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"Luca, hi!" I mutter. The excitement and fear are extraordinarily loud in my voice, but he doesn't seem to register them.
My student stood in my doorway waiting for a personal tutoring session just like I had agreed, and the estimation of whether my career could survive this was becoming less in the positive range of calculations. Luca wasn't particularly a bad student, nor a good one either. He would pass if he tried but it wouldn't be an impressive grade, but enough to get a job in the future. When he asked for a private tutoring session, I was surprised and should have told him that my job was to be a lecturer, not a free private tutor. I should have said no, but he flashed me a dazzling smile and I couldn't say anything other than 'of course.'
"Good morning, sir..." He looks at me expectantly with a falling smile when I don't move out of his way. "Can I come in?" He points into the house as I stood in place, scared about the possibility of falling into my student's lap. I nod quickly using his question as an instruction, moving away from my place to allow the younger man into my house.
As if working with him wasn't hard enough, I now watch him walk into my home with a swagger only a cocky young man who knew he was attractive could have. The usual backpack he has swung over one shoulder only made me feel worse about my lustful thoughts, it shows me our age difference and why I should be a better man and not think about a student this way. He is legal, something my conscience keeps whispering to me, but he is still my student.
"Where should we go?" He asks with a smirk, a hand still holding onto the strap of his backpack.
His cheeks are red from the heat outside, highlighting his freckles across the bridge of his nose. He's beautiful, and I had to control myself. I have been single for many years and the thought of someone so beautiful compared to my right hand made my cock twitch with need.
"Upstairs, my office," I respond, a flat smile hiding my inner turmoil.
To keep myself under control, I ran in front of Luca to the stairs. If I had to walk up the stairs and be stuck behind watching his bouncing ass then I might finally fail in keeping my job and attack him with my tongue. I let him walk behind me instead knowing he was probably straight as he seemed to enjoy flirting with the young women who would distract him during lectures.
"Here," I point and walk into the open door to my office where I hear him follow with a heavy-footed stomp.
His bag thumps on the floor as he throws it beside my desk. Knowing he would be here, I had pulled a second chair out from the spare room so we both could sit at my wooden desk. I take my own chair and wait for him to sit beside me, I rub my clammy hands on my trousers trying to pretend I'm not sweaty with lust. He pulls off his outer flannel shirt and shows me the black, cotton t-shirt underneath, like a tease, and sits beside me.
Knowing he got a scholarship for swimming is evident on his body, lean with solid muscles without being extremely bulky. His biceps, even when not flexed, looked to be struggling against the small arm opening. I had never wanted to be a 'gym bro' as the kids say, I wasn't fat but I wasn't built like Luca either. The power in his body manages to force his giant body through the water at record speed,I can only imagine his stamina.
Realising I'm staring, I pull my eyes away from his t-shirt after cursing it silently for obstructing my view. Pulling his chair forward, Luca is now only inches away from me and I try to hide my lustful gaze but he doesn't let me. Moving into my space, he holds my face in his large hands and pulls me to his lips. They are soft, caressing mine but I can't kiss back. Flashes of my career going up in flames cause me to push him back in fear and stand up.
"Luca!" My voice is louder, and more intimidating than I expect, creating a sound I didn't know I could make. "What are you doing? Do you know how much trouble this could cause for both of us?"
Gulping, confusion and fear etched into his pretty face. "What's wrong?" He whispers, his face flushing red in embarrassment.
"What's wrong? Are you serious, Luca?" He hides his face as I shout again but I can see he's gritting his teeth. "I am your professor... What... Did you think I was going to bump up your grade? How dare you!"
He stands tall, and all of a sudden, I am aware he is much taller and stronger than me. I try keeping my authority and not back down, but I am worried about how he could beat me into a pulp if he wanted to. He stands in my face, hurt sparkles in his eyes.
"No, I didn't. I came here to fuck you like I thought you wanted. I'm doing fine to pass your class, why else would I want private tuition? Why would you ask me to come to your house? You look at me like a piece of meat, you don't think I see you? And when I tried to be quiet in hooking up for your fucking job, you invite me here instead of the fucking library, and I'm the bad guy?" He pulls his shirt off the chair and stomps to his bag.
"You want this?" I ask softly, shocked at what's happening.
I wasn't hideous to look at, but Luca was something else. I didn't even know he liked men, and even if he did, why would he want me? He looks furious, and I reach out to his arm without thinking. He looks back at me, and the look in his eyes is terrifying.
"I.. I didn't know, I'm sorry, but..." I gulp down the word vomit that wants to come out of my throat. "I want you, but, If anyone finds out-"
He cuts me off and drops his bag to the floor softly again. "No one will know." His voice is firm and convincing, but does he really know how much this could ruin my life?
He leans into my space again, his soft but large hands holding my neck in his tough grasp. Moving closer to my lips, he kisses me with the aggression still moving his body to act. His kiss is hard and passionate, and I melt into his hands. Pulling his body closer to mine, I need to feel him against me, have him close to me finally after a year of yearning and wanting him. I open my mouth to have his tongue assault mine, moaning into his mouth as he takes me as he likes.
The kiss ends quickly as Luca pulls away for air, pulling his t-shirt off, finally, I can see his body. He's just as strong as I anticipated, the deep 'V' travelling down to under his jeans. I dropped to my knees before he asked or demanded, licking the muscles with a needy tongue. Using my tongue as a map, I swipe my tongue across his salty flesh as I pull at the button and zipper to expose his white boxers.
Pushing me away, I take the rejection painfully until I see he's taking off his jeans and he sits on my chair with his legs wide for me. He looks like a CK model, expecting and wanting,with one hand playing with his half-hard cock hidden by white cotton. Crawling closer to him like a bitch in heat, I don't realise what I'm doing until he chuckles at my eagerness. It embarrassed me until he slid his fingers through my hair, pulling me closer to his cock.