A while back I started to attend the 'Naked Yoga For Men' class in my home city of Amsterdam. Although living with a woman for many years, I had always been drawn to guys in my sexual fantasies. It started off when I was in my university rowing crew; spending hours at a time with beautiful, tall men provided me with the opportunity to explore semi naked bodies, and I liked what I saw.
Whilst firmly in the bisexual camp in my fantasy world, I have always dated girls and enjoy the romance and sexual energy that women bring to a relationship. I was happy with the way I carve things up; whilst I devoted time and emotion to my girlfriend in the real world, watching gay and bisexual porn and performing for guys on cam gave me the outlet I needed to indulge my gay side, albeit that it was never 'in the flesh'.
I'd been taking the same yoga classes for several year when the opportunity for naked yoga presented itself.
I remember the evening well. I was changing for another session of Ashtanga Yoga that was being held in a beautiful studio in the canal belt. I was in the changing rooms when a friend of mine called Dion walked in. We met in class, and I'd got to know each other through initially through yoga socials and then by dinners and trips to the cinema together. He was a great guy to talk to: highly intelligent, with an acerbic and very ironic sense of humour.
Dion is gay, and I presented myself as straight, so our relationship was non-sexual in nature. However, there was something about Dion that I found incredibly sexy. He had a nice body, that's for sure, but more than that he had a magnetic personality -- his smile beamed happiness, and whenever he walked into a room, my eyes lit up.
Dion used to practice ballet -- not professionally, much to his disappointment, but at school and through university. That meant he was very much in touch with his body -- he could hold himself well, and had strong, lean muscles. He was able to get into Ashtanga poses that I could only dream of, but he was never one to show off about it. Rather, he was much more likely to offer help and encouragement. I found myself secretly checking him out in class. He'd wear a vest top and sports shorts that showed off his strong legs. I generally don't like tattoos but the simple lines that he had on parts of his body followed his natural curves, accentuating his beauty.
Dion had been absent for a couple of months, and hadn't been responding to my WhatsApp messages, so I was delighted to see him when he walked in.
"Hey Dion!" I called when I saw him.
"Hey Nicky!" he called in reply, genuinely pleased to see me, reaching forward to kiss me on my cheek.
This didn't surprise me at all, he was Flemish and greeting a male friend with one light kiss on the cheek was normal. With the formalities over, we hugged each other tight for a while, reconnecting at a physical level after some time apart. "Been ages, man. Where've you been?" I enquired. He said it was a long story but that he'd love to catch up after class. So we entered the studio and got started. I ended up behind him in class, which was perfect for me. I could secretly check him out as he slid elegantly from one pose to another.
After class we stopped for tea and he told me about what happened to him and why he disappeared. He'd met a guy on a dating app, and having been to bed together, realised that they had more in common than just sex, so decided to commit to a relationship. This was a big step for Dion, his fiancΓ© died in a climbing accident in Yosemite National Park a few years previously and he'd taken a long time to get back on his feet.
He told me that at first his boyfriend was unbelievably charming but that he became more and more controlling. He cut Dion off from everything that made him special -- his yoga, dance classes, his work colleagues and friends. Then he tried to cut him off from his family. Dion realised how toxic the relationship had become, and having got up the courage, dumped him. He had started to rebuild his life which was why he was back in class.
That's when he told me about the naked yoga. He had been thinking of signing up to see if he could find someone more suitable to date. I could feel my cock stirring with pleasure when he mentioned the class, but tried to play it cool, ignoring my raging hardness. Having weighed up the possibility, he decided to return to this class, figuring that he wasn't quite ready for naked yoga.
As soon as I got home, I googled the class. I remember seeing the advert online and fantasising about what it might be like to be naked in front of a room full of guys. In my head the men were all gay and had nice shapely cocks. I started to masturbate myself as I clicked a browsed the site and saw that a beginners' series of 6 classes were starting the following Thursday.
I built the fantasy in my mind where I was in class doing my stuff and then suddenly realise that some of the guys were checking me out. My inner exhibitionist is enjoying the fact that a room full of guys are staring at my naked body. I picture myself nude at the front of the class. My cock stirs to life and I start to feel blood pumping down my shaft.
This creates a ripple effect, and other members of the class also start to get hard. Suddenly I'm no longer a participant in the class, but rather I'm surrounded by a ring of naked men. And I'm now doing my best to make my yoga as erotic as possible, my erect cock on display. The other guys are trying to follow my moves, but they are distracted by my cock and their own level of arousal.
I am fisting my cock furiously as I live out this fantasy, and click on the 'book now' button, my face red, my body hot. I am about to shoot my load, lifting my t-shirt to prevent it being covered in come. Then I am disturbed by the click of the front door as my girlfriend Astrid arrives home and I have to very quickly tuck my cock away and open the kindle reader on my device.
My horniness has not been sated by this episode, so when Astrid comes to bed, we have the most amazing sex. She comes several times as I fuck her, unaware that whilst physically present with her, in my mind I am being pleasured by a room full of naked guys whilst I am practising my yoga.
The next morning, I woke feeling guilty and resolved that I wasn't going to go. I was back on the website, looking for how to cancel, when I got an email confirmation from the instructor saying he was looking forward to seeing me on Thursday.