interest in anything but my fuck-hole.
I might as well have been a blow-up doll to Adrian - and ironically, that is exactly what I loved about this new life-changing experience.
But with my ego finally in control, my body knew what was around the corner. Adrenaline was officially steering my physical ambitions, which I knew would fade at some point, but I was at this insane life intersect where I was going to ride this feeling for as long as possible.
As much as I would have preferred to drive with Adrian to the cabin, my new gaming mentality withheld in asking knowing that it could backfire.
I had to game myself in holding back the urge to interact more frequently.
I was dizzy in confusion on this new inside-out manipulation, but all I know was my cock had never lived so full and excited.
As Thursday arrived, after tossing and turning all night with nerves of excitement, I replicated my body cleaning routine to ensure Adrian would get the ride of his life.
I stopped at the store to buy alcohol as a prescribed nervousness reducer.
I texted Adrian as I departed, "Heading up north - see you later this afternoon!"
Seconds later, "I'm going to probably beat you up there - I left a 30 minutes ago."
My smile flexed as I was experiencing a completely different interaction dynamic now with someone who was recently ignoring me.
"See you soon - and stop texting while driving!"
I punched the pedal with a large tail-wind of confidence and sexual excitement.
As I got onto the quiet freeway, my mind was like a tornado with the things I have fantasized about over the years.
The fantasies of being eaten out after being fucked. Me sucking on his cock between sexual positions. Me cuming all over his cock before he shoves it back inside my ass.
Porn really helps seed ideas and innuendos of different sexual angles and experiences. Seemingly all of those porn scenes were flooding into my fantasies with Adrian and I as the actors.
My cock was an absolute mess thinking about all the filthy scenarios being concocted in my sexually obsessive, hypnotic brain.