last sentence chapter 36- "I'll be anxiously waiting"
Well that's taken care of until tomorrow. I just need to make a final decision and make sure both Jackie and Fred understand and accept the situation.
After spending a disrupted, sleepless night, I need to get my poop in a group before going to Jackie's. She/he did sound a little upset by my use of the words-stop by. Morning and early afternoon go by with nervousness. Finally about 3:45, I leave for Jackie's.
As I get out of the truck, I see Jackie standing in the doorway. There is no happy to see you smile on his/her face. She/he has on a blue dress. It was a snug fit, clinging to his/her ass and bust,fishnet stockings and black high heels. With red lipstick on and looked like she/he was ready for action. A very sexy looking outfit. She looks stunning.
Oh, man! My cock is starting to rise, just seeing him/her. Finally, a smile on her/his face and looking at my crotch she asked what's got me so excited.
Doing a little curtsy, Jackie takes my hand and say's, "Come in and make your self comfortable, couch, chair, coffee, tea or me? I've missed you Mack."
Trying to sound and look serious I say, "We have to talk."
"So, this is a serious visit? No hanky-panky? Even though I saw a rise in your demeanor when you arrived," Jackie says.
Jackie has crossed and uncrossed her legs at least three times. Giving me crotch shots of her smooth ,clean thighs and white thong. This isn't going to be easy. I have images of both Fred and Jackie sessions going through my mind.
Finally I start by saying, "Jackie, I know you want an exclusive relationship. I understand and appreciate your feelings. But, I've been with Fred now for over a year and it's not just a sexual relationship. He suspected something was going on since I had been unavailable at home a couple times. He came over yesterday and confronted me. I told him that we had been together twice. Now he has kind of given me an ultimatum."
Jackie gets up and nervously moves around the living room, touching and moving things on the end tables. Finally, standing in front of me she/he says, "Mack, I was truly hoping we were going to have an ongoing and lasting relationship. I thought the two times we were together were amazing. As an older gentleman, I thought you would be the one man in my life for years to come. I guess I shouldn't have been thinking.