They're always looking at my ass. Those big bodybuilders at the gym where I work out. It's flattering of course, but a little unnerving too. Like those two guys today, standing behind me over by the bench press weights -- I could see them in the mirror. They were talking and cracking jokes, and I'm sure they were eying my body from behind. That big hairy Italian even gave a whistle, and the two of them chuckled, he and the black guy with the huge biceps. Do they want me? Do they want to use my smooth, compact body as a sex toy? The thought excites me. But I don't want to go there. Not now. Not with them.
After my shower, in the locker room, I look at myself, naked, in the mirror. There's good reason why they want me. My hairless, stocky body is a tight little ball of muscle that any hulking furball might well enjoy playing with. I turn to look at the muscular globes of my buttocks, my smooth thighs thick below them, my broad back rippling above. I turn the other way and crook my arm to bulge my bicep, then the other way to ripple the tricep on the back, while my baby-smooth pecs pump up and down. I'm hot! My thick 7" cock starts to rise in excitement as I pose for myself.
The door from the gym slams open and I hear the big dudes coming in from the weight room. I turn and busy myself in my open locker, not wanting anybody to notice my self admiration.
"Let's hit the showers," says the Italian.
"Nah, I'm gonna shower at home. I think maybe my honey's waitin' for me, so...."
"I get it. You're hopin' for a nice piece of ass as a reward for a good workout!"
"Got that right," leered Biceps. "Hey, maybe you'll get one too!" He nodded toward me and they chuckled.
"Later, Vito!" Biceps threw the farewell over his huge shoulder as he punched the exit door open.
Vito headed for the shower, emitting a low whistle under his breath as he passed behind my naked body. In the showers, he picked a spot where we could see each other, and as he lathered up his hirsute bulk, he kept glancing at me. It felt good, but made me nervous too, and I tried not to catch his eye. I pulled up my tighty-whiteys to hide my growing erection, but I couldn't help but see that he was fully erect, and staring straight at me. Caressing his soapy, furry muscles, sloshing soap around his jutting rod and bulging bag of balls. There was no mistaking his desire now. I still didn't meet his eyes, and fumbled with my things as I finished dressing and stuffed everything into my duffel bag.
As I passed the gym office on my way out, Coach said 'Hi' and got up from his desk. Coach was the gym manager, a big blond lummox with a winning grin and the look of a corn-fed bull right off the farm. He came to his office door as I passed it.
"You doin' OK, kid?" he asked. He was wearing a sleeveless net top, and blond hair poked through the mesh over his chest, along with his nips.
"Sure, no prob, Coach."
"Looks like you're makin' some good progress," he smiled, pinching my upper arm in a friendly gesture.
"Thanks for noticing, Coach."
"Listen, Billy... just wanna mention that you might should be careful around some of these guys. Have any of them been givin' you any trouble?"
"No. No problems," I stammered, distracted by his hairy blond pec almost at eye level.
"You know that guy Vito, he's had kind of a rough past. Got in some trouble a while back. Was in court for sexual assault. Looks like he raped some kid over in Little Italy. Almost did time, but his uncle got the charges dropped."
My jaw dropped, barely missing his nipple, which looked stiffer than before.
"So if anybody gives you any trouble, you let me know, OK?"
"Sure thing, Coach."
"You wanna relax for a while back in the back office here? Have a power cocktail, put your feet up?" His sky blue eyes looked straight at me, engulfing me, as his farmboy smile broadened. I felt dizzy.
"I... well... Sir... really nice of y... I mean, yes... but... not today. Thanks."
He sensed my confusion, and moved immediately to put me at ease. He seemed to be instinctively aware of the extreme power his smile and handsome face had over people, and was eager to soften the impact.
"Hey, no pressure, Billy. So you'll take a rain check on that? Sure. Any time, kid. Door's open... to you anyhow." He squeezed my tricep and winked. I left.
I know I will give my body to one of these men someday. I've always wanted that, and it will happen. But I've never done anything. Well, not since that one time in high school. That was in a locker room too. The football star. And I was boys' cheerleading captain. We were alone in the gym after both our squads had practiced.
"Hey Billy, wanna wrestle?"
"Wrestle? You mean you and me? Have a wrestling match? Like right here?"
"Sure. Back on the mats in the wrestlers' training room. Wanna?"
"Why not?" I smiled, flabbergasted but pleased.
Back by the mats, I was surprised when he quickly slipped off his gym trunks, and started to pull his t-shirt over his head.
"Hey, what are you...?"
"What's wrong," he queried. "Don't you wanna wrestle naked? C'mon, try it. More fun that way," he said, without any trace of irony in his voice. I assented, not really understanding why, and pulled off my cheerleader togs.
A few minutes into the match I understood why. I understood that he wanted to take my ass. He kept moving his body into rear-entry positions when he pinned me, and I saw that his cock was fully erect. Was I being raped? Well, not really. I could choose to pull out of his holds at any moment. I could simply stand up and call off the informal match, if I wanted to. I was in a position either to let him into my virgin ass, or to refuse him. I let him in.
Our eyes never met. When he had spent himself inside me, he got up without a word and headed for the showers. I lay there for a while, listening to him showering a few rooms away, thinking. I got up only after I heard him leave the locker room.
After that I could never look right into his eyes when we'd meet in the school hallways. But when we'd work out with the girls' cheerleading squad, I felt a special bond with their captain, who was his girlfriend. I knew she and I had shared an experience.
That experience leaves a glowing memory in my mind. Pleasant, but confusing. I know I want to have that experience again. Not with him, of course. It has to be... who?
* * * * * * * *
The municipal swimming pool where I work was deserted at the moment. Later on there would be a few moms with toddlers coming in to the kiddie pool, and some lap swimmers would come in to use the Olympic lanes after work. But no one had arrived yet, so after setting the chlorine levels and performing some other basic maintenance, I had a few moments to myself. Feeling puckishly mischievous, I slipped off my speedo and dove into the cool water naked. I loved the feel of he water rippling around my nudity, caressing my muscles, my genitals floating free in the waves in front of my crotch. I swam several laps and got lost in my thoughts.
Horace the old janitor came through the bleachers with his hand broom, and I assumed a treading-water position so he wouldn't see my smooth buttocks bobbing out of the water behind me. It was too late.
"You better get some clothes on, boy!" he called, before heading off toward the front office to sweep. "Kids! Sheesh!"
I bounded out of the pool at the other end and swiftly drew my swimsuit up over my rounded popo, and tucked away the floppy parts into the front. And not a minute too soon, as Mrs. O'Brien came through the turnstile with her kids just a few minutes later. I signed them in and got the floaties out of the back closet for the kids.
As they were waddling off toward the kiddie pool, I heard a commotion back by the entrance. Investigating, I found a bearded man in a trench coat and horn-rimmed glasses trying to enter through the exit turnstile.
"Excuse me, sir, that's the way out," I explained. "But you should suit up first, in the locker room. Then I'll check you in to the pool. Do you have a membership card."
"Excusing of me, so sorry," he apologized awkwardly. "I am card not. What you are say?"
"The locker room," I say extra loud, as though it will help him understand my English better if I turn up the volume. "Change into your bathing suit in the locker room. Then come in through the other turnstile."
As though he does not hear me, he vaults his big frame over the turnstile in an agile hop that belies his apparent awkwardness, and heads toward the pool.