I flipped the covers open, leaving the sheets exposed to the soft light of my bedroom. No, no, no. That was way too suggestive. It made it look like I couldn't wait to get in there.
I flipped the covers back over my bed and stepped away. Now it looked like I'd carefully made my bed, like I was thinking about this all day. Fuck.
I flipped the covers open again and gave them a shake, leaving them rumpled and askew. There. There, I'd barely thought about it. I'd just gotten up and gone about my business as usual. Nothing was on my mind. Oh, was today when you were going to come over, Lee? I forgot about that.
I bit my lip. No, there was absolutely no reason to worry about today—sure, Lee had said he was coming over this Saturday night, and he may have suggested it was to have sex for real, but other than that...? Well, not much to think about.
I flopped facedown on my bed and let out a groan. I had no idea what I was doing. Why had I agreed to this without so much as a protest, or at least a pretense of what we were doing? I wished I could still act straight, but at this point it was probably too late. I'd given my best friend several lap dances, been naked with him, and I'd sucked his cock. I'd let him cum all over me several times now. The past month had been nothing but a haze of dirty thoughts and feelings for him.
And it wasn't like this was a fair, back-and-forth relationship. With his manlier physique and attitude Lee had been dominating me from the beginning, and I was becoming more and more of a hopeless, submissive slut. Worse still, that turned me on like crazy. All I could think about these days was him pounding my ass like I was his girlfriend.
I was hard. Just thinking about Lee made me hard now.
"Stop," I muttered to myself, trying to stall the tide of arousal before it overtook me. I did not need Lee taking advantage of my horniness yet again to do whatever he wanted. I had to stay strong.
But here I was making my bed like I wanted it. My parents weren't even out of the house tonight, but I'd given in and told Lee he could come over anyway. That was probably a royal fuck up. I could only hope he wouldn't try and take me on the living room floor.
I squirmed, knowing my mind was going down a dark path. I had to focus on staying cool, and keeping my options open. I could send Lee packing at any time if I didn't like where things were going. Don't you forget that, dumbass.
The doorbell rung, nearly sending me out of my skin. Fuck, he was here already? It wasn't even dark yet!
Butterflies danced around in my stomach as I got up and reflexively checked my face in the mirror. Did I look cute enough? No, fucking stop that.
I tried not to rush to the door, and opened as slowly and casually as I could. "Hey, you're here."
"That's it? No kiss?"
"Lee! Fuck!" I looked back over my shoulder to check for my parents, my heart leaping into a more flighty pace within my chest.
"It was a joke! Relax," my friend laughed, showing his even white teeth. His dark hair was a little disheveled, like he'd just run a hand through it after work and called it done. He was in a t-shirt and creased jeans like we were just going out for a bite to eat. The nerve of this fucker.
Lee slid past me, giving my hip a little grab and making me stifle a sudden noise. "How have you been? Ready to be done with school yet? It was all you texted about all week."
"It was the only I wanted to talk about," I muttered as he kicked off his shoes. "And not that other stuff you kept, like, hinting at."
He had a little smirk as he headed for the kitchen. "You don't like dirty jokes? C'mon, man."
"Not at my expense! And I didn't ask for any pics, so stop talking about that." In truth, he'd left the door open several times to ask him for lewd photos. Ever since I'd admitted that I liked his body he kept teasing me about it, asking if I needed it to get through the day. Somehow I'd resisted—the last thing I needed was his dick pics on my phone that I wouldn't have the willpower to delete.
"Your loss. So what is it, just a month left?"
"Yeah."
"And then you'll have all sorts of freedom." He was tearing open a bag of chips and I couldn't help but notice how his muscles flexed under his tan skin.
"What? Oh. I wish. No, I don't have a lot of savings, I told you. I have to get a real job."
"You can always come work with me. I gotta get that referral bonus somehow. And it would make breaks a little bit more exciting." His dark eyes had a little twinkle.
I felt myself flush and had to check the living room. Empty, thank god. What was this idiot even saying? "Yeah, not a good idea, okay?"
"If you say so. But I always have some tension I could work out. You?" He offered me the bag of chips after a second of hesitation I took some.
"I'm not gonna answer that. And I'm not around just to... to help you work out your tension." I blushed. It was obvious what we were talking about.
Lee was already on his way into the living room, and landed on the couch with a sigh. "That's what friends are for, dude! Why do you think I came tonight?" I stared at him. Was he going to say it? "I thought we could play some games, watch a movie... you know, friend stuff."
"Y-yeah! Sure. Sorry." Shit, I had to calm down.
"You still have this game?" Lee was rifling through my collection, acting like he owned the place as always.
"Well, duh. It's not like I'd toss it out, just 'cuz of... of what happened. When we... y'know." Fuck. I didn't mean to bring it up.
"You're acting like it's a bad memory. I remember having a lot of fun. Don't sell your ass short, man," he murmured, gesturing at it with his head.
"Shut up," I hissed, rolling my eyes. I remembered the feeling of Lee's cock grinding against my asshole like it was yesterday. I'd been losing control ever since then and now I'd be lucky to get out of tonight with just a lap dance for him.
"Care to try your luck?"
"Whatever. I'm sitting next to you this time." So we tried a game. Just like last time I couldn't focus with him right next to me, and whenever his thigh brushed mine I winced and felt a little thrill. Eventually I gave up, slapping the controller into Lee's stomach. "Happy? I learned my lesson."
"Oof. I learned my lesson...?" He left a space for me to fill in the blank. Lee was smirking just inches away, and when I hesitated he jostled me with his elbow. "Well?"
"Stop. I'm not calling you 'daddy' right now." I shifted, feeling hot. He was so close.
"Yet. But after one squeeze—oh, hi, mom!" He quipped suddenly.
I jumped like I'd been stung. "Fu—whoa! Y-you scared me!" I scolded my mom, who I realized was just waltzing past like nothing was amiss. I'd nearly sworn in front of her, too.
"Jumpy, aren't you, honey? Hey, Lee. I didn't hear anything about you coming over."
My heart was pounding like a drumroll. Fuck, I hated being caught with him. What had she heard?!
"Yeah, just for a little while. We were going to watch something—he said he had something to show me, but I'm pretty sure I've seen a lot already." Lee shot me a little glance and I swear I could murder him with the look I gave him back.
"Oh? What's that?"
"What was it—Deep Impact, right, man?"
My mother had disappeared into the kitchen. I sent my best death punch right at Lee's groin. He blocked with his thigh, mirth coloring his cheeks. "I had to!" he mouthed at me.
"That's not even it!" I responded hotly, loud enough for my mom to hear. Somehow that was important to me.
"I'd say don't stay up too late, but it is the weekend," she was saying cheerily. "And you know our couch is always open to you if you need it, Lee."
"Thanks! Still, nothing beats a nice bed!" Lee gave me a smile. Fucking hell, this was the guy I had a crush on?
"How is work, by the way? I feel like I haven't seen as much of you the past few weeks."
Go figure. I'd done all I could to see my friend when she wasn't around. And yet here I was, so horny I'd let him come over to do stupid things and make her suspicious.
"Busy as ever, but it beats school. Excuse me—bathroom."
Finally he let up, giving me a chance to compose myself and meet my mom in the kitchen. I could only hope my face had lost its embarrassing color. "How about you?" I got out albeit a bit breathlessly.
"Work? Oh, you know. There's always something. I'm lucky whenever I can take a night to just relax." She was a paralegal, still young and fit enough to be in high demand for adding a bit of interest and flair to her employers, I knew. People just engaged with you more if you were calm and confident like my mother. "Your dad is just finishing up a few calls and he'll be freed up too. We had the same idea as you and Lee—we thought we'd just spend the night in."
"Oh. Great. We'll just get out of your hair then, leave the living room to you," I remarked nervously. I realized a moment later what I was getting myself into, but just then my phone buzzed in my pocket.
Foolishly I checked it. My eyes widened. Oh fuck. It was Lee's cock.
I knew it instantly. After all, it had spent a lot of time in my face the week before. But here it was on the screen of my phone, huge and flaccid, lit perfectly by the light of our bathroom down the hall. My phone slipped out of my numb fingers. I fumbled for it desperately, letting out a yelp of fear.
My mom was taken aback. I think she said something, but I was too focused on clutching my phone against my body like I could absorb it. I wasn't sure which side was facing her but I wasn't showing her an inch of it either way. And certainly not nine of them.
"S-sorry!" I stammered, trying to laugh it off. "D-didn't mean to shoot it off at you." What was he thinking?! Lee had never sent me a dick pic before, even though we'd talked about it, but now that he was ten feet down the hall it was a good time?! I bet that fucker was getting a laugh imagining me trying to play it off in front of my mom.
"I thought you just got a new one. Not so fast, honey!"
"I-I know!" I tittered. The image was still bouncing around in my mind. God, it was such a nice shot. It was like he was a porn thumbnail. His cock was amazing. I bit my lip. Fuck, I didn't want to look again with my mother right there. Still, my shaking hands brought the screen up to allow me just a little glimpse.
