"Learning My Place"
Will falls further into Derek's trap (attempting a mix of 3rd person) comments appreciated
Things really went from sugar to shit in just the span of three hours. I went from a hotshot agent with the world at my fingertips to a desperate cocksleeve to the man I used to idolize. The following day was absolute hell, my poor throat felt raw and swollen, and I could barely breathe let alone speak. I called the office letting them know I wasn't coming in, being seen like this was not an option.
Regret and shame were the first feelings to greet Will as his eyes opened, well mentally. The pain in his throat had only increased overnight, and he couldn't fathom why Derek had done that to him. Even worse, he questioned himself as to why he let it happen instead of fighting back. The answer was clear, he knew he was gay, but he knew that he was submissive, he craved to be dominated and used like a cheap slut. It turned him on to be completely powerless at the mercy of another.
When I finally rolled out of bed the weight of the world fell on my shoulders, and I felt like crap. Looking in the mirror only served to kill what confidence I had left, My shame skyrocketed when my phone vibrated, I knew exactly who it was from without looking. When I opened the message, my sore jaw hit the floor, there was the video of me blowing Derek in his limo. The shameless slut that was choking on Derek's dick was unrecognizable to me, that slut ignited a fire in my loins. My phone buzzed again with another message from Derek saying that if I didn't want this video to get to my friends and family, I would be at his place that night.
Will couldn't believe it, he was really being blackmailed by his idol, the very man whose poster stayed over his bed for almost nine years. Just the thought of Derek sent shivers down his spine, he was incredibly turned on but nervous as to what he had planned for him tonight. : Will thought out loud, " Maybe this won't be so bad, it can't get any worse than the limo". He kept thinking about the limo and wondering if anyone saw him, it was just too much for his mind. Anxiety was driving him up the wall as he showered and shaved, he had to get ahold of himself.
I kept thinking about the text message, would he really send that video to everyone, it would absolutely ruin my life, my family doesn't know I'm gay. This could kill my career and alienate me from my loved ones. I have to play this correctly, or ill lose everything. I knew I could find a way out, I just had to be careful and control the situation. I brainstormed the entire way to Derek's house, I was going to assert my dominance and walk away from him for good. Pulling into his massive driveway, my confidence flew out the window with the rest of the air in my body. I began to panic on the inside as his security approached my car. They were polite, he had already alerted them that I was supposed to be on the property, and they walked me to the door. Although the staff seemed nice when I got to the door they chuckled and wished me good luck. That didn't help my nerves at all, and when the door opened, the last shred of determination melted away like butter in a pan.