I was 58 and my wife had passed away a year before after a short illness leaving me heartbroken and lonely. We had no children and family lived many miles away and friends were few and far between. However I coped as best as possible throwing myself into work and decorating the house and sometimes venturing out to the pub where I did meet some good people. The one thing missing though in my life was the need for sexual release. The wife and I had a good sex life being active up to three times a week and we prided ourselves in being slightly adventurous in the bedroom , but nothing kinky though.
I toyed with the idea of joining an online dating service but apart from browsing the sites never had the courage to go any further. Women around my area were either married or taken and as time passed the need to have sex became even more urgent. Yes I did masturbate and enjoyed some heavy and creamy orgasms but somehow it was not the same doing it to myself I also missed the desire to be wanted.
It was one fine day in sunny June that there was a knock on the door and on answering was greeted by a young good looking guy who asked if I was interested in having Solar Panels installed . To be honest I was not but the guy seemed genuine and very friendly and explained that he was on his first month in the job and was 19 and desperate for a sale to prove himself. I felt a little bit sorry for him and this being a very warm day invited him in for a cold drink.
His name was Mark and looked 19 white around 5ft 8 ( around my height ) and slim build. We engaged in small talk whilst we shared a cold beer and the chat got round to me and my wife and how lonely I had become. He explained that he had split up from his girlfriend and was hoping to meet a frustrated widow in his line of work to which we both laughed and carried on talking.
It must have been an hour later with us both now sitting together on the settee having drunk a few more beers when he asked where the bathroom was. Pointing upwards I explained it was upstairs and off he trotted . He was gone for a while so I went upstairs to see if he was ok and as I approached the bathroom he was coming out . After asking if he was alright Mark explained that his manager had phoned him and suggested he knocked off for the night as it was getting late .
At this point for some reason we stopped talking and just stared at each other. I was unsure what he was thinking but my thoughts were for some strange reason was how good looking the guy was. Now I have to explain that I have never been attracted to men before in all my life but maybe it was the beer or maybe the heat or even the combination of both made my mind wander about being close with him.
After a deadly silence Mark spoke and said " Is this your bedroom? " He pointed behind the door I was standing against and I said yes and then added for some reason " Do you want to see? " which he relied yes. Without thinking I turned opened the door and beckoned him in. Mark duly followed and with both of us now standing in the middle of the room I showed him the room and the efforts of my decorating. He seemed genuinely interested in what I was saying but I did notice him moving closer to me as I spoke before standing very close to me. I looked at him and he looked back both of us in silence for what seemed like an eternity before Mark broke the silence . " I can see you are very lonely and feel that you need some form of release " He stated but before I could reply he suddenly moved even closer and started kissing me his lips seeking out mine as his arms wrapped around me. I was staggered never in a million years did I think this would happen and even more staggered by the fact that I found myself responding. Mark had pulled me closer now sensing that there was no resistance and for the first time in my life I could feel another guy's erection pushing against me as his tongue now slipped into my mouth licking gently on the underside of it causing me to grow hard but also harder than I had ever been.
He moved his hands up to cup my face and carried on French kissing me his gentle strong fingers stroking my face. I had never realised that just by kissing a guy could be such a massive turn on and I become lost in the lust of the moment kissing him back and holding his close.