I was on the edge of the bed, my legs over his broad shoulders, his cum covered chest inches from my lips, his cock ready to slide into my ass pussy, I was going to be his and pleasing this man was all I could imagine doing at this moment. I wanted him, he wanted me, this was everything I'd hoped for.
It started with a financial planning conference in Austin in the sweet summertime. I was there to pick up some Continuing Ed credits, get up to date on trends and, perhaps, get to play a little in this liberal bastion in the middle of conservative Texas.
Hi, I'm Bill, an older bi-sexual man, still in the closet, 55 years old, single and thanks to tennis and cycling in great shape. I didn't have any expectations for this trip except to be open to all possibilities. Women were still of interest to me, but I found that an occasional fling with a male lover seemed to make me happy and quiet a certain longing that I had inside. Sometimes, I liked the strength and power of a male lover. I liked to submit to a man, but also to give it back hard in a more physical and powerful manner than a woman usually wants. I didn't want love, I didn't want commitment, I simply wanted animal lust and a lover who didn't care about traditional male/ female roles, I wanted heat and passion. Oh the wonder, I wanted to feel the lightning and I didn't want to wait on the thunder. I wanted it now.
I'd let my hair grow, it's blonde and wavy and it was to the point now that I had quite the mane, I could even tie it back now. I'm successful enough that I don't care if every other guy in my industry kept it high and tight, I was proud of my hair and how it was now reaching past my collar, I liked the fact that it made me look a little softer, a little less intense. Like, hey, this old guy must be pretty successful if he can look like an old rock musician. Or, maybe I just liked the idea that people like to run their fingers through it.
A vendor wanted to take a bunch of us out to dinner after the first session and though I usually pass on group activities like this, I remembered my decision to be open to new ideas on this trip and I went with a group of other financial types from all over the country to a local restaurant. There were about 10 of us, 4 women along with 6 men and I enjoyed some barbecue while hearing a presentation about some bullshit product while killing some beers. Everyone was friendly enough but I found myself drawn to him, to Jose.
He was a dark haired beauty with big dark eyes, of Cuban descent I later learned, and he was quite a gentleman. From Miami, he was in his forties and wore a Cubavera shirt, designer jeans and was a distinguished and handsome man. I didn't fail to notice that he seemed to catch my eye now and then and seemed to smile at everything I said. "Of course," I said, "I'd love to join you for a drink," when he asked after the presentation was through. To new experiences...
He was married but, oddly, said the same thing I was thinking, he was "open to new experiences" on the road. How did he know my secret? How did he pick me out of the crowd? I was embarrassed but flattered, he was a handsome man and I glanced down at his jeans, I was going to get some dick tonight if I didn't screw this one up and his looked perfect. We switched from beer to Angels Envy and had a long conversation about work, the world, and then, of course, women, there was a certain tension in the air. He admitted that he liked men too and found me very attractive. His wife, he confessed, would never understand his need for gay sex, he wasn't sure that he understood either. I told him that I understood his concerns and felt the same way about him, that I thought he was a beautiful man. We toasted to "working and practicing" and I invited him up to my room where I had a vape pen and sativa waiting. I didn't have to ask twice.
We got high, put on some Caribbean music and then he gracefully stood up from the hotel guest chair and asked me to dance with him. I'm not a very good dancer but I melted into him and let him lead, I let go of my male persona and became the Bi me, the one who is a just little bit slutty. There's a feeling when I let this happen, when I surrender to my true nature and it is delicious. I needed to be here, to be wanted, to be vulnerable and see where things went from here.