I grew up in a Pentecostal family in Holland, but deled in silence with liking men. I get married with a woman and to my sadness after seven years I got divorced. Though I had not gone to church for a while, I started to go to one, in Amsterdam. I was already in my thirties. I did a bit of work out, but was too tiny to my taste. I liked to meet other people. The pastor was an American mature dad in his fifties, married with a woman who turned out to be sick most of the time.
The pastor welcomed me after the sermon while we were all drinking coffee and chatting with each other. The pastor, Garry, was tall, and broad-shouldered, piercing blue eyes, clean-cut and a marine-crew cut hair, amazingly strong jawlines. He started a conversation with me and in short, I told him my story. I started getting a bit emotional and the Garry asked me if I would like to talk a bit more during the week. I did and we made an appointment at my place. I invited him for a dinner.
That Tuesday I prepared a nice dinner and tried not to think in an erotic way of the pastor. However, I was so attracted to him. The door rang, I opened, and there he stood, in a nice suit & tie. He had a broad smile and I was melting down.
We had dinner, after dinner we sat down on my couch, he took off his tie, I told him all my problems, and that I felt so ashamed to like men so much. After a while, Garry wanted to pray for me. He came closer to me and put an arm around me. His lips where very close to my ear. He prayed in a whispering mode, it felt very intimately; his breath was touching my ear that aroused me quite a bit. Once and a while he fondled my shoulders during his prayer. When he finished we still were in an intimate position, his arm around me, and his lips close to my face. I leaned backward on his muscled biceps. I thanked him and he looked into my eyes and told me that I was a beautiful person. I said he was gorgeous too. By having said that he gently kissed me on my mouth. I was a bit shocked but longed for this intimacy. I started to open my mouth and felt his man-tongue entering me. We French kissed for a while and I tried to suck the saliva out of his mouth, I adored his juices already. After a while, he started to play with my nipples. I groaned and told him that I got so aroused. I felt his muscled arms, his pecs that turned out to be very hairy too.
'You're such a fine mature twink,' he told me. His hand went under my shirt he adored my soft hairless skin. I just could take another breath and groaned. My hand went down his belly and went further to meet his enormous cock.