"Is the prisoner here, in the examination room?" The doctor for the central jail in Nairobi and I were standing in a white-walled narrow corridor outside a door with a plastic folder attached to it to hold medical records.
"Yes, Inspector. His name is John. He's barely nineteen."
"How sure are you?"
"Very sure. I thought of calling you in immediately. He's been beaten rather badly and they used something thick . . . in addition. That's why I called you."
"What is he in for?"
"Soliciting on the street, of course. That's why it's so easy to identify them."
"So, you think?"
"Yes, of course. That's why I sent for you."
"Is that all he's here for?"
"His sheet says robbery as well. Will that make it easier?"
"It should."
The doctor ushered me into the room. "John, this is Inspector White. Inspector Cedric White. He's on loan from the British police. You can safely tell him everything."
I looked at the Kenyan prisoner, John, and then had to look away. The doctor had said he was nineteen, but he didn't look nearly that age. He was just wearing prison shorts and was barefoot. And I could see how he would have gotten in the position he was in. Other than a face that looked like hamburger now and bruises all of his willowy ebony torso, there was an androgynous beauty about him and I could easily see that he would be appealing to a certain kind of man. He was sitting on a cushion, but more on one thigh than the other and was fidgeting.
"I'm here to help you, if I can, John," I said, as I sat on what would have been the doctor's chair and the doctor closed the door to the examination room behind him. "What has happened to you?"
"Nothing. Just a misunderstanding."
"With other prisoners?" I asked.
He didn't answer. I could tell that he was withdrawing into himself.
"If you don't tell me what happened, I'll have to have you sent back," I said.
That got his attention. I could see the panic rising in him. I was about to lose him.
"I'm not from the Kenya police," I said. "The doctor sent for me because I'm not. He knows what's happened to you. You've been sexually assaulted, haven't you?"
Nothing for a moment and then a terse nod.
"It wasn't other prisoners, was it? It was your jailers."
A short pause and then, "They used their batons at first. At first." He looked away, tears in his eyes and then he looked back and said with ferocity in his voice, "You won't send me back there, will you? I can't go right back."
"No, that's why I'm here, John. I won't send you back. There's another jail. A better one. And I can put on your papers that you're in for robbery, not for anything else. If you can just not . . . while you're there. If you can hold yourself in check, they won't know, probably—we can hope—won't take advantage. Can you do that?"
Tears in his eyes, he nodded, and, putting a hand on my forearm now, murmured, "I'd do anything for you to help me. Anything."
And I could tell that he was serious, that he would do anything not to be sent back to the jailers here, even as bruised and sliced up as he was.
"If you're going to last the next two years, you need to stop saying that to just anyone, son," I said, as I stood and left the room. I didn't make it back to my office before I was being paged to go out immediately into the bush out near Embu on an emergency. Since I was here in an effort to mellow the Kenyan police out on their attitudes towards homosexuals, in which they were only parroting the national attitudes, homosexuality being illegal here still, I had to assume that something in this regard was going down. I decided to take one of the transport vans, as it was likely that some poor soul who had gotten himself into trouble needed to be removed from the scene to a more neutral corner.
* * * *
I was guided into my destination, the last building down a long, dusty track bordered by a line of African palm trees, by a filmy column of smoke. When I arrived at the smoldering building, only scorched walls now, not more than twenty by thirty feet, with what had been a palm-leaf roof, it was like I hadn't come a minute too soon.
Two local Kenyan police officers had a young man, just in sports briefs, on his knees between them and one of the local cops had a baton raised menacingly. They stopped and withdrew a couple of steps from the guy on his knees when I pulled to a stop near them.
I felt my body tense up as I got out of the van and approached them. The kneeling young man was maybe the most handsome and well-built Kenyan I'd ever seen—not tall and gangling, but well fed, though not overfed by any means. He had his wrists handcuffed behind his back.
"What do we have here?" I asked, as I approached.
"Another one of them," one of the policeman answered. "We were just ready to take him in."
I wasn't at all sure that taking him anywhere was what they had been planning to do next. With my mind on the young, beaten man I'd just left at the Nairobi jail infirmary, I wasn't at all sure I hadn't just interrupted another example of taking their time in taking him into custody. For all the belligerence these people seemed to have against gays, their violence toward them, as I had seen since I'd arrived here, certainly took on sexual overtones.
As politely as I could I maneuvered my body between the kneeling man and the policeman on one side and said, "Thank you. I'll take it from here. You may leave."
I must have spoken authoritatively and decisively enough, as the two backed off. I put my hand out to the one who looked like he was senior and said, "Handcuff key, please." I had guessed right. He meekly handed me the key. They walked way, muttering between each other—they no doubt had been told I wasn't to be messed up; I rather publicly was here to monitor a police force that had gotten a reputation for violence, especially against gays. I watched them mount their bicycles, and, with not more than two looks back each, they took to the dusty track that I'd come down.
"Now," I said, turning to the young man when I'd seen the last of the local policeman, "What's the story on this burnt building? Are you the neighborhood arsonist?"
The young man snorted, obviously able to appreciate my reference to the neighborhood, as this was the only building in evidence in any direction across a scrub plain. His response took me by surprise and not just by what he said.
"I hardly think so," he said, in refined English. "This was both my office and my home. I'm not the one who burned it down. They—the ones who burned it—were still here when those policemen arrived, but, naturally, I was the only one taken into custody."
"You speak beautiful English," I said in surprise. It wasn't the only thing about him that was beautiful and that was having its effect, as well.
"Educated at Oxford," he answered "I've only been home for six months."
That explained the robust body, I thought. He hadn't been home long enough for starvation to have had its effect. "So, what were you doing in that building to get it burned down?"
"My name is Raili Kimeu," he said. "I think we should start off being civilized."
"In which case, you can stand up," I responded.
"I like the view from here," he said, giving me a smile. I wasn't sure what he meant—then at least. His eyes were at my crotch level. This disturbed me a bit, as he was having a stirring effect on my crotch.
"My name is Cedric," I answered, and then, realizing that, considering the circumstance, I was being too familiar, I said. "Inspector Cedric White. I was sent here from Nairobi headquarters."
"To save me or to brutalize me for being homosexual?"
"Certainly not the latter. I haven't ascertained what you were being detained for yet, though. If you didn't burn this building down, who did, and why?"
"I returned from the UK to work for homosexual rights in Kenya," he answered. "It's primitive that loving your own gender is still outlawed here. I am—or was, at least—publishing a gay rights journal from here."
"Ah, I see. Well, what are we going to do with you? Did the policeman fill out any paperwork here—take down your name or anything—before I arrived?"
"Not that I saw. And you may do whatever you wish with me. Come closer."
"Excuse me?" I asked, apprehensive and shocked. Had he been able to read what had raced through my mind?